Flora

“Stop frowning. And when people come into a room, look happier to see them.”

After breakfast, we made our list and Flora called in the order. It was Mr. Crump on the other end, and, Flora being Flora, she sounded just as happy to be speaking to him as to Finn. Neither Flora nor I worried now if Finn didn’t answer, because we knew we’d be seeing him for the driving lesson at the end of his deliveries.

Flora’s big project for the day was the pantry. “I want to take everything out, scrub down the shelves, and then organize things better for you and your father.”

“Mrs. Jones can do that.”

“Yes, but if Mrs. Jones does it, you won’t think of me every time you go into the pantry to look for something.” She was indomitably cheerful today. Nothing new had happened that I was aware of. She had received no mail on Saturday. She had washed her own hair yesterday and sat on the west porch drying it. Finn hadn’t come because Miss Adelaide invited him to Sunday supper again. We had listened to the radio some and then gone our separate ways to bed. Maybe she had had a nice dream. What would a nice dream be for Flora? Which brought me back to my first reason: she was looking forward to leaving. She had done a good job “caring” for me and now she wanted to go back to her life. Was I hurt by this? A little.

“What did you do this summer, Flora?”

“Oh, I took care of my little cousin Helen up in North Carolina. Her mother and I grew up together. Her father was off doing important war work in Oak Ridge, Tennessee, and he asked me to stay with her. Did you ever hear of the Manhattan Project?”

“How old was she?”

“Ten, going on eleven. Very smart. Helen certainly kept me on my toes.”

“But?” If Flora had a friend like Annie Rickets, she would poke at Flora until the negative things started trickling out.

Flora would be cheerfully loyal at first. Then she would say, “Oh, I don’t know. It was just the two of us alone up there on the mountain. This big old house. And at the start of the summer there was a polio scare. It never did turn into an epidemic, but her father quarantined us. We couldn’t go anywhere or have any company. But as he’d had polio himself it was understandable.”

“Nobody? For the entire summer?”

“Well, there was this person who delivered our groceries.” (I couldn’t decide whether Flora would call Finn a boy or a man.) “And the family’s minister dropped by to bring news of this little friend of Helen’s who came down with polio.”

“It’s a wonder you didn’t go crazy. I mean, what did the two of you do?”

“Oh, we had our schedule. I made the meals. Wait, I forgot the cleaning woman. She came once a week, on Tuesdays. And Helen and I played school, so I would be prepared for my fifth grade, and we listened to the radio in the evenings if there was something good on. In many ways, Helen was an easy child. She liked to go off by herself and read, and sometimes mope.”

“Mope?”

“Well, she missed her grandmother, Mrs. Anstruther, who, I’ve told you, was just the most—”

“Yes, yes, the most wonderful woman who wrote you all those wise letters you read over and over. I’ve heard all about her. Get back to Helen’s moping.”

“I don’t think she liked me very much at the start. She found fault with me a lot. Of course there are a lot of things about me to find fault with.”

“Okay, okay. We all know your low opinion of yourself. What did she find fault with?”

“Just my general way of being, I think. Her mother was the same. Even when she was being sweet to me, Lisbeth always thought I wasn’t good enough.”

“It’s sounding more and more like you had a perfectly awful summer, Flora.”

“I admit it had its tense moments. But there were also joys.”

“Oh? Let’s hear about those.”

“Well, as you know, I finally learned to drive.”

FLORA WAS SO caught up in her pantry reorganization that she could hardly keep still at lunch. I, on the other hand, felt so bad over the things I had imagined she would say about me to her Annie Rickets friend, that I made an extra effort to linger at the table and create some good memories of myself for her to take home. I complimented her on her thoroughness. (She had taken every single thing out of the pantry and set it out on the floor and washed down all the shelves.) I entertained her with the story of “The Princess in the Coffin,” which she didn’t know.

“Goodness, that was in a children’s—I mean, a book for young people?”

“Which part do you find so awful?”

“All those young soldiers she killed. I mean, the soldier who finally gets her out of her coffin and wins her love still has to look at all those bodies she tore apart and buried under the church floor.”

“It’s stories from all different countries. This one’s from Denmark.”

“Well, I’ll certainly be careful if I ever go to Denmark.”

“You’re a girl, you wouldn’t have to worry. It’s the men who—”

“Did you just hear a car, Helen?”

It was Father McFall. The minute I saw his somber countenance looking down on us from the other side of the screen door, I was sure he had come to tell me Brian Beale had died. He entered, took in the pantry items spread all over the floor, and raised his eyebrows at the silent radio on the kitchen counter.

“You two haven’t been listening to the radio?” he asked.

“We just finished lunch,” said Flora. “Has something happened? Won’t you come in?”

“Yes, thank you, I will, and yes, something has happened.”

Stalking ahead of us into the living room, he gestured for us to be seated while he continued to pace back and forth in his black clericals. “I take it you haven’t heard, then, about the bombing over in Japan. That’s good, I was hoping to get up here first. With all the reports coming in about Oak Ridge, I wanted to assure Helen there’s absolutely no danger. Everyone is fine in Oak Ridge. I’ve just been on the telephone with Chaplain Dudley, who’s working there for the summer in much the same capacity as your father, Helen, though on another site, and he assures me that no one there is in any danger.”

“Why?” I asked. “Are the Japs planning a bombing raid back?” Nonie and I had gone to see Mrs. Miniver twice and I was not unfamiliar with bombing raids.

“I don’t think the Japanese will have much stomach for any more bombing raids, Helen. The thing we dropped on Hiroshima is something new in warfare. It’s—” He searched for words, then threw up his hands like someone releasing a flock of birds. “They’re saying it means the end of the war. But you’ll also be hearing unfounded rumors that the people at Oak Ridge, where the materials for the bomb were made, might be in some radioactive danger. That’s why I hurried up here. To dispel any of those speculations. Because they just ain’t so.”

(“Poor Father McFall,” Nonie used to say. “Whenever he tries to talk like plain folk, all he does is sound condescending.”)

“You mean,” Flora gasped, rubbing her arms like she did during our scary programs, “Helen’s father was making the bomb? That was the secret work?”

“Helping to make, along with thousands of others. Yes, that was the secret work, although they didn’t know. Only the scientists and some highly placed government and Army people were in on the whole picture. The best kept secret in the history of the world, they’re saying. But they’re speculating all kinds of wild things on the radio and calling it news. I wanted to assure you that nobody at Oak Ridge has been harmed by what was being made there and that nobody is in any danger.” He permitted himself a wintry laugh. “Chaplain Dudley said when the news first came through that they had made the biggest bomb in the history of the world, some workers packed up and hightailed it out of there because they were afraid the place might explode any minute.”

“Does this mean my father might be on his way home now?”

“He wouldn’t be one of those, Helen. He’d go right on with his job for the rest of the day. That’s what Chaplain Dudley is going to do. After all, it’s Monday, a workday. They’ll clock in and clock out, maybe celebrate some among themselves after work.” Father McFall shot up a black sleeve and consulted his wristwatch. “Actually, though it’s my day off, I have opened the church and put a sign on the door that we’ll have Evening Prayer at five.