something that would startle ye to the very core.'
Then, as his blurred glance swept around the table, he lowered his voice to a hoarse, confidential whisper, shook his head cunningly.
'But no! I'm not goin' to do it! Guess if ye like, but I'm not goin' to tell ye now ye may never know. Never!' He shouted the word. 'But h's there; and so long as I breathe breath into this body o' mine, I will uphold my name. I've had an unco trouble lately that would have bent a strong man and broken a weaker one, but what has it done to me? I'm still here, still the same James Brodie, but stronger, more determined than before. If your hand offend ye cut it off' says the Scriptures Fve had to cut my own flesh and blood; ay, but it was without flinchin' that I used the axe. I've had trouble within and trouble without, sneakin' rogues and thievin' swine at my very ain door, false friends and dirty enemies round about me, ay and sly, sleekit backbiters as weel.' He looked grimly at Grierson. 'But through it all and above it all, James Brodie will stand hard and fast like the Castle Rock; ay and wi' his head as high above the air,' he shouted, thumping his chest with his big fist and concluding in a loud full voice, '1 tell ye I'll show ye all! Ill show every one o' ye.'
Then, having readied the climax of his feelings, for the spontaneous words had rushed from him unknowingly at the urge of his emotions, he sat down heavily, saying in a natural undertone, 'And now we'll have another dram all round.'
The last part of his speech was appreciated, loudly cheered, applauded by a rattle of glasses upon the hard table, echoed by Grierson's suave drawl:
'Good! I havena enjoyed a speech like that since Drucken Tarn harangued the Baillies through the windae o' the jail.'
They drank to him, to his oration, to his future; some one sang in a broken falsetto; Paxton protested, unheeded, that he too wanted to make a speech; the second draughts player attempted to tell a long, involved and unseemly story; there were several songs with shouted choruses. Then, abruptly, Brodie, who had, with altered mood, remained cold, impassive and disdainful amongst their mirth,
jerked back his chair and got up to go. He knew the value of these sudden departures, felt the restrained dignity of his leaving the sodden dogs to sing and rant in the fashion that fitted them, whilst he departed at the moment when he could so retire with majesty and honour.
'What's the matter, man? Ye're not awa' hame yet,' cried the Provost. 'It's not near struck the twaP yet!'
'Bide a wee and well punish another haulf mutchkin atwccn us a'.'
'Is the wee wifie waitin' on ye, then?' whispered Grierson blandly.
'I'm away,' he cried roughly, buttoning up his jacket and stamping his feet, and, ignoring their profuse protests, he looked at them solemnly, saying:
'Gentlemen! Good night.'
Their shouts followed him out of the room into the cool night wind and filled him with a thrilling elation which increased inversely as the sounds of their homage weakened; the cries were like hosannahs, diminishing, yet pursuing, on the cold, sweet air that rose like frosted incense from the rimed streets. It had been a night, he told himself, as he made his way homewards amongst the white- limned houses that stood like silent temples in a deserted city, and, as he swelled with self-esteem, he felt he had justified himself in his own and in their eyes. The whisky in him made his step elastic, springy and youthful; he wanted to walk over mountains in this crisping exaltation that sparked equally within him and in the delicious atmosphere around him; his body tingled and he thought in terms of wild, erotic, incoherent desires, peopling the dark rooms of
every house he passed with concealed yet intimate activity, feeling, with a galling sense of injustice, that he must in future find some outlet for the surge of his suppressed and unattracted flesh. The short distance which he traversed to his home whetted his appetite for some fitting termination to the glorious evening and, almost in expectation, he let himself into his house and shot home the lock of the outer door with a flourish of the heavy key.
