End, and they marry early. By the time I came up from Hendon as a DC he had met the love of his life and become engaged to her.”
“Bryant had a fiancee?”
“Nathalie was from France, Marseille, I think. She was dark and rather beautiful. Not easy, mind you – very independent. When they met, she was working in ground command, co-ordinating airsupport units. There were so many rehearsals for war that I was relieved when it finally happened.”
Forthright warmed her hands round her enamel mug. “This is where she died, on the evening of her eighteenth birthday, May nineteen thirty-seven. She fell from the bridge, just in front of us. She’d climbed up onto the balustrade and was walking along it. They’d been out drinking, celebrating, and were both a bit tipsy. He’d asked her to marry him. She would probably have been fine, but at that moment a bus horn sounded behind them, and it made her start. She lost her balance, and when he turned round to grab her, she’d gone. Arthur jumped into the water and tried to save her, but the tide was going out, and the current was too strong. He was wearing his overcoat and hobnailed police boots. He nearly drowned as well. Underwater search teams dragged the river for weeks, but they never did find her body. The river widens here. There’s nothing between us and the sea.”
She rested the mug on her strong, shapely knees and sighed. “He was taken very bad for a while, tried to enlist when war was declared, but the War Office looked at his mental health record and wouldn’t take him. They marked him down as unstable. He was training to spend his life helping others but hadn’t found a way to save the girl he loved. She was the point of his life, the one he felt fated to be with for ever.
“That was three years ago, and although he never talks about her, he never looks at anyone else either, not in a serious way. Oh, he thought he’d fallen in love with me for a while, but I could see it was just a crush, and put him straight. As far as he’s concerned, he was given his chance for happiness and buggered it up. It’s something he’ll never find a way to make amends for. That’s why none of this touches him.”
“I wish someone had told me.”
“We all have our private tragedies. You can’t change the past. You keep going.”
Biddle swallowed from his mug. “I’m not part of your past. You all seem suited to each other. I don’t think I’m the right person for your kind of operation.”
“That’s where you’re wrong. We’re all so different. They say all the good men have gone to war, that only the unemployables are left. That’s why we were lucky to find Mr May. He’s practical, he’ll give Arthur the grounding he needs. We’ve no permanent staff over the age of twenty-five. I’m the oldest person in the unit. The Home Office will close us down as soon as the war ends. Davenport hates us, thinks we’re a bunch of academic pansies. Now he’s got all the ammunition he needs.”
“I don’t see what I can do.”
“You’ve got Davenport’s ear. You can protect us if you stay.”
“I already told Bryant I was going.”
“Then eat your words. No one will think less of you. Tell him you’ll stay.” Forthright followed his gaze to the river beyond the railing. “I came back, didn’t I? Swallowed my pride. I was supposed to get married. I could have kept away, but I didn’t.”
Biddle looked at her. “Why not?”
“Mr Bryant needs me.” She checked her watch. “God, I can’t remember the last time I ate. You must be starving.”
“There’s a decent workman’s cafe near Coin Street.”
“I need sausages. You’re allowed a hearty breakfast on the morning of your execution, aren’t you? I’m in charge of the unit’s petty cash, and you won’t shop me, will you? You can tell me more about this monster you saw in the rafters.”
They passed a skinny brown nag drinking noisily from a corporation horse trough. Forthright paused to give its milkman a cigarette. The poor man looked on his uppers, as thin as his horse and the empty wire crates on his cart. It was the first animal she had seen in days; she wondered if they were being taken out of the city.
Biddle waited for her, then they resumed walking in comfortable silence through the miasmic mist that ebbed over the Embankment, down to the roads where daylight and life were returning to the city.
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Arthur Bryant gently placed the framed photograph of Nathalie, the one he had taken by the river that terrible afternoon, into a cardboard box, added his carved Tibetan skull, tossed in some incense sticks, some mystical diagrams of Solomon’s Temple, several beeswax candles, a gramophone record of Sir Arthur Sullivan’s
He propped the letter of resignation, addressed to Davenport, against May’s desk lamp. He wanted to leave before his partner arrived. He felt that he had passed the point beyond which no amount of apology and retraction could return him, and he did not wish to place John in the embarrassing situation of having to defend him to their superior.
Perhaps it was for the best. He wasn’t cut out to be a politician. It was clear now that the unit was little more than a public relations exercise. For a while he had believed that the old-money occupants of the HO could be superseded by a new breed of experimentalists for whom the past held no loyalties, that brave new rules would operate throughout British government, from the lowliest town council to the offices of Whitehall. Now he doubted that the war would make any difference to government at all.
Bryant loved London. He had been born in Whitechapel, in the lowliest of circumstances, and had grown up on the streets of Wapping and Borough and Mile End. He was proud of having got this far. But now the city was changing. Its sense of good cheer was being chipped away by bombardment in a war that Neville Chamberlain had insisted would never happen.
He was going to load the boxes into a cab if he could find one, but remembered that he had packed some hefty mementos, including a paving stone that held the burned-in handprint of Jack the Ripper, and decided to have them delivered instead.
There was no place for his arcane studies in the police force of the future. He thought of his friends in the Camden Town Coven, and their arch-rivals, the Southwark Supernaturals. He gathered together the scrawled addresses of the Mystic Savoyards and the Prometheus League, the emergency numbers of the Insomnia Squad’s sleepless academics, the diary that contained lists of assorted primitives, paranormalists, idiot savants, mind- readers and madmen, all available to the unit if someone only trusted him enough to use them wisely.
All for the best, he told himself. John was young and bright. He might be able to modernize the unit and bring fresh technology into their casework once Bryant himself was out of the way. They were clearly doing something wrong if they couldn’t keep lads like Sidney Biddle interested enough to stay on.
He unclipped a small glass case of poisonous caterpillars from the wall behind his desk and emptied it into the bin. There was a time when he would have taken them out of their case and dropped them in Oswald Finch’s teapot, but the spirit had gone out of him. Bryant saw now that he had willed a culprit into existence because he wanted to be challenged. The real solution would doubtless prove to be rather ordinary, not peculiar or paradoxical at all, a disgruntled employee, a youth filled with such directionless anger that he could equally have decided to attack the staff of a bus depot or an insurance office. Grey crimes for a grey nation.
It was the second time he had failed. Overcoming his guilt about Nathalie’s death had been tough, and just when the world was starting to make sense again he saw that he hadn’t made sense of it at all. He knew he would have to write a formal apology to Renalda.
He looked about the desktop to see if there was anything he had forgotten, and saw that the drawing of the statue he had deciphered as the key to a mythological conundrum was just another memento. He carefully folded it into a square, tucked it into his tattered briefcase and snapped the lock shut.
Pausing in the doorway, he took one last look around the room he and May had shared for the past few days, and wondered about the cases they might have solved together.
Then he quietly pulled the door shut behind him.