Though what has truly changed after all? Am I not still a shuttlecock batted back and forth by the more powerful?”
To this opinion the other two had no answer.
“I do not mean to compare my losses to yours,” the woman went on. “Whatever your losses might be, I'm sure I do not fully comprehend them—who comprehends
“I am sorry.”
“It has been
“Of course you are.”
“I
Eloise did not answer. It was obvious to Chang that the other woman was as terrified as she was arrogant.
“And who
“Doctor Svenson,” replied Eloise softly.
“O yes, the Prince's man. Lord
“He has saved my life repeatedly.”
“So you intimated. Or,” the woman added dryly, “so you
“He saved my life from
“Why would Francis hurt
“Charlotte—”
“Why would Francis hurt any one of us? What
“Charlotte.” Eloise sighed with some forbearance. “Charlotte, that is not
To Chang's astonishment, Charlotte Trapping
“Ah, well, there you have me.” She chuckled quite merrily. “Per haps I fathom one or two elements after all!”
“Charlotte—”
“Stop blubbering! Your
“What I've done for you—”
“You say that—so often that I nearly believe you. Do
This last was to the man.
“She is very pretty,” he answered gently. Charlotte Trapping huffed.
“He is very decent.”
“Decent!” Mrs. Trapping crowed. “A word to describe a churchman! Eloise, a woman cannot put her hope in a man
“I do not pity him. Doctor Svenson—”
“He struck me as—O I don't know—rather
“He was injured!”
“Not like Arthur. Arthur was a strapping man, with very broad shoulders. Even if you grant your Doctor his uniform—though it was extremely shabby—you cannot allow his shoulders are anywhere near as broad. What's more, your fellow's hair was unpleasantly fair—not like Arthur with his very thick whiskers. I do not believe this Doctor possessed any whiskers at all. You approved of Arthur's shoulders and his whiskers yourself, didn't you, Eloise? I am sure you said something very much like that—perhaps you did not know that I could hear you. I made a point to hear
“Yes, Charlotte.”
“I am
“Everyone is always sorry for everything.”
“Not Francis,” said Eloise.
To this, Charlotte Trapping was silent.
“THE TEA is hot,” said the man, quietly, as if he had been waiting for some time to speak. Both women ignored him.
Chang eased two fingers to the oilcloth and edged it aside with glacial patience. Eloise sat on a broken- backed wood chair. She still wore her black dress, but had added a dark shawl. Her hair had become curled with the moisture of the woods and rough travel. There was a lost look in her eyes Chang had not, even in their determined struggles aboard the airship, seen before. The veil of kindness and care that had been so customary had gone, and a frank, bitter clarity had taken its place.
To her right, on a rotting upholstered bench, the still-steaming mug of tea held tight between his palms, sat Robert Vandaariff, hat-less, in a black topcoat with silk lapels and the muddy shoes and trouser cuffs of a sheep farmer. Like a child for whom an absent parent bears responsibility, the mindless magnate's hair was uncombed and his cravat had gone askew.
Charlotte Trapping sat with her back to Chang, in what was obviously the only whole chair in the ruined house. The widow's hair was pale with a touch of red (he would have taken it to be a henna wash had he not known her brother), silhouetted against the light of the glowing fire. She wore a well-cut jacket of blue wool over a warm straight dress. Next to her chair was a leather travel case, a hat, and long gloves, all spelling out that Mrs. Trapping had attired herself for travel and difficulty. A patterned velvet clutch bag had been looped around her wrist and hung heavily. When Mrs. Trapping raised her mug of tea, the bag clacked as if it were stuffed with Chinese ivory tiles. Near to Vandaariff lay another awkward bundle, wrapped in a blanket and bound with twine.
“SO YOU have
“I have,” replied Eloise. “Have you seen your brother Henry?”
Mrs. Trapping waved her hand toward Vandaariff with a sniff. “The world will lose no sleep over
Eloise did not respond, and once more Chang noted the dull hardness of her gaze. Mrs. Trapping must have noticed it too, for she muttered with disapproval.
“I thought you
“Charlotte… your brother Francis… has
“But that is where you are ignorant, Eloise. Francis has
“But this is different, Charlotte. It is physical. It is
“Really, Eloise—”
