tea. And some sandwiches would be nice.'
She didn't look at the detective. She was too busy bracing against the fractured emotions-confusion, fear, grief and anger-that radiated from Jeannette in waves at times like these. She couldn't worry right now about what he might be thinking. She'd felt his sharp flash of recognition before the barriers slammed shut like storm shutters, but no doubt the clamor of Jeannette's emotions would have overwhelmed his anyway.
She left her grandmother opening cupboards and muttering to herself and went back to the living room, bracing for the inevitable questions. The suffocating blanket of sympathy.
She found Detective Callahan where she had left him, hands in his pockets, jacket askew, watching her with thoughtful, compassionate eyes.
'That will occupy her for a while. She won't remember such a complicated task,' she explained with a small smile of apology. 'She'll sit down at the table and try to pick up the threads, which will be upsetting for her. To avoid it she'll go somewhere inside her mind, somewhere in her past where she was happy. That's where she spends most of her time now.'
'Alzheimer's?' the detective asked. She nodded, and he murmured, 'I'm sorry.' The sympathy was there, but muted, as all his emotions seemed to be.
'She still is.'
She threw him a quick, grateful glance and thought.
'Who is Isabella?'
'You don't miss much, do you?' she said lightly, stepping past him to open the door. 'That's my mother's name. Gran calls me that when she's…confused. Which is why I call her Jennie, then-she doesn't understand why I would call her Gran when as far as she's concerned she's my mother.'
He followed her onto the landing. 'Jennie? Not Mom or Mother?'
'Evidently,' she said, without looking up as she closed and locked the door, 'that's what my mother called her.'
'Evidently?'
'I haven't seen my mother since I was three.'
'Ah.' His tone was flat, but she felt a wave of something warm, almost like
She couldn't know what a rare thing it was for him to talk about that stuff-at least he didn't think she could. He sure as hell didn't know what made him do it.
'I never said I don't remember her,' she said as she passed him. 'My memories of my mother are quite vivid, actually.'
'From when you were
'In a way, I guess.' She smiled at him in a gently forgiving way. 'I've gotten all the memories I have of my mother from Jeannette.'
It took him maybe three heartbeats to get it. Then he said. 'Ah' again-a bit more sardonic, this time. 'Your grandmother has it, too, then? This…'
'Gift?' They were passing through the gallery, and he saw Tierney pause to touch the watercolor painting of Multnomah Falls. He saw tension in the lines between her eyebrows and wondered if she had a headache. 'Days like this, it's hard to think of it that way.'
Then she seemed to shake it off. whatever the darkness was. and moved on. 'My grandmother's…abilities, or whatever you want to call them, are different from mine. I am what is known, in the psychic world-' she cut her eyes at him in a droll way that made him chuckle '-as an
The thought came to him with a flash of surprise, like what his mother used to call a lightbulb moment-from the comics, she'd explain. He heard himself say, 'I know what you mean.' And frowned, because he hadn't meant to voice the thought out loud.
Tierney glanced up at him. smiling her gentle smile.
'How old were you when you were adopted?' And she wondered, even as she asked it. how she'd found the audacity to probe into the personal business of so guarded and resistant a man.
She was greatly surprised when he hitched a shoulder in an offhand way and answered her. 'I don't know-six, I think. Maybe seven.'
'Really? You weren't a baby, then. What happened to your parents?' But this time she knew at once she'd gone too far. She saw his jaw tighten, and he didn't answer right away. She muttered. 'I'm sorry,' putting up a hand as if to stop herself. 'Forgive me, please. I'm not- It's none of my business, I know.'
The detective let out a breath, frowning. 'No, it's a legitimate question, considering the conversation.' He paused, shifting his car keys from one hand to the other and back again, then turned to her. 'They're dead, that's all I know.' His grin appeared, tilted in a way that made curious pleasure-ripples course through her chest. 'Believe me, as a police detective it irks me no end to have to admit that. I've tried-' He broke it off with a shake of his head, seemed to hesitate, then turned to the gallery door.
'Do you remember them?' Tierney asked softly. 'Your parents?'
She was unprepared for the sudden surge of emotion, followed by a withdrawal so abrupt it was almost violent, like a slap in the face. She stepped back reflexively, and so almost missed his reply, spoken in a quiet voice and without turning.
'I don't remember anything from before I was adopted.'
Still reeling from the emotional one-two punch, she couldn't have spoken even if she'd been able to think of what to say. After a brief but electric silence, he threw her a glance that didn't quite make contact.
'Yeah, look-I need to get back to the job.'
'Yes,' she said. 'Of course.'
'Let me know if you get any more on our killer-or the victims.'
He pushed the door open and went out, hurrying, like someone escaping from a trap.
She wasn't sure why she followed him. But she did. And when she stepped onto the sidewalk, she felt as if she'd collided with an electric fence. Energy sizzled along her scalp and crawled over her body, just beneath her skin. Even her bones seemed to vibrate. As if it were frantically batting at a bombardment of tennis balls, her tired mind tried to give names to the overwhelming emotions ricocheting inside her head.
The only thing she knew for certain was that someone was