A light, he observed, still burned in the kitchen, a manifestation at once unusual and disturbing, as, when he came in late, all lights had been extinguished save that which burned faithfully in the hall, waiting to illuminate his return. He looked at his watch, saw the time to be half-past eleven, then viewed again the light which winked at him in the dim hall as it shone from beneath the closed door. With a frown he replaced his watch, stalked along the lobby, and seizing the door handle firmly, with one push burst into the kitchen; there he stood erect, surveying the room and the figure of his wife, as she sat crouching over the dull embers of the fire. At his entry she started, oppressed, although she awaited him, by the sudden intrusion into her dejected reverie of his frowning, unspoken disapproval. As she looked around in trepidation, showing red, inflamed eyes, he glared at her more angrily.
'What's the matter with you?' he said, emphasizing the last word like a gibe. 'What are ye doin' up at this hour wi' your bleary, baggy een like saucers?'
'Father,' she whispered, 'ye'll not be angry, will ye?'
'What in God's name are ye snivelling for?' Was this the kind of homecoming that he merited and on such a night as this had been?
'Can ye not be in bed before I come in,' he gnashed at her. 'I don't have to look at ye there, ye auld trollop. You're a beautiful specimen o' a thing to come hame to, right enough. Did ye expect me to tak' ye out courtin' on this braw, moonlight nicht ? You, that's got as much draw in ye as an auld, cracked pipe.'
As she looked upwards into his dark, disgusted face she seemed to shrink more into herself, her substance became less than a shadow, coherent speech failed her, but tremblingly, indistinctly, she articulated one word: 'Matt!'
'Matt! Your dear, wee Matt! What's wrong wi' him next?' he fleered at her. 'Has he swallowed another plum stane?'
'This letter,' she faltered. 'It it came for me this mornin'. I've been feared to show you it all day,' and, with a shaking hand, she handed him the crushed sheet of paper which she had all day hidden against her terrified, palpitating breast. With a derisive growl he rudely snatched the letter from her fingers and slowly read it, whilst she rocked herself to and fro distractedly, wailing with a tongue which was now loosed in the defence of her son:
'I couldna keep it to myself a minute longer. I had to sit up for ye. Don't be angry wi' him, Father. He doesna mean to vex you, I'm sure. We don't know the facts and it must be a terrible country out there. I knew something must be wrong wi' the boy when he stopped writin' regular. He’ll be better at hame.'
He had finished reading the few scrawled lines.
'So your big, braw, successful son is comin' hame to ye,' he snarled. 'Hame to his loving mother and all her loving care.'
'Maybe it's for the best,' she whispered. 'Til be glad to have him back and to nurse him back to strength if he needs it.'
'I ken you'll be glad to have him back, ye auld fool but I don't give a damn for that.' He again considered the crushed sheet with aversion before compressing it into a ball within his shut fist and jerking it furiously into the fireplace.
'What's the reason o' him throwin' up his good job like this?'
'I know no more nor yourself, Father, but I think he must be poorly in himself. His constitution was aye delicate. He wasna really fitted for the tropics.'
He showed his teeth at her.
'Fitted, your silly, empty head. 'Twas you made him a milk-and- water softie, with all your sapsy treatment o' him. 'Matt dear,' he mimicked, 'Come to your mother and she'll gie ye a penny. Never mind your father, Iambic dear, come and Mamma will pet ye, dearie.' Is't that what brings him fleein' back to your dirty apron strings? If it is, I'll string them round his neck. P.S. Please tell father,' he sneered, quoting the burnt letter. 'He hasna even the gumption to write to me himself, the washy, pithless pup. He's got to get his sweet, gentle mother to break the guid news. Oh! he's a right manly whelp.'
'Oh! James, would ye no' comfort me a little?' she implored. 'I'm that downright wretched. I dinna ken what has happened and the uncertainty is fair killin' me. I'm feared for my bairn.'
'Comfort ye, auld wife!' he sang at her. 'I would look well, would I not, puttin' my arm around a bag like you?' Then, in a harsh tone of repugnance, he continued, “U I canna thole ye! Ye know that! Ye're as much good to me as an empty jeely jar. Ye're just about as much a success o' a wife as ye are o' a mother. One o' your litter has made a bonnie disgrace o' ye and this one seems to be on his way. Ay, he seems well on his way. He's a credit to your
