care to eat slowly. Coffee was definitely out of the question. Just the thought of it made her stomach roil.
Now, she wandered through the compact two-bedroom lakefront cottage, opening up each of the windows and letting the breeze flow through. Emily’s family truly did have the most beautiful, picturesque spot on the lake. The cottage was nestled into a small cove, backed by a lush green forest. A dock stretched out from the crescent strip of sandy beach that ended in big piles of jagged boulders on either side.
Other cottages were visible in the distance across the crystal-clear blue lake. When the sun went down, their lights twinkled on the airwaves. The neighbors on either side of the property seemed friendly, but not at all cloying. Mrs. Burroughs kept busy in her massive gardens, while the Claytons said they commuted most days to jobs in the nearby town of Rex Falls.
Jenny eased into the big cushioned wicker chair in the corner of the airy living room. She’d managed to keep down a prenatal vitamin this morning, and now she planned to sip her way through a glass of milk, taking up where she left off reading in a mystery novel. She forced herself to read her way through the words on the page, banishing her speculation on where Mitch was and what he was doing right now, and fighting the memories of their amazing days and nights together.
She could do this.
She focused.
Thirteen
Uber-detective Norma Wessil had just broken into a luxury penthouse hotel suite, discovering the body of Terrance Milhouse, ex-hit man and prime suspect in the murder of socialite Bitsy Green. Terrance’s body was in the bedroom, halfway out of the bed. The cops were on their way up the elevator. And Norma had foolishly touched the murder weapon, leaving her prints behind.
As Jenny read Norma’s internal debate on whether to hide the weapon or wipe it clean, the door to the cottage suddenly burst wide open. Jenny nearly jumped out of her skin. Her head shot up, and her gaze focused on Mitch.
She found her voice. “How on earth-”
“It was my fault,” Cole confessed as he barreled in behind him.
Jenny jumped to her feet, backing toward the wall.
“What are you doing here?” Mitch demanded without preamble. “Why did you leave Royal?”
“What?” she rasped at Cole, her heart pounding fast, stomach contracting in dread.
“Don’t blame Emily,” Cole quickly elaborated. “I tricked her into giving you up.”
Emily had told Cole? Cole had told Mitch? Emily had actually betrayed her confidence?
Mitch was moving toward her. His blue-eyed gaze was compassionate and gentle. “Jenny,” he breathed in what sounded like sympathy. She quickly realized he wasn’t mad. He was something else entirely. And there was only one explanation. He knew she was pregnant.
“Please don’t blame Emily,” Cole repeated.
Then Emily rushed in, breathing hard. “Jenny, please, I didn’t mean to-”
But Jenny’s brain was a haze of shock and fear. “Tell him
The entire room went stock-still.
Emily cringed, and Mitch gave a long, slow blink.
“I tried to phone you,” Emily put in helplessly.
“You’re
Jenny opened her mouth, but nothing came out.
He hadn’t known? Then what was he doing here?
Emily’s hand went to her forehead. “I only told him where you were. I didn’t…I wouldn’t…”
Mitch stepped forward, blocking Jenny’s view of Emily. His blue eyes had gone hard, and his mouth was grim. “You’re pregnant? And you’re hiding from me?”
Her world contracted to him alone. “I didn’t-”
“Didn’t what? Didn’t want to tell me? Didn’t think I deserved to know? What the hell is the matter with you?”
Jenny tried to swallow, battling a paper-dry throat. “You had made it abundantly clear,” she managed, voice trembling, “that you weren’t in this for the long-term. You didn’t make a commitment, and I didn’t ask you to make-”
“So you decided I was an irresponsible son of a bitch who’d walk out on a woman who was pregnant with my child?” He raked a hand through his hair. “What have I ever done, Jenny? What have I done to make you think so little of me?”
He didn’t understand, and she wasn’t explaining it right. “Don’t you see?” she pleaded, fighting tears. “That’s the point. I knew you wouldn’t walk out on me. I knew you’d stay. I knew you’d try to be noble, and you’d hate me for it in the end.” Her hand went to her stomach. “I can’t live my parents’ nightmare all over again.”
His expression cleared, and his eyes softened, and his shoulders dropped from their tense position. “I’d never hate you, Jenny. I-”
“You can’t change your feelings just because I’m having your baby.” She gave a watery laugh. If only things worked that way. If only Mitch could feel about her the way she felt about him.
He reached for her hands. “But I don’t have to-”
“You’d feel frustrated and trapped.” She tried to tug away, but he wouldn’t let her. “And you’d get angrier and angrier-”
“I would-”
“-until one day, the fighting would start. And it doesn’t end, Mitch. The plates hit the wall one after the other, after the other.” She involuntarily cringed at the last memory of her father’s harsh voice, and her mother’s helpless pleas. “In my house, my father finally started throwing the china cups. And then he walked out the door, and my mother told me it would be all right. We just have to clean it up.”
Jenny stopped talking, breathing hard.
Mitch drew her toward him, his voice going soft and gentle. “I’m not your father, Jenny. He didn’t love your mother. I love you. That’s the difference.”
She looked him fully in the eyes, knowing she had to be strong. If ever there was a moment in her life she had to say everything exactly right, this was it. “Words are easy, Mitch. Especially for you.”
“You think I’m lying about loving you?”
“I think you want to be a good guy.”
“I’m not a good guy.”
“You are.”
“And you are unbelievably stubborn.” He smiled.
“You took a job in D.C.,” Jenny accused. “How is that love? How is leaving me love?” Even as she spoke, she steeled herself against the persuasive words he was sure to speak.
“It is,” he insisted.
“You don’t even know what you’re talking about.”
“But I do.”
Something tightened in Jenny’s chest, but she warned herself not to believe him. Mitch was the consummate diplomat, and right now he thought his mission was to sway her. She had to stay strong for both of them.
Then his voice went lower, more intimate. “Love is when you know deep down in your soul that you’re never going to look at another woman. It doesn’t matter where you go, or what you do, or who propositions you. Your mind is full of one gorgeous, feisty, funny woman back in Royal, Texas, and she’s spoiled you for the rest of the world.”
He stopped and waited.
