She turned and looked directly into his eyes with a bleak expression that sent a chill through him. 'How it would feel to jump from the cliff. To fall into that churning, frigid water.'
Shocked, he pulled the horses to a halt. He searched her face, looking for any indication she might be speaking in jest, but there was no mistaking the horrible truth to her words.
He swallowed hard. 'I'm sorry,' he said, inwardly cringing at the inadequacy of his words. 'I had no idea. All these years… I thought you were happy.'
'The only thing that brought me happiness was thoughts of home. Of one day being able to return here.'
Questions buzzed through his mind. What had happened in Cornwall to make her so unhappy? Clearly the separation from her home and her brother had greatly affected her. He cursed his own stupidity for not considering such a possibility, but he'd just assumed she would flourish in her new surroundings. He'd pictured her presiding over elegant soirees, being feted and admired by all of Society. And even if he
Although her marriage had broken his heart, she had to marry in accordance with her father's wishes. 'Twas only right that she do so. He'd wished her well, secure in the knowledge that she would be pampered by a wealthy nobleman who would worship the ground she walked upon.
Yet she'd been unhappy. Had Lord Darvin not showered her with affection? It seemed impossible to credit. What man would not love her to distraction? No, it must be something else-
The answer hit him like a punch in the gut. No doubt the fact that she had not borne a child was the source of her unhappiness. He recalled her saying on more than one occasion how she longed for a large family some day, and how he'd hidden his misery behind a smile, knowing he could never marry her and therefore be the one to provide her with the children she wanted.
Pity gripped him, and without thinking, he reached out and covered her clenched hands with one of his own. Her eyes widened slightly, but she made no move to pull away from his touch. With his heart pounding as if he'd run a mile, he said, 'I hope being home brings you the happiness you deserve, Lady Darvin.'
She studied him for several seconds with an expression he could not decipher, then murmured, 'Thank you.' She then returned her gaze back to the path in front of them. 'I'd like to go home now.'
'Of course.' He reluctantly withdrew his hand from atop hers, knowing he'd never have another opportunity to touch her so intimately again. Filled with a maelstrom of conflicting emotions, he grasped the reins, then set the horses in motion toward Wesley Manor.
Sammie thought the hour Eric spent drinking tea with her and her parents in the drawing room had passed innocently enough. The moment he departed, however, she realized her naivete.
'Oh, did you see that, Charles?' Mama asked breathlessly.
Papa looked at her over the top of his bifocals. 'See what?'
'Why, Lord Wesley, courting our daughter.'
Sammie nearly choked on a mouthful of tea. While she attempted to catch her breath, Papa frowned and said, 'Well of course I saw Wesley. Impossible to miss the fellow, especially since he sat directly across from me. But all
Mama waved an impatient hand at him. 'Lord Wesley would not take tea with us for no reason. He was courting, I tell you. Oh, I cannot wait to tell Lydia-'
'Mama,' Sammie gasped out. She coughed several times, finally managing to catch her breath. 'Lord Wesley is
'Of course he is.' She clapped her hands in front of her, and her face took on a rapturous expression. 'Oh my word, Charles, our darling Samantha shall be a
Alarm raced through Sammie. Good heavens, why hadn't she anticipated such a reaction from Mama? No doubt because the magistrate's visit, coupled with her disturbing conversation with Eric in the Chamber, had interrupted her logical thought processes. Besides, she'd dismissed the possibility of anyone believing Eric would court her as completely illogical-yet here it was, staring her in the face. Something was horribly wrong with her logic of late, and the timing could not have been worse.
Well, she had to stop this at once. Before Mama started planning a wedding that would never occur. Rising from the settee, she strode across the room to her mother and grasped both her hands.
'Mama. Lord Wesley came today at
Mama sent her an exasperated look. 'Well, of course I understand, Samantha. But clearly his visit with Hubert was simply a ruse to see
'I'm certain he merely had dust in his eye,' Sammie said, trying to hold the desperate note creeping into her voice at bay.
'Nonsense.' Mama reached out and patted Sammie's cheek. 'Trust me, darling. A mother knows these things.'
Sammie drew a deep, calming breath. 'Mama, I assure you the earl has
'I see nothing of the sort. Indeed, what
Sammie's father, slumped comfortably in his favorite chair, awakened with a snort. 'Eh? What's that?'
'Do you not agree that Samantha would make an admirable countess?'
'Mama, I would make an
'Heavens, I only dozed for a moment. Did I miss a proposal?' Papa asked, blinking behind his bifocals.
'No!' Sammie all but shouted. Dear God, this situation had gotten totally out of hand, and only served to strengthen her resolve to end things with Eric tonight-before Mama arranged to announce the banns. 'There is nothing between Lord Wesley and I.'
Mama stared at her with a stunned expression. 'I'm not interfering-'
'You are. And it will accomplish nothing except causing me embarrassment. Is that what you want?'
'Certainly not,' Mama all but huffed. 'But-'
'No 'buts', Mama. And no more matchmaking.' Sammie blew out a deep breath. 'Now, if you'll excuse me, I have several letters to write.' She left the drawing room, closing the door behind her with a smart snap.
Cordelia stared at the closed door and
Oh, what a vexing situation! Here was an
Well,
Oh, it was a mother's dream come true! The possibilities were all but dizzying. Indeed, now that she thought of it, she felt rather lightheaded. She glanced over at Charles, then pursed her lips. Drat. No point having a spell when