Red Roses Mean Love

would have slayed dragons to make her smile again.

And he'd succeeded. He looked down at his sore fingers and a rueful smile touched his lips. At least he didn't have a tattoo on his fingertips. God in heaven, what a beautiful child. So open and honest and innocent. I love you, too, Mr. Barrettson.

No one had ever said those words to him before. Not his mother, his father, his sister, or any of his numerous paramours. No one. In truth, he'd never given those three little words a moment's thought until he heard them from a six-year-old child who looked at him with shining, worshipful eyes, eyes that were exact duplicates of her older sister's. How extraordinary that a child has experienced love, when I, a person who supposedly has everything, have not.

Stephen drank deeply, the potent liquor burning a fiery path to his belly. He groaned as his thoughts switched from Callie to Hayley. Damn it all, he had to stop thinking about Hayley. But no matter how hard he tried, he could not force his thoughts away from her. He recalled their time together the night before; Hayley soft and trembling in his arms, experiencing her first taste of passion. The silky, rose-scented texture of her skin, the velvety warmth of her femininity clutching his fingers, her sighs of wonder, the caress of her lips against his mouth.

Within forty-eight hours he would be back in London, out of her life. His gut clenched with an ache he dared not try to put a name to. Damn it, the woman was under his skin and he didn't know how to get her out. He had to get her out, for both their sakes.

Muttering a heartfelt obscenity, he grabbed the decanter, poured himself another brandy, and sunk into the wing chair next to the fire, with a loud sigh.

It was nearly four in the morning. He tossed back his drink and poured another.

Would this night never end?

* * *

Hayley lay on her side in bed, her eyes wide-open, staring at the gown hanging in her opened wardrobe, thinking of the man who gave it to her.

Stephen.

Breathing a rapturous sigh, she closed her eyes, picturing his handsome face. She could almost smell his clean-woodsy scent, feel his hands on her body, the caress of his lips against hers.

Never had she suspected that at this late point in her life she would fall madly, desperately in love. The only question was what, if anything, she should do about it?

Stephen had a life, a job, far away from Halstead. Her family was her primary concern.

Would he consider seeking employment in Halstead? Did she dare ask? If she didn't ask, wouldn't she spend the rest of her life regretting it, wondering what his answer might have been? But what if she dared ask and he refused?

My heart would break.

But what if he stayed?

Hayley squeezed her eyes shut and shook her head, afraid even to dream he might remain, terrified to hope he might fall in love with her. That they could have a future together. Would he be willing to take on her entire family?

So much to risk, so much to lose.

So very much to gain.

Hayley tossed her options around in her mind over and over again, not reaching a decision until nearly dawn.

As the sun broke over the horizon, casting a pale orange glow in the sky, she finally drifted off to sleep, her decision made.

She was going to tell Stephen how she felt about him and ask him to settle in Halstead. Then she was going to pray he said yes.

So much to risk, so very much to gain.

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Chapter 19

Stephen awoke the next morning-actually, early the next afternoon-with one of the worst hangovers he'd had in years. His head ached with an unrelenting throb that made thinking nearly impossible. He arose from bed and gingerly made his way to the windows, carefully drawing back the heavy curtains.

Big mistake.

The bright sunshine hit his eyes, and he staggered backward away from the offending light with a heartfelt groan. Abstinence was definitely not good for him. His stomach lurched and he groaned again. Come to think of it, brandy wasn't good for him either.

Swearing to drink nothing but tea for the rest of his natural days, he dressed slowly, every movement sending shafts of pain through his aching head. Dear God, he desperately needed one of those hateful concoctions Sigfried mixed up for him on the rare occasions he overimbibed.

When he was finally clothed, Stephen made his way down the stairs in desperate search of coffee. After peering into the dining room and finding it deserted, he made his way to the kitchen, where he found Pierre in the process of cleaning fish. The briny odor nearly buckled his knees.

'You look like you suffer from mal de mer, Monsieur Barrettson,' Pierre said.

'I feel even worse, I assure you,' Stephen replied, carefully sitting down on a straight-backed chair in front of a large wooden table. He dropped his aching head into his hands. 'Could I trouble you for some coffee?'

Pierre put down his knife and wiped his hands on a towel. 'Too much of zee captain's French brandy?' he asked with a knowing smile.

Stephen nodded, then wished he hadn't. And someone needed to tell the damn cat to stop stomping around.

'Pierre know just how to fix monsieur up. You'll feel better in no time.'

Stephen didn't reply, he merely sat cradling his pounding head in his hands, and groaned.

Five minutes later Pierre placed a goblet in front of Stephen. Stephen raised his head and looked at it with bleary eyes.

'What is that?' he asked, not caring.

'Just drink,' Pierre commanded in an imperious tone.

Stephen sniffed at the contents. 'Phew! What the hell is this?'

'Secret recipe. Drink.'

What the hell. If it doesn't cure me, perhaps it will kill me. Either way, I'll feel better. He tossed back the concoction and swallowed. It was easily the vilest tasting thing he'd ever drunk. He wondered if perhaps Pierre's plan really was to make him feel better by killing him off.

Pierre took the empty goblet and went back to his fish. 'You will feel better very soon. Pierre is zee master.'

Stephen sat perfectly still in the straight-backed chair, his eyes closed, his head resting on his palms. He hadn't drunk so much brandy since he'd been a callow youth. The Albrights were indeed going to be the very death of him. He felt like death right now.

But after a few minutes, he didn't feel quite so deathlike anymore. In fact, he felt better with each passing moment. After ten minutes, he actually felt quite human. He lifted his head, moving his neck experimentally. The throbbing ache was gone. He looked at Pierre in amazement.

'Feeling better, Monsieur Barrettson?' Pierre asked, never looking up from his fish-cleaning task.

'I feel quite the thing,' Stephen said, amazed. Even Sigfried's elixir was inferior to Pierre's. 'What on earth did you give me?'

'Secret family recipe. It is zee best, yes?'

'Zee best,' Stephen agreed.