‘My father preferred it.’
‘Yes,’ remembered Charlie. ‘He did.’
It was strange, thought Charlie, what effect the old man had had upon both of them.
The intercom burped and Willoughby nodded briefly into the receiver, smiling up at Charlie when he replaced the earpiece.
‘From your reaction in the cemetery, I thought you’d prefer lunch here, in the seclusion of the office,’ he said. ‘Now I’m sure you would.’
Charlie detected movement behind him and turned to see two waiters setting up a gatelegged table. There were oysters, duck in aspic, cheese, chablis and port. Underwriters lived well, he thought.
Willoughby waited until they had seated themselves at the table and begun to eat before he spoke again.
‘I must satisfy myself about one thing, Charlie,’ he said.
‘What?’
‘Whatever you did … was it illegal?’
Charlie examined the question. There couldn’t be a completely honest answer, he decided.
‘Nothing for which I would appear in any English court of law,’ he said. ‘I was just trying to achieve, although in a different way, the sort of changes that your father believed necessary.’
And survive, he thought.
Willoughby smiled.
‘Then you’ve nothing to fear from me,’ he said. ‘The opposite in fact.’
‘Opposite?’
‘In the letter,’ explained Willougby, ‘the one in which he mentioned you so much, my father said he thought they were trying to do to you what they had done to him. He asked that if the opportunity or necessity arose that I should help you in any way I could.’
Charlie finished the oysters and sat fingering his glass, staring down into the wine he had scarcely touched. Trying to do to him what they’d done to Sir Archibald; certainly the drinking had become bad. He’d never considered suicide, though. And didn’t think he ever would.
‘You’ve already helped,’ he said, ‘by saying nothing.’
‘There was something else,’ continued the underwriter.
‘What?’
‘My father was a very rich man,’ said Willoughby. ‘Even after the setlement of the estate and the payment in full of death duties, there was still over three-quarters of a million pounds. He left you ?50,000.’
‘Good God!’
Willoughby laughed openly at the astonishment.
Charlie sat shaking his head. Three years ago, he reflected, he was saving the taxi fares from the Wormwood Scrubs debriefings with Alexei Berenkov by walking in the rain with holes in his shoes. Now he had more money than he knew what to do with. Why then, he wondered, did he feel so bloody miserable?
‘I’ve had it for two years on long-term deposit at fourteen per cent,’ added Willoughby. ‘It’ll have increased by quite a few thousand.’
‘I don’t really need it,’ shrugged Charlie.
‘It’s legally yours,’ said Willoughby.
And fairly his, added Charlie. Better even than the American money. He had more than Edith now. The thought lodged in his mind, to become an idea.
The meal over, Willoughby poured the port and leaned back in his chair.
‘Why did you go to the cemetery, Charlie?’ he asked. ‘Surely, it was a dangerous thing to do?’
Charlie nodded.
‘Absolutely insane,’ he agreed.
Willoughby waited.
‘I’d drunk too much,’ Charlie admitted. ‘It was becoming a habit. And I had intended it to be my last visit to England. So I wanted to make just one visit.’
‘They
Charlie’s eyes came up, questioningly.
‘Must have been for almost six months,’ expanded the underwriter. ‘I go there about twice a month … learned to recognise them, in the end. They were quite obvious, even to an amateur like me …’
So he’d been lucky, decided Charlie. Bloody lucky.
‘It wasn’t just drink,’ Charlie tried to explain. ‘I’d always wanted to … just couldn’t take the risk, earlier …’
He stopped, looking at Willoughby in sudden realisation.
‘I came here to guarantee my own safety,’ he said. ‘You know, of course, that I could have compromised you …’
There was no artifice in the gesture of dismissal, assessed Charlie. The underwriter definitely regarded it as a game for adults, he decided. But then, how would any outsider regard it otherwise?
‘My distaste for them, Charlie, is far greater than yours. I loved my father.’ Willoughby spoke without any embarrassment.
‘I think we both did.’
‘Are we going to meet again?’ asked Willoughby.
Charlie sat, considering the question. For two years, he thought, he and Edith had been imprisoned, bound together in a bizarre form of solitary confinement by the knowledge of what he had done, able to trust no one. Being able to talk, comparatively freely, to Willoughby, was like having the dungeon door thrown open.
‘It would hardly be fair to you,’ said Charlie.
‘You know how I feel about that.’
The unexpected inheritance intruded into his mind again, the ill-formed idea hardening. He’d got away from the cemetery. And Willoughby was sincere. He was safe. So now he had to do something to fill the vacuum that had been destroying him. The inheritance and Willoughby’s occupation presented an opportunity from which he couldn’t turn away. It would mean leaving a reserve of money in the Brighton bank, but he’d only agreed to move it because of Edith’s insistence. She’d understand why he’d changed his mind: be glad he’d found something to interest him.
He cleared his throat. Willoughby could always reject it, he decided. And should do, if he had any sense. He was using the other man, Charlie realised. Just as he’d used Gunther Bayer for the ambushed crossing. It didn’t lessen the guilt to admit to himself that he was sometimes a shit, Charlie decided.
‘I’m thinking of asking you to do something that might offend you,’ he warned. ‘Professionally, I mean.’
‘What?’
The question was immediate, without the gap that would have indicated reluctance. The man thought he was being invited to play.
‘The money your father left me … the money I don’t really need.’
‘What about it?’
‘Use it for me.’
‘Use it?’
Charlie nodded.
‘Part of the problem, the drinking I mean, was the absolute boredom,’ he confessed. ‘For almost two years, I’ve done nothing. Atrophied, almost. Can’t I invest that money … more, if it’s not enough, through you?’
Willoughby poured himself some more port.
‘There couldn’t be anything in writing,’ he said, thinking aloud.
‘That doesn’t worry me.’
Willoughby looked up, smiling at the trust.
‘A very silent Lloyd’s underwriter,’ he identified. ‘Breaking every rule in the profession.’
‘So I’d be embarrassing you,’ said Charlie.
Willoughby made an uncaring motion with his hand.
‘I can’t see how,’ he said. ‘The money would be in my name … nothing traceable to you … I was executor of
