Don't Tempt Me

of my visit and the information I am about to share with you. I could conceive of no other way.'

Marguerite hesitated a moment, uncertain of how to proceed. She glanced at Marie, who sat in the corner with head bent over a bit of darning. 'I have recently gained a new appreciation for bluntness,' she said finally.

His mouth curved and she was reminded that she'd always liked him. The vicomte was charming, making it easy to feel comfortable around him.

Then his smile faded.

'There are matters of some delicacy that Saint-Martin oversees,' he murmured. 'I am aware of them.'

Her breath caught as she realized what he was attempting to tell her. How extensive was the secret du roi?

'Is something amiss?' she asked, her fingers linking tightly in her lap.

'I fear for your safety.'

'My safety?'

De Grenier bent forward and set his forearms atop his knees. 'Saint-Martin has proven to be very valuable to the king. In addition, he is well respected, and when it comes to traversing certain… intimate channels, he is unsurpassed. And missed.'

Marguerite's stomach knotted with jealousy. Of course the women who had known Philippe intimately would want him back. But would that be enough to jeopardize either of them? 'What are you saying?'

'He has withdrawn from service and assists with matters only when they do not take him from your side. This has led to some unrest.'

The vicomte steepled his fingers together and lowered his voice to barely a whisper, forcing her to bend forward to hear his words. 'The king has begun to pressure Desjardins to bring Saint-Martin back into the fold. So far, his efforts have met with failure, leading Desjardins to a state of frustration and aggravation that concerns me. I overheard him mention your name in a discussion with one of his associates. I suspect he has some plan to remove you. He sees you as an obstruction, yet the more he urges Saint-Martin to set you aside, the more contrary the marquis becomes.'

Her gaze moved to Marie, then rose to the portrait of herself above the empty grate. Saint-Martin had commissioned it soon after their affair had begun. In the swirls of colorful paints she was forever arrested in her youth and innocence, her blue eyes dreamy with love and desire.

'What can I do?' she asked.

'Leave him.'

Snorting softly, she said, 'You might ask me to rip out my heart with my bare hands, it would be easier.'

'You love him.'

'Of course.' Her gaze returned to his. 'I have been ostracized. I could not have survived it if not bolstered by love.'

'I would still have you.'

Stunned, Marguerite froze. She stared at him, confused. 'Beg your pardon?'

The vicomte's mouth lifted into a rueful curve. 'I want you. I would take you in.'

She pushed to her feet. 'You must go.'

De Grenier rose and rounded the small table that acted as a barrier between them. She retreated and he halted. 'I mean you no harm.'

'Saint-Martin will not be pleased that you were here.' Her voice shook slightly, forcing her to lift her chin with bravado.

'Very true.' The vicomte's eyes narrowed. 'There has always been some rivalry between us. He knows the danger, yet he does not act because he suspects how I feel about you.'

'What danger?'

'The king's agenda is of tremendous importance and secrecy. If Desjardins feels it is necessary to remove you, he will do so. If Saint-Martin cared as much for you as you do for him, he would end your affair to protect you.'

'I do not care.' Her hand lifted to cover her roiling stomach. Her protests would mean nothing when pitted against the will of the king. 'I would be miserable without him. Better to stay and enjoy what I can, while I can, than to leave and have nothing.'

'I can give you all that you have lost.' He stepped closer.

'I have gained more.'

'Have you?' His jaw tightened. 'You have lost your family, friends, and social standing. You have no life beyond these walls, waiting to serve the pleasure of a man to whom you are a peripheral indulgence. I have seen what happens to the women he discards; I could not bear to witness a similar end for you.'

'You offer the same,' she snapped.

'No, I offer my name.'

Marguerite felt the room spin and reached out to grip the carved wooden edge of the settee. 'Go. Now.'

'I would wed you,' he said, his voice low and earnest. 'I am being sent to Poland for a time. You would come with me. There is safety there and the opportunity to begin your life anew.'

She shook her head, wincing as it throbbed with painful pressure. 'Please leave.'

De Grenier's fists clenched at his sides, then he bowed in a fluidly graceful motion. 'I leave in a sennight. Should your feelings on the matter change between now and then, come to me.' His shoulders went back, drawing her attention to the breadth of them. 'In the interim, ask Saint-Martin to reveal the gravity of the situation you both face. If you know him as well as you believe, you should see the truth of what I have told you.'

He left the room with a hard, determined stride and Marguerite sank weakly into the seat. A moment later a glass filled with red liquid was held out to her and she accepted it from her maid with a grateful smile.

All the servants in her household had been carefully selected for their discretion. How Philippe knew whom he could trust or not was beyond her comprehension. But then everything he did with regards to the secret du roi was a mystery to her.

'Mon coeur.'

Dazed, she glanced up and saw Philippe enter the room in a rush. He still wore hat and gloves, and the air around him was redolent of horses and tobacco.

'What transpired?' he asked, sinking to his haunches before her.

Her gaze drifted over his shoulder to the window and she saw how the shadows cast by the sun had moved across the floor.

Time had lapsed and she'd been unaware, lost as she was in her confusion and disquiet.

'Marguerite? Why was de Grenier here? What did he say to you?'

She looked at her lover, the fingers of her right hand releasing their hold on her glass so that she could touch his cheek. He nuzzled into the contact, his blue eyes darkened by concern.

'He says Desjardins is determined to separate us,' she related grimly, 'and that I am not safe from harm. He did not say whether it was physical harm or emotional, and I did not think to ask until a moment ago.'

Philippe's jaw tautened. 'This is madness.'

'What?' Marguerite reached around him and set her glass on the gilded side table. 'What is happening? He intimated that you were hiding something from me. If you are, I want you to tell me what it is.'

'I do not know.' Growling, he stood and began tearing off his outer garments. Hat, gloves, coat. All tossed on to the settee with obvious frustration. 'I cannot make sense of it. You have nothing to do with anything.'

She knew it was foolish to be hurt by the careless statement, but for the first time since she met him, she felt as if she were unimportant. A diversion. A peccadillo.

'Of course not,' she whispered, rising to her feet. Her cream-colored skirts with their bloodred flowers hung heavily around her shaky legs. Her toes tingled with the rush of returning blood.

How long had she been sitting there, picturing life without Philippe in it? For the last year, she had lived under the illusion that they would always be together. This afternoon was the first time she had ever contemplated otherwise.

'You misunderstand,' he murmured, catching her close. 'You are everything to me, but nothing to them. There is no cause for them to focus on you. That would suggest there is something else they want. Something they believe you have.'

'You?'

Philippe shook his head. 'I offered myself to Desjardins. Told him I would go wherever he required for up to