Miss Briggeham-induced erection.
With a grimace he adjusted his confining breeches, then all but limped back to the sofa. Lowering himself to the cushion, he grabbed the newspaper and strategically arranged it across his lap. 'Come in.'
A footman entered, extending a silver salver bearing a sealed letter. 'This just arrived, your lordship. The messenger indicated it was urgent and that he would wait for a reply.'
Eric took the letter, his insides freezing when he recognized his name written in Margaret's distinctive, elegant hand. He dismissed the footman with a nod. 'I'll ring when my reply is ready.'
The instant the door closed behind the footman, Eric broke the wax seal. His hands trembled with dread as he unfolded the thick vellum. Had that bastard Darvin dared to hurt her again?
His heart beating hard, he quickly read the letter.
The tension slowly eased from Eric's shoulders, and he blew out a long breath. Crossing to the desk, he extracted a piece of stationery bearing the Wesley crest and carefully penned two words to his sister.
Sammie sat on her favorite flat rock, her chin resting on her up-drawn knees, her bare feet peeking out from beneath the hem of her comfortable old dark green gown. She contemplated the calm lake water for several seconds, then skimmed a handful of pebbles across the glassy surface. Dozens of rings fanned out, marring the indigo stillness, crisscrossing each other in a watery echo of the myriad emotions rippling through her.
Vivid images of last evening flashed through her mind, filling her with a contradictory combination of elation, disappointment, and embarrassment-emotional ingredients that mixed to create a recipe for aching confusion.
Squeezing her eyes shut, she tried to erase the memory of him… him touching her. Looking at her. Kissing her. Making her feel more alive than she ever had, while never-before-experienced sensations whirled through her, heating her body in that exhilarating way that rendered her breathless. Aching. Burning. Wanting more.
Then the cold slap of disillusionment.
With a groan, she turned her head, resting her cheek against the sun-warmed muslin of her gown.
He had flattered her, very much like the false admirers who had spent the last several weeks seeking out her company under one pretext or another to question her about the Bride Thief. Nearly all of them had slathered ridiculous compliments on her, calling her everything from adorable to gorgeous. She'd endured them all, somehow managing not to roll her eyes.
'Homely as a burlap sack, that Miss Briggeham is,' Mr. Martin had said.
'Oh, but I heard you call her 'lovely,'' his companion said with a chuckle.
'And never has a more glaring lie ever passed my lips,' said Mr. Martin. 'Nearly choked me to utter it.'
And now the earl had called her lovely.
A single tear slipped down her cheek, and she impatiently rubbed it away. She simply hadn't expected such falsehoods from him… from the man who had set her foolish heart aflutter almost from the start. She'd thought he was different, but clearly insincere words dripped from his lips as easily as they did from all the others'.
For the first time in a long while, she indulged in the useless exercise of wishing she actually
A frown pinched her brow as a thought suddenly occurred to her. While she questioned the sincerity of his compliment, there was no doubt that he
Sitting up straight, she pursed her lips and applied logic to the facts. Yes, he'd muttered untrue statements regarding her appearance, but should she fault him for being kind? Polite? Heavens, what was the man supposed to say? That she resembled a toad?
Until last evening, no man had ever indicated he desired her. Wanted to kiss her. Touch her. But this man had. And God help her, she wanted him to desire her again. She'd never dared hope that she might feel a man's passion. This might well be her only chance to ever experience an adventure her heart had always secretly yearned for-to
Could she truly contemplate becoming Lord Wesley's lover? Her heart skipped a beat and heat suffused her.
Of course, marriage was out of the question. Lord Wesley would never consider
Lord Wesley.
She pressed her hands to her stomach to calm its wild fluttering. Lord Wesley's lover. Dear God, did she dare? Every long-suppressed desire inside her screamed
But there was much to consider. Certainly much discretion would be needed to avoid a scandal for herself as well as her family. And what if she became with child? Even though their affair might remain secret, she couldn't very well hide a child. Of course, there were ways to prevent pregnancy. While she didn't know what they were, surely one of her sisters would. Best to only ask one of them, however. The fewer people she involved in her plan in any way, the better. Perhaps Lucille would be best. She always knew all the London gossip and seemed particularly fascinated by wicked liaisons.
A thrill of exhilaration
Would she find herself in his arms again? If so, she would make the most of the opportunity. She'd allow her desires… and his… to lead her.
The snap of a breaking stick startled her. She turned around and heat flashed through her.
Lord Wesley stood directly behind her.