“I want to stop,” she said. “I have to rest.”
She heard a soft deep chuckle, and the face from the Western movie swam into view. “Afraid you can’t do that, Rachel, honey. Looks like you’re gonna have your baby right here, like it or not.”
But then she felt her body being wrenched out of her control again, and now it seemed it was trying its best to turn itself wrong-side-out. Again and again she was caught up by terrible, powerful forces and was utterly helpless to stop what was happening to her. The only thing she could think of to compare it to was once when she and Nicky had been at the beach, swimming, and she’d gotten caught in a huge breaking wave. She’d felt herself being tossed and twisted and dashed down into swirling sand and seawater, arms and legs going every which way like a rag doll in a washing machine, and her mind, disconnected from her body, had thought,
Someone-the stranger named Rachel-was screaming. Belly-deep, grinding screams that sounded like something being torn in half. She felt unbearable pressure, pressure she was sure she couldn’t stand another second. She heard someone bellow, “I can’t…”
“Shh…yes, you can…you’re doin’ fine, darlin’…just a little bit more…” The voice was deep and growly, like a tiger purring, and seemed to be very close to her ear.
It was
She closed her eyes and whimpered, feeling ashamed, “I’m so tired.”
“I know…rest a little bit now, okay? Just rest…that’s right.”
That struck her as terribly funny. She wanted to laugh, but when she started what she thought was a laugh, tears squeezed from her eyes and ran down into her ears.
“Easy, now…you’re gonna be okay,” the growly voice said. But then another voice-a woman’s voice-rode right over it and drowned it out.
“J.J., Ridgecrest wants to know what’s happening. Um…like, what can you see?”
This was all happening much too fast for him. He ran a hand over his face while he regarded the woman, who was now lying back on the seat. She appeared to be crying. He could see her face, with tears streaming down the sides and into her already soaking-wet hair. Other than that, she looked to him like a great big mound of clothing. He knew what he was going to have to do next, and the only thing he could think of he’d have dreaded more was breaking the news to somebody that their loved one was dead. That was the worst. But peeling nun’s clothes off a woman in labor was right up there close.
“Ma’am-uh, Rachel, I want you to listen to me, okay? I’m gonna need you to take off whatever you’ve got on under that gown you’re wearing. Can you do that?”
He didn’t know what he’d expected-protests, maybe, or some shyness? But she didn’t bat an eye. Just sniffled and said, “Okay…” But then she only plucked ineffectively at the habit, like she didn’t know what to do with it.
He took a deep breath…heaved a silent sigh. “Need some help?”
She nodded and muttered, “I’m all wet.”
It struck him then, that this must be something Mother Nature provided, this temporary suspension of modesty that made it possible for a woman to tolerate being intimately exposed to total strangers. Knowing that she truly wouldn’t mind made it easier for him, somehow.
It also occurred to him that the habit made a pretty damn good drape.
Still, it wasn’t easy, getting her out of her wet clothes. Especially since she wasn’t able to be of much help. She kept having contractions that doubled her up and seemed to take her off into a place where she wasn’t even aware of him and what he was doing. By the time he had her shoes off-at least they were good quality sensible athletic shoes-and her wet socks, and started tugging on her slacks, he was almost as wet with sweat as she was.
But he got them off, finally, and her underwear, too. And that was when he ran into something unexpected. When he pulled off her underpants, something came with them-an envelope. It was thick and white and addressed by hand, with no stamp or postmark, just some tape around the edges, the kind used to hold bandages in place, the kind that doesn’t irritate the skin.
He’d have given a lot to know what was in that envelope, but right now he had more pressing things on his mind.
“J.J.? Are you there?”
“Copy…”
“Ridgecrest wants to know what’s happening, and so do I.” Katie’s voice came tensely from his shoulder.
“Uh…hold on…” He took mental note of the name on the envelope-Rachel Malone Delacorte-and the address, a very pricey part of Beverly Hills, then laid the envelope on top of the pile of shoes and clothing on the floor where they’d be out of the way. Then, hoping his hands weren’t going to shake, he lifted the edge of the habit.
“Uh…okay, looks like the baby’s right there.”
“Ridgecrest says, can you tell if it’s the head.”
“Uh…yeah, seems to be.”
“Okay, Ridgecrest wants to know, which way is it facing-up or down?”
“J.J., Ridgecrest says you better get ready. Have you got anything to catch the baby with.”
“And something to tie off the cord.”
“Copy.” He leaned across the mound of Rachel’s draped knees and said, “I’m just gonna go and get-”
Which was as far as he got before a hand clutched at the front of his shirt, a very small hand with a whole lot of strength to it.
He didn’t know why he did what he did then-he sure didn’t think about it beforehand. He cupped his hand behind her head and kissed her forehead, then pressed his cheek against her wet hair. Under the salty smell of sweat, he caught something sweet and exotic, like tropical flowers.
“I’m not gonna leave you,” he said huskily. “We’re doin’ this together, you and me. I’ve just got to get some things out of the back of the vehicle to help us. Okay?” He pulled back and waited for her to look at him and nod her comprehension, then he kissed her forehead again. “Be right back…”
For a moment then, he stood upright in the bright sunlight, pulling in big gulps of hot desert air, trying to get his bearings. Then he went around to open up the back of the SUV and took out the first aid kit and a blanket. When he got back to Rachel, she was lying back quietly, evidently resting, so he took a moment to open up the first aid kit and check the contents. Scissors…cotton balls, bandages, disinfectant…all good. Even a bulb-thing for suctioning out airways, which he seemed to recall he’d probably need. It was good to know some of what he’d learned in his training days was coming back to him.
“J.J.?”