“The woman makes me crazy,” Mack said between clenched teeth. His voice grated.
“The woman has always made you crazy,” Kane was compelled to point out.
“Don’t laugh about this, Kane. She’s living in this…” Mack gestured wildly with his hands, swinging around to encompass the huge floor. “Look at this, a fucking warehouse in a not so great part of the city. And…
“Let’s be fair, Mack, she probably had him drink it in the living room or maybe the kitchen,” Kane replied mildly.
“Just how the hell can you tell the difference? If he’s sitting in her living room, he can see the bed, can’t he? Don’t you think that’s going to put a few ideas in the bastard’s head?”
“Looking at Jaimie probably put ideas in this guy’s head,” Kane corrected. He poured two mugs of coffee.
“I think I’ll have a private little chat with him. Find out what the hell he wants with her.”
“What do you think he wants, you idiot? He’s a man, isn’t he? She’s beautiful, intelligent, going to make a load of money, and she’s single. He’s no fool.”
“You aren’t helping, Kane.” Mack curled his fingers into fists and hit his thighs.
“He’s looking to take advantage of her because she’s lonely.”
“Don’t do anything to make her feel sorry for him. You know Jaimie and her underdog syndrome.” Kane flashed a small grin. “And she didn’t look all that lonely to me, not with beer in her fridge.”
“It was a big mistake to give her all this time.” Mack accepted the steaming mug of aromatic liquid. “So, all right, Jaimie doesn’t like what we do…”
“Back up, Mack,” Kane cautioned. “It’s more than that and you know it. Jaimie can’t stomach it. End of discussion. You, better than anyone, know that. You saw her. Don’t get any ideas about discussing it with her. She was traumatized. In shock. She can’t live this life.”
“We can’t just dance around the subject.” Mack’s black eyes gleamed like firestones.
“Isn’t that exactly what you said the night she left?” Kane rested a hip against the butcher-block table.
Mack swore softly. He had bungled that so badly. “The whole thing went wrong from the start.” He pressed his fingertips to his eyes, remembering that horrible night.
“It might have been better if we could have proved the other woman was also part of the Doomsday terrorists. Unfortunately the French hostages are both dead. No one knows where their bodies are. We’ll never know for sure,” Kane said softly.
“I know,” Mack insisted firmly. “My gut knows. It was a trap, a great trap. I was dead. If you hadn’t come in, I was dead.”
“Maybe she can’t forgive us for not knowing if the second woman was innocent, but I know she can’t forgive herself for not being able to pull that trigger to save your life. She loves you. She’s always loved you. In her eyes, she betrayed you. And when you came down so hard on her, you betrayed her by not understanding, by not seeing.” Kane shook his head. “She’s wired differently than we are, Mack. All that blood. Seeing the others covered in blood, you know she had to remember finding her mother.”
Mack shook his head. “She was such a little child. All eyes. That killer smile. No kid should have to see that.”
“I think blood brings it all back, Mack. She can’t take it.”
Mack swept an unsteady hand through his thick, springy hair. “I see. I understand. Jaimie probably isn’t capable of killing another human being either. That’s all right with me. It doesn’t make me think any less of Jaimie. I can understand her feelings.”
“No, you can’t,” Kane denied. “Neither can I. It doesn’t mean we think less of her, it means she’s different from us.”
Mack rubbed at his temples. Jaimie was different. And maybe he didn’t understand, but it didn’t matter. He wanted her in his life. She was so good at what they did, yet she couldn’t take the blood and gore, freezing, rendering her useless when push came to shove. She’d been a liability and as much as they needed what she could do, he had to accept that she would never be a part of his work. Never be a part of the biggest part of his life. Jaimie was smarter and quicker at figuring things out. Maybe she’d already figured that and had walked away