“Jo, love, you’re shaking.” Tim put his arm around her and pulled her against him. “Come on. It’s not like you to show your claws like that. Let’s get another drink-most of yours went on the floor, and the rest is down my neck.” He took her hand firmly. Then he made a rueful face. “You’re in love with Nick, you know, Jo. The real thing.”
She laughed. “No. No, Tim, you dear old-fashioned thing. I’m not in love with anyone. I’m fancy free and fully available. But you are right about one thing, I need another drink.”
There was no way she would ever admit to herself or to anyone else that she loved Nick.
Behind her Tim glanced toward the door. He frowned. Judy Curzon stood there, dressed in a floor-length white dress embroidered with tiny flame and amber colored beads, her red hair brushed close to her head like a shining cap. Her huge eyes were fixed on Nick’s face.
Tim shook his head slowly, then firmly he guided Jo into the most crowded part of the room.
It was the following evening.
“Why did you do it, Judy?” Nick pushed open the door of the studio and slammed it against the wall.
She was standing in front of the easel, once more dressed in her shirt and jeans, a brush in her hand. She did not turn around.
“You know why. How come it’s taken you nineteen hours to come and ask?”
“Because, Judy, I have been at work today, and because I wasn’t sure if I was going to come here ever again. I didn’t realize you were such a bitch.”
“Born and bred.” She gave him a cold smile. “So now you know. I suppose you hate me.”
Her face crumpled suddenly and she flung down the brush. “Oh, Nick, I’m so miserable.”
“And so you should be. Telling Jo in front of all those people what Sam and I had talked about in confidence. Telling her at all was spiteful, but to do it like that, at a party-that was really vicious.”
“She didn’t turn a hair, Nick. She’s so confident, so conceited. And she didn’t believe it anyway. No one did. They all thought it was just me being bitchy.”
She put her arms around his neck and nuzzled him. “Don’t be angry. Please.”
He disengaged himself. “I am angry. Very angry indeed.”
“And I suppose you followed her last night?” Her voice was trembling slightly.
“No. She told me to go to hell, as you well know.” He turned away from her, taking off his jacket and throwing it down on a chair. “Is there anything to drink?”
“You know damn well there is.” She retrieved her paintbrush angrily and went back to her painting. “And get me one.”
He glared at her. “The perfect hostess as ever.”
“Better than Jo anyway!” she flashed back. She jabbed at the painting with a palette knife, laying on a thick
“Leave Jo alone, Judy,” Nick said quietly. “I’m not going to tell you again. You are beginning to bore me.”
There was a long silence. Defiantly she laid on some more paint.
Nick sighed. He turned and went into the kitchen. There was wine in the refrigerator. He took it out and found two glasses. He had not told Judy the truth. Last night, at midnight, he had gone to Cornwall Gardens and, finding Jo’s apartment in darkness, had cautiously let himself in. He had listened, then, realizing that there was still a light on in the kitchen, he had quietly pushed open the door. The room had been empty, the draining board piled high with clean, rinsed dishes, the sink spotless, the lids on all the jars, and the bread in the bin, when he had looked, new and crusty.
“What are you doing here?” Jo had appeared behind him silently, wearing a white bathrobe.
He had slammed down the lid of the bread bin. “Jo, I had to talk to you-”
“No, Nick, there is nothing to talk about.” She had not smiled.
Staring at her, he had realized suddenly that he wanted to take her in his arms. “Oh, Jo, love. I’m sorry-”
“So am I, Nick. Very. Is it true what Judy said? Am I likely to go crazy?”
“That’s not what she said, Jo.”
“Is that what Sam said?”
“No, and you know it isn’t. All he said was that you should be very careful.” He had kept his voice deliberately light.
“How come Judy knows so much about it? Did you discuss it with her?”
“Of course I didn’t. She listened to a private phone call. She had no business to. And she didn’t hear very much, I promise. She made a lot of it up.”
“But you had no business to make that call, Nick.” Suddenly she had been blazingly angry with him. “
“No, Jo. Not till I know you’re all right.”
“I’m all right. Now, get out.” Her voice had been shaking. “Get out, get out,
“Jo, for God’s sake be quiet.” Nick had backed away from her as her voice rose. “I’m going. But please promise me something-”
“
He had gone.
Nick took a couple of gulps from his glass and topped it up again before going back into the studio.
Pete Leveson was standing next to Judy, staring at the canvas.
Nick groaned as Pete raised a hand. “I thought I’d find you here. Has anyone told you yet that you are five kinds of shit?”
Nick handed him one of the glasses. “You can’t call me anything I haven’t called myself already,” he said dryly.
Judy whirled around. “All right, you guys. Stop being so bloody patronizing. I’m the one who said it all, I’m the one who told her, not Nick. If you’ve come here to reproach anyone, it should be me, not him.” She put her hands on her hips defiantly.
Pete gave a small grin. “Right. It was you.”
“Was Jo very upset later?” she was unable to resist asking after a moment.
“A little. Of course she was. She didn’t believe anything you said, but you chose a pretty public place to make some very provocative statements.”
“No one heard them-”
“Judy.” Pete gave her a withering look. “You were heard by virtually every person in that party, including Nigel Dempster. I’ve been on the phone to him, but unfortunately he feels it was too juicy a tidbit to miss his column. After all, he’s got a job to do, much like mine when you think about it. ‘Well-known columnist accused of being a nut case by redheaded painter at Heacham party…’ How could he resist a story like that? And he was there in person! It’ll be in Friday’s
“Hell!” Nick hit his forehead with the flat of his hand. “They’ll crucify Jo. She’s trodden on too many toes in her time.”
“She’ll be okay,” Judy broke in. “She’s tough.”
“She’s not half as tough as she makes out,” Nick replied slowly. “Underneath she’s very vulnerable.”
Judy looked away. “And I’m not, I suppose?”
“We are not talking about you, Judy. It is not your sanity that is going to be questioned in the press.”
“She can always sue them.”
“If she sues anyone, it would be you. For defamation or slander. And it would serve you right.”
Judy blanched. Without a word she took the glass out of Nick’s hand and walked with it to the far end of the
