I looked at him, frail and diminished on the hospital bed, tubes in his arms and up his nose, and realized he wasn't talking about Yamaoto's meeting.
'Are you… can I get you anything?' I asked.
He looked at me, his eyes fierce and alive inside his pallid skin.
'Yamaoto,' he said.
27
Delilah was on her way back from a morning workout in her neighborhood in the Marais when her cell phone rang. She stopped walking and looked for it in her bag.
Pedestrians carrying fresh bread and cut flowers and bags of fruit from the open-air market on Rue de Bretagne maneuvered around her on the narrow sidewalk. She ignored them and looked at the phone. The caller ID
She'd been feeling delightfully relaxed from two hours of yoga and Pilates, but now her heart was suddenly beating harder. She pressed the receive button and said,
'Hi. It's me. John.'
'Hey,' she said.
'How've you been?'
'Fine. I didn't think I was going to hear from you.' She liked the way that sounded. Calm, not accusatory. Just a statement of fact.
'Why did you think that?'
'Last time we talked, it sounded as though you'd gotten pretty tied up in what took you to New York. And then you were going to Tokyo, and I just thought… that was it for us.'
'I'm in Tokyo now,' he said. 'And I am tied up. But not the way you think.'
'What is it, then?'
There was a long pause. He said, 'I need your help.'
That wasn't what she'd been expecting. Before she could think it through, she said, 'You know, you call for my help more than you call for my company.'
'You're probably right. And I'm sorry for that. But right now I need both. Can you come to Tokyo?'
'Why?'
'I'll tell you when you get here. Please, Delilah. I wouldn't ask if it weren't important.'
She knew she should say no. But… there was something in his voice, something she'd never heard before. Whatever the problem was, he must have been nearly desperate to ask for her help after their last conversation.
Desperate about what, though? The only thing she could think of was that something had gone wrong when he visited Midori. But the woman had been relaxed when Delilah had seen her… yes, but she was clueless, she wouldn't have known what was going on in the shadows around her.
What could it have been? Was Rain seen? And if so, was his child in danger? If that were the case…
She felt her resolve slipping. But still, it was so damn galling. She wasn't sure what he wanted, but for all she knew its ultimate objective might be a life with Midori and the child.
Still, if something happened to Midori or the child that Delilah could have helped prevent, her own hopes for Rain would be doomed no matter what.
Also, she realized, going to him now might give her a chance to try to correct the mistake she'd made in doing that number on Midori, to provide a cushion against its possible consequences should Rain ever find out.
No, she couldn't believe that.
That made the choice clear, didn't it? She could give herself over entirely to suspicion and manipulation, which was to say she could give herself over to fear. She'd already sampled that particular dish, when she went to see Midori in New York, and the aftertaste was still vaguely nauseating.
Or she could go with hope.
'When?' she asked.
'Can you be here tomorrow?'
'Probably.'