Since he’d come into her life, she’d lost her husband, her house, her car, her clothes and everything she owned. Except the money Gram had left. Fortunately it was in the bank, but she was sure that if she hung around John Coffee long enough, he’d figure a way to lose that, too.
She half expected him to turn onto her street when they got back into town, to see if the house was saved. But he didn’t. He drove on by without even a glance down the block. She bit her lip to keep from screaming. For a second she thought about jumping out of the car, but she had no clothes. It was one thing to be seen and made fun of by the kid in the gas station and the two rednecks at the bar, she would never see those people again. But she lived in Palma and she wasn’t about to go walking around town, in the middle of the night, stark naked.
“ End of the line,” he said, parking the car by the Little League field on the edge of town.
“ What are we doing here?” She asked.
“ I can’t stay at the motel anymore. Too public. I need someplace private.”
“ So.”
“ You know the clearing up by the cliffs?”
“ Yeah.”
“ I’ve got a camp up there.”
“ That’s smart,” she said with a sarcastic lilt to her voice.
“ What do you mean?”
“ Every teenager in town knows about that clearing. It’s makeout city on Friday and Saturday nights.”
“ Then I have to move it.”
“ You’ll be okay. I wouldn’t worry about it.”
“ Why, tomorrow’s Friday?”
“ I didn’t mean anyone would be up there tomorrow. Nobody’s going up there in November. Too cold. I just meant that the place isn’t very secret. Everybody in town knows that clearing is up there, but I doubt you’ll have any visitors.”
“ I already had a kid up there, but I chased him off.”
“ Really? In the middle of the week, in November? They must really be in love.”
“ Only one and not that kind of kid. This one was much younger, of the rock throwing variety. Good aim, too. I got a bruise in the middle of my back to prove it,” he said. She thought he probably had a lot of bruises on his body.
“ That thing you’re running away from. If it’s still around, aren’t you afraid it’ll find you out in the woods?” She thought he was crazy, but she wanted to understand the logic behind his strange actions.
“ She can’t read minds, but when she’s human she can ask questions like anyone else. That’s probably how she found you. A harmless old black woman asking questions about the pretty girl who drives a Volvo. ‘I’m an old friend, where does she live?’ Who wouldn’t tell her?”
“ But I drive a VW.”
“ You know what I mean. It was the Volvo we were trying to run her down with.”
“ I almost ran over an old black woman coming off the highway. That’s why I ran the car off the road.”
“ Still think I’m nuts?”
“ I never said I thought you were nuts.”
“ Come on, Sarah, you’ve been in denial all night. The wolf, the bear, and now you’ll find a reason to rationalize the old woman. What’s it going to take?”
“ I’m sorry. I guess I’ll just have to poke my hands in the wounds and feel the blood before I believe.”
“ You might doubt, but when Thomas saw the risen Christ, he believed.”
“ His faith was a little stronger than mine.”
“ Okay, Sarah, have it your way. I can’t sit in the car and argue with you all night.” He opened the door and started to get out.
“ Wait a minute,” she said. He turned toward her. “Do you have something up there I can put on?”
He nodded.
She got out of the car, thankful she at least had her hiking shoes on. It was chilly out of the heated car and she was getting goosebumps again. She hoped it was only because of the cold. Following him up the path was easy going. She found she enjoyed walking through the forest nude. It made her feel free. And she was free again. She had no possessions. There was nothing to hold her down. She had the new job, but she hadn’t started it yet, so it wouldn’t be like leaving them in the lurch in the middle of a semester.
Her whole life she’d dreamed of traveling, of seeing the world, of walking in foreign lands, of tasting food she’d never heard of, now it was possible. Bangkok, Paris, Rome, Beijing, all hers for the taking. Maybe John Coffee had unwittingly done her a favor. Besides, it would be better for her to be away from these two small towns after what had happened between her and Miles. She would be forever running in to him and she didn’t want that.
And there would always be small town gossips, with small town minds, glancing at her and tittering away every time she went shopping or to the movies. And she didn’t want to have to start dating again. She could imagine what it would be like. Every man in town would know about Miles, and wonder what was wrong with her.
And most of all, she didn’t want the kids laughing and making fun of her behind her back. No matter how much they seemed to understand the other day, and no matter how much they voted their approval of her with their applause, and no matter how glad they were that she was moving on to junior high with them, they were still children. They would laugh. It was only natural.
And she started to think about the dessert she had offered John Coffee earlier. She had wanted to go to bed with him in the worst way. Watching him move through the woods in front of her, she was starting to want him again. If only he was a little more rational, she thought.
And what about that monster of his that could change from an old woman into a wolf, or a bear, or any damn thing it wanted. What happened to this dark man to get him to believe in such a fairytale? Still a wolf did come crashing through her front window, and there were no wolves in these woods, at least there weren’t supposed to be. And the grizzly in the road. How could she explain that? She couldn’t, but neither could she accept werewolves or werebears or vampires in the night.
The breeze shifted, caressing her breasts and she found herself wishing it was his hands instead. I’m only human, she thought, and it’s only natural that I’d be thinking about sex. After all, I’m walking in the moonlight, nude, with a gorgeous man.
“ Can we rest a minute?” she said. She wasn’t tired.
Chapter Sixteen
“ Hey, Carolina, wake up,” Arty whispered across the gulf between the two beds. “It’s five-thirty, time to go.” He watched her roll over, rub her eyes, then open them.
“ Already?” she yawned.
“ I could go by myself?”
“ No.” She sat up and stretched, hands reaching for the ceiling. “I told you last night, I want to go.”
Arty had his shoes on and tied by the time she finished with the bathroom. He was ready to go and she surprised him when she pulled her nightshirt over her head, and walked over to her dresser, wearing nothing, but her panties. He quickly turned his head the other way.
“ For gosh sakes, Arty, there’s nothing to see. I’m only eleven,” she giggled as she pulled a sweatshirt over her head. “You can turn around now. I’ve got my shirt on.”
He turned his head.
“ Jeez Marie, Carolina, put your pants on.” He turned away again as she went to her closet for her jeans.
“ Okay, I’m dressed, except for my shoes, so maybe you better not turn around yet,” she giggled.
“ It’s not funny, Carolina.”
“ Okay, I’m sorry. I was just having a little fun. Don’t be a big stick in the mud.”
“ This is serious stuff, Carolina.”
