before.
Still smiling, the big man grabbed me roughly by both shoulders and lifted me until our faces almost touched.
I kicked him. Hard. And, to give myself a little credit, his left eye winced for a split second. But then he let go of my shoulders and grabbed me by the head.
“Bexel!” Sonja Achebe shouted. “Release him!”
I hit the floor certain, at least for that moment, that these were not the killers. I was fool enough to go into their den and blame them for the crime of murder. They could have killed me. Should have done.
I was on the floor thinking about cooked spaghetti and wondering if I was bleeding when Sonja asked, “Are you all right, Mr. Rawlins?”
“No, I sure ain’t that.”
Bexel was still standing before me. I was looking at his bloated black brogans. They were the largest shoes I had ever seen. He grabbed me by my jacket and lifted me to my feet. That was the first time that night that I had the sensation of flight.
“You should go now,” Sonja Achebe said. “We didn’t do anything wrong, but I don’t expect you to believe that. It doesn’t matter what you think, however, because we are not afraid.”
I looked at Bexel. He wasn’t even breathing hard. I remember hoping that I had finally learned to be cautious. But somewhere in my heart I knew that I’d never learn.
“Sorry,” I said.
I shook Sonja Achebe’s hand. “I know you might not believe this, but I was moved by your speech. There’s a lotta people need what you have to offer.”
“Not you?” She smiled for the first time and became a young girl again.
“I got me a home already. It might be in enemy lands, but it’s mine still and all.”
I liked Sonja Achebe and what the Migration stood for. I didn’t want to see them come to harm. I found myself hoping that they hadn’t been involved in Towne’s death. I found myself wishing the same thing about Chaim Wenzler. It seemed to me that I was on everybody’s side but my own.
31
Melvin Pride lived on Alaford Street. A quiet block of one-family homes behind a row of well-kept lawns and trimmed bushes. There was a smell of smoke in the air. I wondered at that, because it was unusual for anyone to be burning trash at that time of night.
I had to knock for a full minute before Melvin came to the door.
“What you want, Easy?” he asked through the screen, as hushed and stony as the grim reaper.
“I wanna talk to you about Reverend Towne and Tania Lee and the African Migration.”
“Who?”
“I saw you there tonight, Melvin. I know you were siphoning off money to them ’cause you were all officers. Thing is, I cain’t see why you would do it. I mean, Towne’s got religion and a social conscience. But you just care about the church, and Winona an’ Jackie be happy with a mirror. But even if I knew why they would do it I can’t figure why you’d wanna kill anybody.”
Melvin looked mean, but actually he was paralyzed. I pulled open the screen door and stepped past him into the house.
“You talkin’ crazy, Easy Rawlins.” Melvin moved to the side, and I took a step back from him. We were dancing like wary boxers in the first round of a title fight.
“That’s right. I’m talking murder, Melvin.”
“Murder who? I got someone t’say where I was fo’ when they was killed. The police already questioned me.”
“I bet that was Jackie, or one’a his girls.”
When I said “Jackie,” Melvin’s cheek jumped.
Then I said, “Come on, Melvin! You know all you people was stealin’ from the church.” It was just a guess but it was a good one. There weren’t many places where a man like Jackie Orr could lay his hands on a thousand dollars. “You was all takin’ money. Towne for the Migration, Winona and you for Towne, and Jackie… well, Jackie just caught on to a good thing.”
“You cain’t prove I killed nobody. And you cain’t prove I stole nuthin’.”
“You right ’bout the stealin’. I cain’t prove that, not wit’ you burnin’ the books out back I cain’t.”
Melvin gave me a twitchy smile.
“But it’s murder I can burn you on.”
“Hell no! I ain’t killed nobody! Never!”
“Maybe not, but all I gotta do is tell the cops an’ they will beat you till you confess. That’s how the game is played, Melvin.”
Melvin turned his head as if he wanted to look into the door behind him. That door probably led to a bedroom.
He licked his lips. “You think I killed Towne? That’s a laugh.”
“I ain’t laughin’, Melvin. What I wanna know is why. You workin’ with Wenzler or what?”
The look on Melvin’s face was either a perfect job of acting or he knew nothing.
“You the one most prob’ly killed Towne, Easy.” His tone was so certain that my sweat glands turned cold.
“Me?”
“Yeah, you. We got the lowdown on you, Easy.”
“You said that before, Melvin. What does that mean?”
“It means that somebody blabbed on you, man. They told.”
“Who?”
“I ain’t sayin’. But it ain’t just one, and I ain’t the onliest one who knows, so you better not be thinkin’ nuthin’ like you gonna get at me. I know and Jackie does and the white man know too.”
There was a righteous tone to Melvin’s voice. He actually thought that I was the killer.
It took me a couple of days to decide on what happened next.
Melvin pushed me backward, yelling, “You got him but you hain’t gonna get me!” My foot turned on the carpet. Melvin stepped over me and connected with a solid right against my jaw. I was already falling and so I twisted over trying to roll out of the way. I hit a chair though and fell with my head toward the ground. Then there was a dull thud against my left thigh and I realized that Melvin had kicked me and probably meant to stomp me into the floor. I let myself roll sideways and stuck my legs between Melvin’s so that when he tried to kick me again he fell forward, and I slammed my fist into the side of his head.
That’s when we fell together, wrestling. Melvin was biting and growling like a dog. His attack was ferocious but it was unplanned. I kept giving him rabbit punches to the back of the neck. I did that until he removed his teeth from my left shoulder. Then I got to my feet holding Melvin by the shirt. I was terribly angry, because his attack scared me and because my mouth was in tremendous pain. I hit Melvin with everything I had. He went backward across the room and I expected him to go down into a cold heap, but instead he kept on going and ran from the room.
At first I thought the fight was over. I had put all of my anger into that one blow and my violence was sated. But then, in the same moment, I remembered Melvin looking toward that door earlier.
By the time I burst through the doorway Melvin was turning from the night table next to his bed. There was a coal-colored pistol in his hand.
And for the second time that night I took flight; right into Melvin Pride.
The force of our bodies hitting the wall broke through the plaster. The sensation was the stutter effect of stepping on ice and then having that ice give way to free-fall. Melvin grunted, so did I. A timber sighed. Gravel slithered down my cheek and the pistol barked mutely, packed between the girth of our two bodies.
I felt the bite of the shot and automatically pushed away from Melvin to block up the hole in my chest.
