Then the preacher was finishing, inviting Alec to kiss the bride.
It seemed silly to do it, but churlish to skip.
So Alec bent his head. He struggled for emotional distance as he rested a hand on her perfect shoulder, slid the other arm around her slim waist and touched his lips to hers.
It was a tender kiss, nothing like the ones they’d shared when they made love. But sensations ricocheted through him, nearly sending him to his knees.
He held it too long.
He kissed her too hard.
He just barely forced himself to pull back.
When he did, she finally looked at him. Her cheeks were flushed, her mouth bright red, and her silver-blue eyes were wide and vulnerable. Something smacked him square in the solar plexus, and he knew he was in very big trouble.
Even in the midst of her stressful wedding day, Stephanie’s heart lifted when she saw McQuestin sitting on the front porch of the main ranch house. The old man was like a second grandfather to her, and she’d missed him while he’d been in Texas recovering from his broken leg.
She rushed out of Jared’s SUV, leaving Alec in the backseat.
“You’re home,” she called, picking her way carefully along the pathway in her thin, impractical shoes.
The old man’s smile was a slash across his weather-beaten face. His moustache and thick eyebrows were gray, and his hair, barely a fringe, was cut close to his head. His battered Stetson sat on his blue jean covered knee, while a pair of crutches were leaned against the wall next to his deck chair.
“Married?” he asked gruffly.
“I am,” she admitted, giving him a hug and a kiss on his leathery cheek. She hoped her brothers hadn’t told McQuestin about her pregnancy.
“How’s the leg?” she asked, brushing past the subject of the wedding.
“Be right as rain in no time. This your gentleman?” He nodded past Stephanie.
Her hand still resting on McQuestin’s shoulder, she turned to see Alec mount the stairs a few feet in front of Jared and Melissa. Royce’s truck came to a halt behind the SUV.
“That’s him,” said Stephanie.
McQuestin looked Alec up and down. “She’s too young to get married.” An accusation and a challenge were both clear in his tone.
Alec stepped forward and wrapped an arm around Stephanie’s bare shoulders. His hand was warm, strong and slightly callused, and her skin all but jumped under the touch.
“Sometimes a man has to move fast,” he responded easily. “Couldn’t take a chance on somebody else snapping her up.”
McQuestin’s faded blue eyes narrowed. “You’re not stupid. I’ll give you that.”
“I told you you’d like him,” Jared put in.
“Never said I liked him. Said he wasn’t stupid. Now this one, I like.” He nodded to Amber as she joined the group. “Got a good head on her shoulders.”
“That she does,” Royce agreed, and Stephanie realized McQuestin would only have met Amber today. Melissa on the other hand had been engaged to Jared before McQuestin’s accident.
McQuestin glanced around at the circle of six. “You go away for a couple of months, and look what happens?”
The comparison of the three relationships made Stephanie uncomfortable. She shrugged out of Alec’s embrace and backed toward the door. “I’ll go see how Sasha’s doing.”
“She’s got that table all decked out in delicates,” said McQuestin. “I’m afraid to touch it.”
“We’re celebrating,” said Melissa, giving him a hug on the way past. “It’s good to have you back.”
McQuestin winked at her. “A poker game with you later, young lady.”
“You bet.” Melissa fell into step behind Stephanie, passing through the doorway. “I think he lets me win,” she confessed in a whisper.
“If you’re winning, he’s letting you,” Stephanie confirmed.
“Who is he?” asked Amber as the door closed behind the three women. “We only had time for ‘hi, how are you,’ before we left for the ceremony.”
“He’s been the ranch manager forever,” said Stephanie, slowing her steps as she approached the dining room table.
It was set with her mother’s china, the best crystal wine-glasses, an ornate, silver candelabra and low bouquets of wildflowers. Sheer curtains muted the lighting, and Sasha had baked a stunning, three tiered wedding cake. It was pure white, decorated with a cascade of mixed berries and was sitting on the sideboard with an ornate silver knife and a stack of china plates.
Stephanie gripped the back of a chair. “I feel like such a fraud.”
“You’re not a fraud,” said Melissa, coming up on one side.
Amber came up on the other, flanking Stephanie with support. “And it looks delicious.”
The unexpected observation made Stephanie smile. “Are we looking at the bright side?”
“No point in doing anything else.”
“I suppose that’s true,” Stephanie allowed as she wandered over to the cake.
It did look delicious. She reached around the back, and swiped her fingertip through the icing then licked the sweetness off with her tongue.
“I can’t believe you did that,” Melissa laughed.
But Amber followed suit, tasting the icing herself. “Yum. Butter cream.”
“It’s good,” Stephanie agreed.
“I love cake,” Amber snickered.
Stephanie lifted the knife. “Let’s cut it now.”
“Oh, no, you don’t.” Melissa trapped her wrist.
Stephanie struggled to escape. “What? You worried it’s bad luck.”
“I don’t believe in wedding luck,” said Amber, swiping another finger full of icing. “My fiance saw the wedding dress before the ceremony
Stephanie and Melissa both blinked, round-eyed at Amber.
“Royce slept with a bridesmaid?” Stephanie asked in astonishment.
“Not Royce. My old fiance, Hargrove. He slept with my best friend Katie. So I say to hell with luck. Let’s eat the cake.”
“Hello?” came Alec’s censorious voice from the doorway.
Stephanie and Melissa both dropped the knife, and Amber guiltily jerked her finger away from the bottom layer.
“Amber has a thing for cake.” Royce’s tone was dry next to Alec, but there was a twinkle in his eyes exclusively for Amber.
“That’s true,” Amber admitted, grinning right back at him, making a show of licking the tip of her finger.
Something about their easy intimacy tightened Stephanie’s chest. She didn’t dare look at Alec, knowing his expression would be guarded. There was no intimacy between them. They were barely acquaintances.
A few words, no matter how official, couldn’t make this a real marriage.
She knew she’d repeated the vows, and so had Alec, because the preacher had pronounced them husband and wife. But there’d been a ringing in her ears, and she’d had trouble focusing her eyes. She couldn’t honestly say she recalled any of it.
Except the kiss. She remembered the kiss all too well. And she remembered her body’s reaction to it-the arousal, the yearning, the fleeting fantasy that he’d scoop her into his arms and carry her off on a honeymoon.
“Stephanie?” Alec interrupted her thoughts.
Before she could stop herself, she glanced his way and caught his neutral expression, no twinkle, no teasing, no private message.
“The cake,” he prompted. “It’s up to the bride.”