stumble-waltzed in a tight circle, slamming the door closed, knocking over a chair and bumping a tiny table to the right of the door. A flimsy pink and silver gown that Zandora had been ironing on a hotel towel fluttered to the floor at their feet. The iron followed, hissing and dribbling hot water on the carpet.
After a fierce struggle, the pistol flew from Malloy’s hand. The redneck broke loose and made an awkward sideways lunge for the gun. With a frightening economy of movement, Malloy smashed the little table with his right foot, ripped loose one of its metal legs, and spun around to crack the redneck in the temple. Malloy followed up with a swift kick and the redneck went down on his side in a crumpled, bleeding heap.
Before I could blink, Malloy had the gun again and was pointing it at the weasely guy straddling Zandora.
“Get off her and get your fucking hands up,” Malloy said. “Angel, get his gun.”
Recognition blossomed in the guy’s narrow eyes as he raised himself slowly to his feet, bloody palms framing his disbelieving face.
It seemed to take centuries for me to figure out how to peel myself off the wall and make my arms and legs obey my brain. I put on the toughest face I could muster, walked over to the weasel and forced myself to start feeling around under his obnoxious silk shirt. It was bright canary yellow with a jaunty, Vegas-themed pattern of playing cards and dice, made even more lurid by the recent addition of wet crimson splatters. I could smell his armpits and his hot, minty breath and his eyes kept darting between me and Malloy as I patted his wiry body down. My hands felt clumsy under the latex gloves. Someone with a clue probably would have found the compact .38 in the small of his back right away. I found it eventually and gingerly tweezed it between my thumb and forefinger like something nasty.
“Got it,” I said.
The weasel muttered while I backed away and tried to make my numb fingers hold the unfamiliar gun the way my firearms safety instructor had taught me.
“Over there,” Malloy told the weasel, gesturing with his gun toward the bathroom door.
“You’re dead,” the weasel spat, showing me his long yellow teeth like a dog. “Dead.”
“Shut up,” Malloy said.
“You too, big man,” he told Malloy. “You and this whore.”
I somehow managed to thumb off the safety, aiming low.
“Fuck you,” I said.
The weasel’s eyes cut over to his fallen comrade and widened slightly. Malloy frowned and turned back to the redneck just in time to dodge the airborne iron as it flew into the mirrored closet door, shattering the glass. The redneck barreled into Malloy, wrapping thick sunburned arms around Malloy’s chest. As they grappled and grunted, the weasel started inching closer to me.
“Stay back, fuckhead!” I said, hating the pinched, girly squeak in my voice.
“You gonna shoot me?” he asked, arching an eyebrow and sliding closer.
“I said stay back!”
“What if I don’t?” he asked.
There was a furious howl and my gaze flicked over toward Malloy. He had two fingers of his right hand digging into the corner of the redneck’s mouth, stretching the guy’s cheek out from his teeth in a painful imitation of a kid pulling a funny face.
Not a second later, the weasel was on me, slamming my head against the wall and groping for the gun. I wrenched my hand free from his grip and slammed the gun down into his leering face. He staggered back and Malloy looked over. The weasel locked eyes with Malloy. Malloy had a smear of crimson on his cheek and his eyes had gone dark and cold. The redneck was struggling in his arms. Malloy slammed a fist into his throat, hard, without breaking eye contact with the weasel. The redneck stopped struggling.
The weasel turned, tore open the door and ran.
“Shit,” Malloy said. He let the redneck drop and took off after the weasel. “Wait here,” he called from outside.
Then he was gone and I was alone in a wrecked motel room with a dying friend and a dying scumbag.
The redneck’s breath was coming in ragged, wet-sounding bursts. Malloy had punched him repeatedly in the throat, and I could tell he was choking. I tried not to look at his bruised and broken face. It looked way too much like mine.
I turned my attention to Zandora instead. She lay where the weasel had left her, curled small and barely breathing in front of the television. She was wearing panties and nothing else. Not a sexy hot-date g-string, but the sort of plain, comfortable cotton panties that come in packs of three, all childish, ice-cream colors. The kind of panties a girl wears when she isn’t planning for anyone to see them.
“Zandora?” I said, taking one of her manicured hands. I felt like I ought to take off the latex gloves, but I didn’t. “Zandora, can you hear me?”
She looked up at me with no recognition in her pale blue eyes. The left was nearly all pupil, a deep black hole rimmed in ice. That side of her head seemed to have gotten the worst of it. I don’t know from head trauma, but even I could see that something was very, very wrong. Tears made thin clean tracks through the blood on her cheek and she whispered in slurred Romanian.
“Lenuta?” I said. “Lenuta, it’s me, Angel.”
“Angel?” she whispered. “I feel dizzy.”
“Hang on, Lenuta,” I told her. “We’re gonna get you out of here, okay?”
“I can’t...” she said.
Then she died. One second she was there and the next she just... wasn’t. I felt cold and sick, unable to let go of her lukewarm hand.
“Lenuta,” I said again, uselessly. “Lenuta.”
I thought of the first time I’d met her, how sweet and raw she’d looked back then, before she’d gotten bleached, implanted, liposucked, French-manicured and Brazilian waxed into this generic, tan, platinum blonde lying here like a broken doll on the cheap beige carpet of a Vegas motel. I remembered helping her pick out the name Zandora Dior and giving her some backdoor hygiene tips for her big debut in
“Angel?” It was Malloy in the doorway. He was winded and bleeding from a split in his lip that mirrored mine almost exactly. “We need to get the hell out of here.”
“Where’s the other guy?” I asked.
“Fucker got away,” Malloy said. “We better do the same.”
“What about—”
I turned back to the redneck, whose face was turning purple. He wasn’t finished dying yet. It seemed unfair, somehow, that he should outlive Zandora, even by a few minutes.
I did what Malloy said, but not without one last glance back over my shoulder at the crumpled body that used to be a girl I knew.
“Zandora’s dead,” Malloy said, the little Kia screeching out of the Silver Spur parking lot before I could even pull my door closed.
“Yeah,” I said.
Malloy hung a sharp left that threw me against the passenger side door. I put on my seat belt with shaking hands.
“You okay?” he asked without looking at me.
I looked out the window at the tawdry, sun-bleached pawnshops and wedding chapels and tattoo parlors that we passed. “I’m fine.”
