lowered his mouth to mine and kissed me softly.
“I like you back. You do realize you’re at work, don’t you?”
“What good is being the boss if you can’t do what you want?”
“Hmm.”
When a car arrived, I ducked under Gideon’s arm and slid into it. He prowled in after me; then circled me like a predator, sliding up behind me to pul me back against him. His hands pushed into my front pockets and splayed against my hipbones, keeping me tucked close. The warmth of his touch so close to where I ached for him was a special brand of torture. In retaliation, I wriggled my butt against him and smiled when he hissed out a breath and hardened.
“Behave,” he admonished gruffly. “I have a meeting in fifteen minutes.”
“Wil you think of me while you’re sitting at your desk?”
“Undoubtedly. You’l definitely think about me while you’re sitting at yours. That’s an order, Miss Tramel .” My head fel back against his chest, loving the bite of command in his voice. “I don’t see how I couldn’t, Mr. Cross, considering how I think of you everywhere else I go.”
He stepped out with me when we reached the twentieth floor. “Thank you for lunch.”
“I think that’s my line.” I backed away. “See you later, Dark and Dangerous.”
His brows rose at my nickname for him. “Five o’clock. Don’t make me wait.”
One of the cars in the left bank of elevators arrived.
Megumi stepped out and Gideon stepped in, his gaze locked with mine until the doors closed.
“Whew,” she said. “You scored. I’m pea green with envy.”
I couldn’t think of anything to say to that. It was al stil too new and I was afraid to jinx it. In the back of my mind, I knew these feelings of happiness couldn’t last.
Everything was going
I rushed to my desk and got to work.
“Eva.” I looked up to see Mark standing in the threshold of his office. “Could I talk to you a minute?”
“Of course.” I grabbed my tablet, even though his grim face and tone warned me they might not be needed. When Mark shut the door behind me, my apprehension increased. “Is everything al right?”
“Yes.” He waited until I was seated; then took the chair beside me rather than the one behind his desk. “I don’t know how to say this…”
“Just say it. I’l figure it out.”
He looked at me with compassionate eyes and a cringe of embarrassment. “It’s not my place to interfere. I’m just your boss and there’s a line that comes with that, but I’m going to cross it because I like you, Eva, and I want you to work here for a long time.” My stomach tightened. “That’s great. I real y love my job.”
“Good. Good, I’m glad.” He shot me a quick smile.
“Just…be careful with Cross, okay?”
I blinked, startled by the direction of the conversation. “Okay.”
“He’s bril iant, rich, and sexy, so I understand the appeal. As much as I love Steven, I get a little flustered around Cross myself. He’s just got that kind of pul .” Mark
talked
fast
and
shifted
with
obvious
embarrassment. “And I can total y see why he’s interested in you. You’re beautiful, smart, honest, considerate…I could go on, because you’re great.”
“Thanks,” I said quietly, hoping I didn’t look as il as I felt. This sort of warning from a friend, and knowing that others would think of me as just another babe-of-the-week, was exactly the sort of thing that preyed on my insecurities.
“I just don’t want to see you get hurt,” he muttered, looking as miserable as I felt. “Part of that’s selfish, I’l admit. I don’t want to lose a great assistant because she doesn’t want to work in a building owned by an ex.”
“Mark, it means a lot to me that you care and that I’m valuable to you around here. But you don’t have to worry about me. I’m a big girl. Besides, nothing is going to get me to quit this job.”
He blew out his breath, clearly relieved. “Al right.
Let’s put it away and get to work.”
So we did, but I set myself up for future torture by subscribing to a daily Google alert for Gideon’s name.
And when five o’clock rol ed around, my awareness of my many inadequacies was stil spreading through my happiness like a stain.