Margaret conjured her up, he noticed her standing beneath the shade of the huge oak in the churchyard. She stood alone, head bent, hands clasped in front of her. Drawn to her like iron to a magnet, he veered away from the throng and approached her.
'Good morning, Lady Darvin,' he said, stepping beneath the oak's umbrella of shade.
She turned toward him, and he stilled at her utterly bleak expression and the tortured look in her eyes.
Driven by deep concern, he dismissed propriety. Reaching out, he gently grasped her upper arm, then maneuvered himself so his back blocked her from any curious glances that might be cast their way. 'What is wrong?'
She seemed to look right through him, her thoughts clearly far away. 'The wedding ceremony… I was just remembering. I tried so hard not to, but sitting in that church…' A shudder ran through her. 'I have not been inside it since my own wedding day.'
He instantly recalled that day in vivid detail. He'd sat on his bed, sick with loss, staring at the clock, knowing with each passing minute the woman he loved was exchanging vows with another man. When the church bells had chimed in the distance, signifying the end of the ceremony, he'd opened a bottle of whiskey and proceeded for the first time in his life to get deliberately, blindly drunk. He'd stayed drunk for two days, then spent another two days suffering the worst hangover in the history of hangovers. After that, he'd simply… lived, believing she was happy.
One look at her stricken face disabused him of that notion. She looked so… haunted. So distraught. Her eyes shimmered with tears, but there was no mistaking them as the happy sort women often shed at weddings.
Was there something more to her unhappiness than he'd previously thought? Was there more involved than missing her home and her brother? More than the fact that she hadn't had children? Releasing her arm, he pulled his handkerchief from his pocket and pressed it into her hand.
Dabbing her wet eyes, she said, 'Thank you. And forgive me. This is a happy day, yet here I am sniffling. I'm afraid I allowed my memories to distress me.'
Her words disturbed him, and a sick uneasiness slithered down his spine. 'Your husband…' He hesitated, not certain how to phrase what he wanted to ask her. 'Was he… unkind?'
A humorless sound erupted from her lips, and she averted her gaze. Even as his mind told him not to, he grasped her gloved hand and gently squeezed her fingers.
She turned back to him, and he was taken aback by the fire burning in her eyes. 'Unkind?' she repeated in an awful voice he didn't recognize. 'Yes, he was
As suddenly as her anger appeared, it vanished, as if doused by cold water, to be replaced by a broken, lost expression. Tremors shook her and she squeezed her eyes shut. A single tear rolled down her pale cheek, silently landing on his white shirt cuff. He watched the droplet soak into the linen.
Hell and damnation, that bastard had
A sense of unreality overwhelmed him. The news of her marriage to Darvin had nearly brought him to his knees, but he'd accepted the inevitable with stoic resignation. As much as he loved her, he'd known he could never so much as court, let alone marry her. He had nothing to offer an earl's daughter.
Except love. And kindness. Her words raced through his mind.
Nausea gripped him at the thought of Darvin mistreating her. To the point where she'd contemplated suicide. God in heaven. If only he'd known-
She opened her eyes and looked at him. His feelings must have shown, for a look of unmistakable tenderness filled her gaze, stealing his breath. 'I appreciate your outrage on my behalf. You were always such a stalwart friend. There was nothing you could have done.'
'He knew I was unhappy, but not the extent of my misery, and I dared not tell him. He visited me when he returned from the war. He saw bruises on my arms. I told him I'd fallen, but apparently he'd heard of Darvin's proclivities, and he did not believe me.'
He clenched his teeth against his mounting rage. 'Why on earth did you protect such a monster?'
'I wasn't protecting Darvin. It was my brother I sought to protect. He would have killed Darvin and hung for his efforts. As it was, he beat Darvin nearly unconscious and threatened to finish the deed if he ever dared hurt me again.'
'And did he?'
Her eyes went totally flat. 'Yes. But not as often. I… I never told Eric. When I finally stopped fighting Darvin, he eventually lost interest in me and turned to other women. Eric only knows that Darvin was unfaithful, not about the… other things.'
Every cell in his body screamed with impotent fury against her suffering and the man who'd caused it. He'd hurt her. Humiliated her. Been unfaithful to her… this gentle, lovely creature he'd loved from the first moment he'd laid eyes on her when they were both little more than children. His heart shattered, aching for her. For himself. Bile burned his throat, and he pressed his lips together, trying to calm his heaving insides.
He squeezed her hand, fighting the overwhelming urge to pull her into his arms, to protect her. To let her know he'd never allow anyone to ever hurt her again. 'Why didn't you leave him?'
'I did, a month after our marriage. He found me at an inn fifty miles from Cornwall. He told me if I ever left him again he would kill my brother.' Her gaze searched his, her eyes troubled and confused. 'I… I never meant to tell you. I don't know why I did.'
A tempest of emotions consumed him, and he could not force away the image of her bruised and crying, from his mind. He looked into her haunted eyes, shadowed with dark memories of sufferings he could not begin to imagine. Rage erupted in him, and he fought to clamp it down, contain it. Control it. Darvin was dead, yet he wanted nothing more than to dig up the bastard and kill him again. How the hell had her brother kept from strangling Darvin with his bare hands?
Her brother. Everything in him shifted, then stilled as realization clicked into place. No, her brother hadn't killed Darvin. Instead he'd channeled his rage elsewhere, and risked his life to save other women from a similar life of misery.
He moistened his dry lips. 'Tell me… if you'd had the chance to run away, even if leaving meant never seeing your family or Mends again, would you have done so to avoid marrying him?'
She didn't even hesitate. 'Yes.'
That single word, barely more than a whisper, rocked his very foundation. He'd devoted the last five years of his life to capturing the Bride Thief. The man was a criminal. A kidnapper. He tore families apart and ruined planned marriages. Yet Margaret clearly would have accepted his help to escape marrying Darvin.
Confusion assailed him. There was no curtailing the law. He prided himself on his honesty and integrity. The punishment for kidnapping was the gallows. If he failed to see justice carried through, how could he call himself a man of the law?
He swallowed to dislodge his heart from his throat. 'You said you'd never meant to tell me. Why not?'
She looked at the ground. 'I… I didn't want you to think badly of me.'
He swore he actually felt his heart break in two. His hand shook as he reached out and lifted her chin with his fingertips. 'I could never think badly of you. Of the man who hurt you, yes. Of you, no.' God, he longed to tell her that it would be impossible for him to think any more highly of her, but he didn't dare. 'I'm so very sorry for what you suffered.'
'Thank you. But I'm free now. And I'm back at the home I love, with my brother.'
Guilt hit him like a blow to the gut. Within an hour's time he hoped to have her brother in custody.
A fleeting smile touched her lips. 'And this very day I have gained a sister, so there is much to be happy