Private Pleasures

the inside of her thigh, gently coaxing them apart. And damned if her body didn't respond. 'Grey…' She wasn't sure if his name was a warning or a whispered plea.

A wicked smile curved his mouth, and he leaned closer, blocking everyone and everything from her view but the heat and desire in his eyes. 'I could find out right here, right now, exactly what you are or aren't wearing beneath this dress.' His voice had changed, grown husky and enticing. There was a tension in his body, a restless sexual energy that brought her to full awareness of him and only him.

Remembering the way he'd so easily seduced her out on the terrace at her father's party, she didn't doubt that Grey would make good on his promise now, despite where they were. A week of being around him and sharing an emotional closeness they'd never had before, sleeping with him but not making love, was taking its toll on both of them.

His finger traced the elastic band of her panties along her hip, then dipped lower, following the barrier to the crease between her thighs. 'Umm, you are wearing panties, but that's hardly a deterrent.' To prove his point, he stroked along the silky material covering her mound, rubbing her intimately, making her quiver and ache for the exquisite, erotic sensations she knew he could evoke.

She bit her bottom lip to keep back a groan, and he smiled, a slow, cocky, satisfied grin. Horrified that she was on the brink of succumbing to him once again, she clamped her legs together, trapping his hand between her thighs.

'Can I get you two anything else?'

Mariah's started at the sound of their waiter's voice from behind Grey's shoulder. Her heart thundered in her chest and her face burned in pure mortification, though Grey was positioned in front of her in such a way that it appeared as if they were having an intimate, private conversation and nothing more. But she knew better, because Grey was enough of a scoundrel to remind her by lightly skimming his thumb along the bare skin between the band of her stocking and her panties.

He glanced over his shoulder at the young man. 'Just the check, but feel free to take your time about it,' he said pleasantly. 'My girlfriend and I are in the middle of a very intriguing conversation.'

With a promise to be back shortly, the waiter left their table to tend to nearby patrons. Grey glanced back at her.

She stared into his golden eyes, shivering at the dare still flickering in their depths. 'Remove your hand,' she said in a hushed voice.

He blinked lazily and made no move to obey her order. 'You started this,' he murmured.

'And now I'm ending it.'

'My ending would be much more satisfying.'

She didn't doubt that. Not for a minute, and not when her body throbbed with a need so fierce she was tempted to let him do whatever he wished.

'Open your legs, sweetheart,' he said in a husky, coaxing tone.

'Grey!' she hissed in admonishment.

He chuckled, which infuriated her more. 'I can't remove my hand when my fingers are trapped between your thighs.'

'Oh.' Face warming once again, she relaxed her legs and he pulled his hand from beneath her dress. He smoothed the hem down and leaned back to his own side of the booth just as a small band of waiters sauntered up to a nearby table, delivered a small cake and broke out into the 'Happy Anniversary' song for the elderly couple sitting there. Once the applause subsided and the waiters dispersed, Mariah took advantage of the distraction and addressed the couple.

'How long have the two of you been married?' she asked.

The older, distinguished-looking man gazed adoringly at his petite and still beautiful wife. 'Forty-eight wonderful years.'

The woman sitting by his side blushed becomingly. 'And I'd do it all over again in a heartbeat.'

The man smiled and gave his wife a sweet kiss. 'You know I'm going to remind you of that whenever you're mad at me for something.'

The woman laughed, a sound of happiness and delight. 'You usually do, honey.'

'Well, congratulations,' Mariah said before returning her attention to Grey, who was watching the exchange with a small frown marring his brow.

Mariah braced her elbows on the table, propped her chin on her laced fingers and sighed. 'Isn't that romantic, being in love after all those years?'

Skepticism shone in his eyes. 'It's amazing to think that two people can stay together for forty-eight years. But I can hardly believe they're still in love.'

'Of course they are,' she refuted. She could sense the tension rising in Grey, but she wasn't about to let it dissuade her from pursuing a very important issue. A deep, scarring, emotional issue that could make or break their future. 'Why else would they stay married?'

He toyed with the stem of his empty wineglass. 'People stay married even though they aren't in love for numerous reasons.'

'Such as?' she persisted mildly.

'Obligation. Companionship. I suppose people grow comfortable with one another and know what to expect from the relationship.' He glanced at his watch impatiently and muttered, 'Where's the damn check?'

Mariah wasn't about to let Grey get out of this one. 'You only need to look at that couple to know they're still in love.' It showed in every cherished glance, every tender touch. It was what her grandparents and parents shared. It was what she wanted from her own husband. It was what she so desperately wished she could share with the mule-headed man sitting beside her.

Grey narrowed his gaze at the two people across the way. 'I have to say I've seen that look on my mother's face with her numerous boyfriends and husbands,' he said cynically. He glanced back at her, his expression shrewd. 'So tell me, what's the difference between true love and wanting to be loved so badly you see it even when it's not there?'

Mariah heard the hurt and anger in Grey's voice, even though he'd outright deny any of the bitter emotions. 'Sometimes people marry for the wrong reasons,' she admitted. 'Divorce is always possible, but it all depends on the foundation upon which couples marry. There has to be a strong commitment, and the willingness of the couple to make it work.'

The check arrived at that moment, and Grey used the interruption to his benefit. He withdrew enough cash from his wallet to pay the bill and leave a substantial tip. Without a word, he slid from the booth, waited for Mariah to proceed him, then ushered her to the entrance of the restaurant with his hand resting lightly on the small of her back.

Mariah's heart grew heavy on the quiet drive back to the cabin. Grey didn't believe in love because he'd never experienced the emotion. And she was beginning to despair that he'd never open himself to an emotion that would leave him exposed and vulnerable, as he had so many times as a child. He was afraid of being hurt, of being rejected, of giving of himself so completely and then losing in the end.

It was the only way he knew, and it was up to her to show him differently.

By the time they entered the cabin, Mariah had made a very important decision, and could only hope her plan didn't backfire.

Dropping her purse on the couch, she snapped on the lamp, then turned to Grey. 'Would you mind making a small fire?' she asked. Although the day had been warm, the evenings in the mountain were cool.

He headed toward the fireplace without comment and began tossing logs onto the grate. He stoked the fire, giving the task more attention than it deserved. She hated the tension between them after how well their retreat had gone, but knew it was going to get a lot more stressful before the evening was over.

Taking a deep breath to calm her nerves, she stepped up behind Grey. 'You told me your mother has been married numerous times, but isn't it entirely possible that she did, in some way, love every man she married?'

He set the brass poker back in its stand and straightened, facing her. 'Yeah, to the exclusion of everything and everyone else. Including me, a stupid little kid who wanted a little affection from his mother so badly that he all but begged for it. My mother lived in a fairy-tale world, Mariah, and she was looking for