Besides, there were other reasons. “Someone broke into my clinic and took a sick animal. I feel violated and outraged and disgusted. I know this is stupid, but I need to feel like I’m doing something helpful. I hate sitting around, feeling impotent and victimized.”
A car pulled into the small pipestem parking lot, flashing headlights into Amy’s rear window.
“Uh-oh,” Jake said, “we should look busy. I’d hate to be recognized here.”
He hauled Amy halfway across the gearshift and wrapped her in his arms. “I think I’ve just found another good reason why I’m doing this,” he said, as his mouth closed over hers.
For the first moment they kept their eyes open, watching the car pull into the parking space next to them.
“Holy cow,” Amy whispered, “that’s Veronica Bottles.”
She felt Jake’s arms tighten around her, pulling her down across the seat so that she was almost under him. He kissed her again, and the reality of Jake’s body pressed against hers drove out all thoughts of the brunette next to them. Amy closed her eyes and wound her arms around Jacob Elliott.
Jake knew the moment it happened… when they had stopped hiding and started loving. He felt it in Amy’s body, the way it suddenly grew pliant, yielding under him. And he felt it in her mouth. Soft and inviting. He was lost to the feel of her under him and wanted nothing more in life than to be a part of her. He wanted to be her lover, and he wanted all the responsibilities and privileges it carried. He wanted to take care of her when she was sick, and laugh with her when she was happy, and he wanted to make her feel like a well-loved woman.
He swept his tongue into her mouth as his hand slid under her shirt. He heard her breath catch in her throat. It was a sound that brought such a rush of emotion it frightened him.
Lord, she was sweet. He wanted to taste every inch of her. He wanted to teach her the pleasures of passion. And that wasn’t going to happen here, he thought, dragging himself up from the depths of his own desire.
He held Amy tight for a moment, coming to terms with his own runaway emotions. He kissed her hair and looked into her eyes, hazy with longing. “We can’t do this here.” His voice was tender, almost a murmur.
Amy didn’t respond immediately. She was lost in her newfound sexuality, struggling to comprehend Jake’s words, struggling with the knowledge that she hadn’t wanted to stop. She was touched by the tenderness in his voice, and was suddenly guilty about her motives. She’d selfishly encouraged something that, deep down inside, she’d known was doomed from the outset. It was physically impossible to lose your virginity in her car. Well, maybe not impossible, but definitely difficult. She owed him an apology.
“I’m sorry.”
“Are you sorry we stopped, or are you sorry we started?”
“Both. And I’m not ready to elaborate on the fact that I’m sorry we stopped.”
Jake grinned at her, his smile devilish in the darkness. “I bet you’re not as sorry as I am.”
“Oh yeah? Just how sorry are you?”
He sighed and shifted uncomfortably in his seat. “Very, very sorry.”
Amy laughed softly and pushed herself up to a sitting position. “Good heavens, what must Veronica Bottles think?”
Jake looked surprised. “Veronica Bottles! I’d forgotten all about her. What the devil is she doing visiting Turner, anyway?”
He trained the binoculars on the front window, but he couldn’t see anything through the narrow slit in the draperies. “Come on, Amy, let’s do some snooping. I want to see what they’re up to.”
Amy adjusted her clothing and got out of the car. Snooping. Great. Well, nobody could say her life was dull.
“Jake! What are you doing?” she whispered. “Get out of those bushes!”
Jake had his nose pressed against Turner’s front window. “Damn, I can’t see a thing. They must be in the back part of the house.”
He grabbed Amy’s hand and pulled her down the sidewalk, to the last house in the row. They skirted the end house and started making their way through dark yards.
“The fifth house,” Jake said. “This is it.”
Glass sliding doors opened to a cement patio. Gas barbecue, round wood picnic table with umbrella, red geraniums in oak casks. The downstairs rooms were dark; above them, light poured from a bay window, making checkered patterns on the black-looking grass.
“I can’t see from here,” Amy whispered.
“You’ll be able to see perfectly when I get you up in this tree.”
Amy’s eyes widened. “No.”
“Yes,” Jake said, hoisting her above his head. “Grab the limb.”
Amy scrambled to get a hand hold and swung her leg over the lowest branch.
“Can you see them?”
“Perfectly. They’re in the kitchen. Oh, goodness,” she gasped.
“What goodness? What are they doing?”
“They’re kissing, and… um, fondling. Right in front of the window. Holy cow, this is embarrassing.”
“Well, now we know how she got your job, don’t we. Do you see a rooster in there?”
“No rooster,” Amy whispered. “They’ve stopped kissing, and they’re talking. Wow, he didn’t like something she said. Hey, this is really getting good. He’s pacing around, waving his arms. Now she’s mad. Now she’s crying. Now they’re back to kissing. Now they’re… Oh, geez. She just put her hand on his-”
“She put her hand on his what?” Jake whispered.
“I’m getting down, and don’t you ever tell my mother I did this.”
Jake caught her as she dropped out of the tree. “On his what?” he practically shouted.
“On his what do you think!” Her cheeks were burning. She put her hands to them to cool them off. “Veronica Bottles doesn’t waste much time on preliminaries.”
Jake smiled and gathered Amy to him. “I’m sorry. I was hoping you’d see Red… not an X-rated love scene.”
A light flashed on in an upstairs bedroom, and the shades were drawn. “I think they’ll be busy for a while,” Jake said.
He peered into the dark, ground-level windows. Nothing. He walked the length of the yard, carefully checking flowerbeds.
Amy stood behind him while he inspected the mulch around a small dogwood. “What are you doing?”
“Making sure nothing’s been buried here,” he said grimly. He took Amy by the hand and led her to the front of the buildings, back to the car. “I think this would be a good time to check out Veronica Bottles. We’ll stop by the clinic and get her address from the files.”
Amy took one last look at the town house and shivered before getting into her car. “Veronica Bottles and Brian Turner together. In bed. Yuck.”
“Not a nice mental image, is it?”
“I feel like I need a shower. Geez, you should have seen them groping at each other.” Amy made a face. “Not very romantic.”
Jake turned onto the highway. “I suspect romance isn’t an important part of their relationship.”
Oh hell, he thought, watching Amy. She was comparing what she’d seen in the window to her own little groping session in the car. She stared stonily out the front window, a small frown hovering in her eyebrows, her mouth compressed.
In retrospect, their one shot at unbridled passion didn’t exactly score a ten on the romance scale, Jake decided. In fact, now that he thought about it, there wasn’t anything romantic about their relationship at all. He’d met her in the supermarket; she’d run him into the ground on the jogging trail; and now he’d practically jumped her bones in a cramped two-seater sports car… in a public parking lot. Wow. Amy deserved better than that.
Of course, he had brought her a rose that first morning. He breathed a small sigh of relief. He wasn’t completely without points. He wasn’t a total clod.
He took Amy’s hand and squeezed it gently. “Amy, what you saw in that window doesn’t have anything to do with us. People have sexual encounters for a variety of reasons.”
“What was the reason for our… encounter?”
What was the reason? He loved her. How could he tell her that? He’d sound like an idiot. How can you love me? she’d say. You don’t know anything about me. You don’t know my birthday, my favorite color, my ring size. How can
