never turned a hair, but began to discourse on the Prussian Army, of all things, and his own lieutenant's commission, and how he regretted that there were so few chances of active service these days.
'Well,' says I, 'you can have any that come my way, and welcome.' (This is the kind of remark that folk love to hear from a hero, of course.) The fellows roared, but Bismarck frowned.
'You would avoid dangerous service?' says he.
'I should just think I would,' says I, winking at Speed. If only they had known how true that was. 'Damned unpleasant, dangerous service. Bullets, swords, chaps killing each other—no peace and quiet at all.'
When the laughter had died down, Tom explained that I was joking; that I was, in fact, an exceptionally brave man who would miss no chance of battle and glory. Bismarck listened, his cold eye never leaving me, and then, would you believe it, began to lecture us on a soldier's duty, and the nobility of serving one's Country. He obviously believed it, too, he rolled it out so solemnly, and it was all some of the younger men could do to keep their faces straight. Poor old Tom was in an anguish in case we offended his guest, and at the same time obviously nearly out of patience with Bismarck.
'I wish to God my uncle had found some other poor devil to bear-lead him,' says he later to Speedicut and me. 'Was there ever a bigger bore and ass? How am I to deal with the fellow, eh?'
We couldn't help him; in fact I resolved to keep as far out of Bismarck's way as possible. He unsettled me; he was so damned superior. Tom was wrong in one thing: Bismarck wasn't an ass, whatever else he might be. In some ways he was like that outstanding idiot Cardigan, under whom I had served in the 11th Hussars, but only on the surface. He had the same splendid certainty in everything he said and did; he looked on the world as created for him alone; he was right, and that was that. But where Cardigan's arrogant eye had the shallow stare of the born fool, Bismarck's didn't. You could see the brain at work behind it, and those who listened only to his rather monotonous sermonisings and noticed only his lack of humour—of
I wanted nothing to do with him, anyway, but in that short visit at Tom's place Bismarck still contrived to touch me on the raw twice—and in the only two things that I am any good at, too. Coward and rascal that I've always been, I have had two talents, for foreign tongues and for horses. I can master almost any language in short time, and ride anything with a mane and tail. Looking back, I can almost believe that Bismarck smelled these two gifts and set out to hip me over them.
I don't remember how the conversation at one breakfast came to touch on foreign speech—usually it was women and drink and horses and pugs, with an occasional high flight on something like the scandalous rate of income tax at 7d in the pound.[10] But it did, and my gift was mentioned. Bismarck, lounging back in his chair, gave a sneering little laugh and said that it was a useful talent in head-waiters.[11]
I was furious, and tried to think of some cutting retort, but couldn't. Later it occurred to me that I might have fixed him with a look and said it was also a useful gift in German pimps, but it was too late then. And you could never be quite sure with his remarks whether he was jibing or simply stating what he thought was a fact, so I just had to ignore him.
The second set-down came on a day's hunting, when we had had poor sport and were riding home, Conyngham, drawing rein on top of a slight rise from which you could see miles of rolling countryside in every direction, points to a church which was just visible in the distance through the late afternoon haze, and cries out:
'Who's for a steeplechase?'
'Oh, too much of a fag,' says Tom, 'Anyway, it's getting dark and the beasts may go wrong. I vote for home.'
'Steeplechase?' says Bismarck. 'What is that?'
It was explained to him that the object was to race straight across country for the steeple, and he nodded and said it was an excellent sport.
'Good for you!' cries Conyngham. 'Come on, you fellows! You, Flashy, are you game?'
'Too far,' says I, for like Tom I didn't fancy taking hedges on wettish country with the light starting to fail.
'Nonsense!' cries Bismarck. 'What, gentlemen, are the English backward in their own game? Then you and I, Marquis, shall we have it out together?'
'With you! Tally-ho!' yells Conyngham, and of course the other asses took off after them. I couldn't hang back, so cursing Bismarck I clapped in my heels and gave chase.
Conyngham led the field over the first meadows, with Bismarck dose behind, but a couple of hedges checked them, and the rest of us caught up. I hung back a little, for steeplechasing in the style of your old-fashioned bucks, when you just go hell-for-leather at everything, is as quick a road to a broken neck as I know. If you have an eye for ground, and watch how the leaders jump and land, you can reap the benefit of their discoveries without the risk of going first. So I rode a nice easy chase for the first mile or so, and then we came into light woodland, with trees well spaced out, and I touched my hunter and moved up.
There is a moment every jockey knows, when he feels his mount surge forward, and he lies with his head down being brushed by the mane, and sees the gap narrowing ahead of him, and knows he has the legs of the field. I felt it then as I thundered past the ruck, hearing the thud of the hooves and seeing the clods thrown up from the wet turf, feeling the wind in my face as the trees flew past; even now I see the scarlet coats in the fading light, and smell the rain-sodden country, and hear the yelps of the fellows as they cheered each other on and laughed and cursed. God, it was good to be young and English then!
We thundered through the woodland like a charge of dragoons and were out on a long, rising incline. Conyngham held the lead to the crest, but as we came over and down it was the turn of the heavier men; Bismarck went past him, and then I, too; we pounded down to the hedgerow, Bismarck went over like a bird-he could ride, I may say—and I launched my hunter at the same gap and came through on his heels. I stayed with him, over hedges, lanes, ditches, and fences, until I saw the steeple perhaps half a mile away, and now, thinks I, is the time to get my nose in front.
I had the speed in hand; his head came round as I drew level, and he hammered in his heels and plied his crop, but I knew I had the distance of him. He was leading by half a length as we took a rail fence; then we were on pasture with only one hedge between us and the common that ran up to the churchyard. I inched up level and then led by a head, scanning the distant hedge for a good jump. It was a nasty one, high hawthorn with trees at intervals throwing their shade over the hedgerow; there was one place that looked likely, where the hawthorn thinned and only a couple of rails covered the gap. I clapped in my heels and made for it; first over was a certain winner. As we closed in, with me half a length in front, I realised that even at the rails the jump was a good five feet; I didn't half fancy it, for as Hughes pointed out, Flashman was good only at those games which didn't entail any physical risk. But there was nothing for it; I had Bismarck headed and must keep my lead, so I steadied the hunter for the jump, and then out of nowhere came Bismarck's grey at my elbow, challenging for the jump.
'Give way!' I roared. 'My jump, damn your eyes!'
By God, he paid not the slightest heed, but came boring in, neck and neck with me for the fence. We were almost knee to knee as we rushed down on it.
'Get out, blast you!' I yelled again, but he was just staring ahead, teeth clenched and whip going, and I knew in an instant that it was a case of pull up or have the most unholy smash as two horses tried to take a jump where there was only space for one.
As it was, I came within an ace of a hellish tumble; I reined back and at the same time tried to swerve from the gap; the hunter checked and swung away and we scraped along the face of the hedge with no more damage than a few scratches, while Master Bismarck cleared the rails with ease.
By the time I had trotted back, cursing most foully, the rest of the chase was thundering up; Bismarck was waiting at the lychgate looking cool and smug when we arrived.
'Don't you know to give way to the leader?' says I, boiling angry. 'We might have broken our necks, thanks to you!'
'Come, come, Captain Flashman,' says he, 'it would have been thanks to you if we had, for you would have been foolishly challenging the stronger rider.'
'What?' says I. 'And who the devil says you are the stronger rider?'
'I won, did I not?' says he.
It was on the tip of my tongue to say that he had ridden foul, but the way the other chaps were hallooing,
