The Genocides

hands and squeezed it. Once her fingernails would have cut his skin, but her fingernails were gone and his skin was tougher. He pulled his hand away and stood up.

“Stop it, Greta. It won’t get you anywhere.”

“I’ve got a right to remember. It was that way, and you can’t tell me it wasn’t. I know it’s not that way any more. All I have to do is look around to see that. Where’s Jenkins’ house now, eh? Have you ever tried to find it? It’s gone; it’s simply disappeared. And the football field— where is that? Every day a little more of everything is gone. I went into MacCord’s the other day, where they used to have the nicest dresses in town, such as they were. There wasn’t a thing. Not a button. It seemed like the end of the world, but I don’t know—maybe those things aren’t so important. It’s people that are most important. But all the best people are gone, too.”

“Yes,” Buddy said, “yes, they are.”

“Except a very few. When you were away, I saw it all happen. Some of them, the Douglases and others, left for the cities, but that was only at the very beginning of the panic. They came back, the same as you—those who could. I wanted to go, but after Momma died, Daddy got sick and I had to nurse him. He read the Bible all the time. And prayed. He made me get down on my knees beside his bed and pray with him. But his voice wasn’t so good then, so usually I’d end up praying by myself. I thought it would have looked funny to somebody else—as though it was Daddy I was praying to and not God. But there wasn’t anybody left by that time who could laugh. The laughter had just dried up, like Split Rock River.

“The radio station had stopped, except for the news twice a day, and who wanted to hear the news? There were all those National Guard people trying to make us do what the Government said. Delano Paulsen got killed the night they got rid of the National Guard, and I didn’t know about it for a week. Nobody wanted to tell me, because after you left, Delano and I went steady. I guess maybe you never knew that. As soon as Daddy got on his feet, he was going to marry the two of us. Really—he really was.

“The Plants seemed to be everywhere then. They broke up the roads and water mains. The old lake shore was just a marsh, and the Plants were already growing there. Everything was so terribly ugly. It’s nice now, in comparison.

“But the worst part was the boredom. Nobody had time to have fun. You were gone and Delano was dead and Daddy—well, you can imagine. I shouldn’t admit this, but when he died, I was sort of glad.

“Except that was when your father was elected mayor and really started organizing everybody, telling them what to do and where to live, and I thought: ‘There won’t be room for me.’ I was thinking of Noah’s ark, because Daddy used to read that one over and over again. I thought: ‘They’ll take off without me.’ I was scared. I suppose everybody was scared. The city must have been scary, too, with all those people dying. I heard about that. But I was really scared! How do you explain that?

“And then your brother started coming to visit me. He was about twenty-one then and not really bad-looking from a girl’s point of view. Except for his chin. But I thought: ‘Greta, you’ve got a chance to marry Japheth.’”

“Who?”

“Japheth. He was one of Noah’s sons. Poor Neil! I mean, he really didn’t stand a chance, did he?”

“I think you’ve reminisced enough now.”

“I mean, he didn’t know anything about girls. He wasn’t like you. He was twenty-one, just three months younger than you, and I don’t think he even thought about girls. He said later it was your father who recommended me! Can you imagine that! Like he was breeding a bull!”

Buddy started walking away from her.

“What should I have done? You tell me. Should I have waited for you? Put a candle burning in the window?”

“You don’t need a candle, when you’re carrying a torch.”

Again the lyric laugh, but barbed with undissimulated shrillness. She rose and walked toward him. Her breasts, which had been noticeably slack before, were perceptibly less so.

“Well, do you want to know why? You don’t. You’re afraid to hear the truth. If I told you, you wouldn’t let yourself believe it, but I’ll tell you anyway. Your brother is a two-hundred pound noodle of wet spaghetti. He is completely and totally unable to move.”

“He’s my half-brother,” Buddy said, almost automatically.

“And he’s half of a husband for me.” Greta was smiling strangely, and somehow they had come to be standing face to face, inches apart. She had only to stand on tiptoe for her lips to reach his. Her hands never even touched him.

“No,” he said, pushing her away. “It’s over. It’s been over for years. That was eight years ago. We were kids then. Teenagers.”

“Oh brother, have you lost your guts!”

He slapped her hard enough to knock her to the ground, though in fairness it must be said that she seemed to cooperate and even to relish the blow.

“That,” she said, the old music quite gone for her voice, “is all the best that Neil can do. And I must say that between the two of you he does that better.”

Buddy laughed a solid, good-humored laugh and left her, feeling some of the old stallion blood rising in him. Ah, he had forgotten what a magnificent wit she could muster. Absolutely the only one left with a sense of humor, he thought. And still the best-looking. Maybe they would get together again.

Eventually.

Then he remembered that it was not a day to be in a good humor, and the smile left his lips and the stallion quieted and went back to his stall.

THREE A Bundle of Joy

There was something of the mouse about Maryann Anderson. Mouse was the color of her hair: a lusterless gray-brown. There was a mousy tendency, when her mind was on other things, for her lips to part, revealing largish, yellowed incisors. Worse, she had, at the age of twenty-three, a faint, downy mustache. She was short, no more than five feet two, and thin: Buddy’s thumb and middle finger could completely encircle her upper arm.

Even her good qualities were mousy: She was perky, industrious and content with scraps. Though she would never be a beauty, she might once have been thought cute. She was submissive. She did not intrude.

Buddy didn’t love her. There were times when her very passivity infuriated him. He had been used, on the whole, to something more. Still, it was as hard to find fault with Maryann as it was to find anything particularly to admire. Buddy was comfortably sure that she would never be unfaithful, and as long as his wants were looked after, he didn’t really resent Maryann for being his wife.

Maryann, for her part, could not reciprocate this indifference. She was slavishly devoted to her husband and hopelessly, girlishly in love with him. Buddy had always been able to elicit a species of self-sacrificing devotion, though he had usually called for a different sort of sacrifice, and his altars, so to speak, were dark with the blood of his victims. But be had never tried to exert this influence on Maryann, who had only interested him for one brief moment and then not amorously but by her pitiableness.

It had been during the fall of the fourth year after the Plants had come, and Buddy had only just returned to Tassel. A party of marauders, Maryann among them, had somehow worked their way up from Minneapolis. Instead of raiding, they’d been foolish enough to come to the village and ask for food. It was unheard of. The invariable rule was for marauders to be executed (hunger could turn the lambs to wolves), but a small controversy arose in this case, because of the seeming good-will of the prisoners. Buddy had been among those in favor of releasing them, but his father— and the majority of the men—insisted on execution.

“Then at least spare the women,” Buddy had pleaded, being still rather sentimental.

“The only woman that goes free is the one you take to wife,” Anderson had proclaimed, extemporizing the law, as was his way. And quite unexpectedly and out of pure cussedness Buddy had gone and chosen one of them, not even the best-looking one, and made her his wife. The other twentythree marauders were executed, and the