the room was the cold blue of modern Coleman lanterns, but the smells that permeated the cabin were the pungent down-home aromas of grass-fed beef and simmering coffee.
“I expect you’d like to wash up before you eat.” Gil motioned toward the back wall of the cabin opposite the door, where an enameled pot and basin sat atop a wooden dry sink in front of the room’s only window. As he spoke he was moving among the steel tables and chairs, his attention already returning to whatever it was he’d been involved in when interrupted by her arrival. He seemed completely relaxed and unconcerned by her presence.
And why not? He’d know she posed no danger or flight risk. What could she do, where could she go, one woman in the middle of a camp filled with men, in the middle of a wilderness, in the middle of the night? And that was even assuming she could somehow get past the armed guard planted like a medium-size tree in front of the doorway.
Burning with resentment and trembling with fatigue and helpless fury, Lauren crossed the plank floor on legs she feared might buckle at any minute. The water in the pot was warm. She dipped some into the basin with a large ladle that was hanging on the side of the pot and lowered her hands into it, trying not to weep with the sudden longing for a whole tubful in which to immerse her aching body. In spite of her efforts a few tears mingled with the water in her cupped hands as she leaned over the basin to wash her face. And what a blessed relief it was-both the lovely warm water and the tears. Safe tears, camouflaged by the process of washing.
Feeling somewhat restored, she dried her hands and face on a towel she found hanging on a nail beside the window. A glance at Gil told her he was engrossed in his laptop, so she wandered over to the cookstove and lifted the lid from the stew pot. She’d already decided, childishly perhaps, that she would not speak to her captors unless asked a direct question. A small defiance, but it seemed important to her to retain even the tiniest measure of self-determination and control.
A rough wooden cupboard beside the stove yielded stainless-steel bowls, mugs and eating utensils. Lauren ladled a hefty helping of stew, thick and rich with chunks of beef, potatoes, onions and green peppers, into a bowl, filled a mug with coffee that looked almost as thick as the stew and went back to the sink. Leaning her backside against it, she took a sip of the coffee and thought wistfully of cream and sugar, then set the mug on the sink behind her and dug her spoon into the stew.
“Why don’t you sit down?” Gil said, glancing up from his computer and pulling out a folding chair next to him. “Make yourself comfortable.”
Lauren thought of the places on her body that were burning like fire, two of which were located exactly where that metal chair would meet her bottom. “I’m fine,” she said distantly.
Gil aimed a glance at her over the tops of rimless glasses, then shrugged and muttered, “Suit yourself,” as he went back to his laptop. A moment later, though, he looked up again. This time he took off the glasses and placed them on the table, then sat and regarded her thoughtfully.
Lauren did her best to ignore the silent scrutiny, forcing herself to think, instead, about how unexpectedly good the stew was, trying to identify the seasonings, wondering who’d made it. But in spite of her efforts, her heartbeat quickened when Gil got up from his chair, picked up a lantern and went down two steps into the long shed that was attached to the cabin.
Splashes of illumination revealed a long wooden table and benches, as well as shadowy piles of boxes and cartons of varying shapes and sizes-presumably the shed served the camp as both mess hall and storage facility. Lauren kept spooning stew into her mouth as she watched Gil pause, then bend over to open a wooden crate. She saw him take something out of the crate, and when she saw what it was, the stew turned to ashes in her mouth.
She didn’t think she’d spoken aloud, but McCullough must have seen the horror on her face, because on the way back into the cabin he set the lantern on the table and held up a hand. In a tone that was part testy, part soothing, he said, “Now, don’t get excited. Doggone it, I hadn’t intended on doing this.” Halfway between her and the guard at the door, he paused and regarded her with his head tilted to one side. After a moment he made an impatient gesture, as if she’d just asked him a troubling question, one he couldn’t answer.
He cleared his throat in an embarrassed sort of way, which Lauren might have enjoyed if she’d been in a frame of mind to think about anything except her fear. “As you can see, we’re not exactly set up here for prisoners of war. We haven’t got a, um…any kind of stockade or anything like that. This cabin is about as secure a location as we’ve got, and it’s not going to be practical to keep you here for…obvious reasons. What I was gonna do was put you in a tent, post a guard, and that would be that.” His perplexed look darkened to a frown. “But now, doggone it, I’m thinking I might have underestimated you. Truth is, you know, I just don’t believe I can trust you.”
“I know you’re a smart girl,” Gil went on with a wry little half smile. “What I’m afraid is, you might be just smart enough to think you can figure a way out of here.” His smile changed to a fatherly frown. “I don’t even want to
She thought of the cot in the saddle house, the comforting smell of horses and leather. How relieved she’d been that they hadn’t tied her up.
From a distance she could hear Gil’s voice explaining. “As soon as you’re done eating, Ron here is going to take you to your quarters, get you settled in.” And he was handing the cuffs to the man silently standing at the door.
It was then that Lauren caught the glitter of blue eyes and just managed to hold back a gasp of recognition. She hadn’t known him before with his face blackened, but now she realized that the guard was the same man she’d last seen in McCullough’s living room, when Gil had handed him the keys to her truck. The man with the ice-cold eyes. The man whose look had made her shiver.
She wasn’t shivering now. She just felt frozen. Numb.
Then all at once her mind filled with the image of Bronco’s face-his fierce warlike eyebrows and strangely alluring smile. Without stopping to wonder why, she found herself focusing on that face and that smile with all her energy, all her will. For reasons she could not fathom, she could hear his warm bear-rug voice in her mind, saying, “Rise and shine, Laurie Brown.”
Gil’s hand was gripping her arm; the bowl was being taken from her useless fingers. She felt herself being led like a lamb to where Ron Masters waited-waited with cold eyes gleaming in his sooty face like a hungry wolf’s. Terror-mindless, unreasoning, no doubt a product of exhaustion and all that had happened to her-rose in her throat.
Fingers bit into the flesh of her arms. Though she knew it was futile, she dug in her heels and pulled against them with all her strength as she sucked in a breath for a scream.
At that instant, when she was only a heartbeat away from hysteria, from complete humiliation, the cabin door opened and there was Bronco, with her saddlebags slung over one shoulder.
For a long moment he stood motionless in the doorway, framed against a backdrop of moonlight, casually blocking their exit. No one spoke, but Lauren saw his eyes glitter, then turn hard. And deadly.
Chapter 5
He didn’t say anything; it was not his way.
There was a strangely vibrant silence as Bronco slowly eased the saddlebags from his shoulder. It was a deliberate motion, planned as a distraction, a focus for his concentration. Standing with his feet planted a little apart but keeping his body relaxed and his features impassive, he weighed the saddlebags in one hand while his mind surrounded and confined his anger, condensed it into a pinpoint and then stored it safely away in a remote corner of his consciousness.
This was an exercise he’d learned long ago during his turbulent times, when he’d been hell-bent on self- destruction. It had been a long time since he’d had to resort to it. He wasn’t sure what had called up in him that
