House. Hiding and lurking and pretending to be nothing but a specter. Would he ever be free to live in the light?
'As you wish, Erik,' Maude told him, with a gentle bow of acquiescence.
After she left, and Erik felt the rage of his cock refuse to subside, he wondered at his instant refusal. He could have taken her up on her offer. It would be easy and quick.
But he'd resolved years ago he would force no one to see his monstrous self. He wanted no more of the fear, of the revulsion, he'd seen in the girls he'd been forced to touch.
He wanted none of them.
None but Christine.
Chapter Three
Christine sat next to Raoul at the restaurant where they supped. In a quiet corner, at a table surrounded by a large, curving sofa, the five of them ate a late meal and discussed that evening's successful performance.
Raoul sat so that his thigh lined hers and the pointed tail of his coat flipped up over the back of her gown. He was solicitous and charming, ensuring that her wineglass was always filled with the deep golden Bordeaux and her plate had the choicest pieces of roast fowl.
Next to Raoul sat one of the Opera House's new managers, Monsieur Armand Moncharmin, the one who had urged his counterpart to let her sing.
He was shorter and stouter than his partner, with soft, puppy-dog eyes and little jowls that added to the canine impression he presented. A shy man, he appeared too nervous to look at Christine for long, although his gaze continued to dart back to her person when he did not expect her to be looking. This was the type of man, she thought as she slipped a grape into her mouth, who would be afraid to unbutton his nightshirt for his wife and would insist on making love with the lights off.
Next to Christine, leaving a greater distance between her gown and his trousers than Raoul had done, was the other new manager. Monsieur Firmin Richard was the elder of the two partners, and he sported a neat, slicked mustache that did not dare to showcase any of the gray that winged his temples. His eyes were sharper and more considering than Armand's, but Christine had already heard that Moncharmin was the one who handled the money, and Richard, the dandy who actually understood music, was the one who managed the personnel.
Directly across the table from her was Raoul's elder brother by a decade, Philippe, the Comte de Chagny. Later, Christine was to realize he had deliberately chosen that seat for the advantage it gave him. A more mature version of his younger brother, the
In his shadow, Raoul seemed little more than a handsome, earnest boy who wanted desperately to gain his big brother's approval.
'I see from your uniform that you are a graduated member of the Ecole Navale Imperiale,' Monsieur Moncharmin commented to Raoul.
'Indeed,' replied the
'Raoul graduated near the top of his class,' added the
'Where shall you be heading off to next, then?' asked Monsieur Richard. 'I myself cannot stomach the sea, even a short journey, for it makes me ill.'
'My brother wields enough influence that I was able to be assigned to the mission of the
'Is that the ship that is to search for the survivors of the polar expedition?'
'Yes, indeed. The
'Our Miss Daae was quite a triumph this evening.' Moncharmin braved a look at Christine, then reapplied himself to his potatoes.
'Yes… but whatever happened to that Spanish singer? Carlotta?' spoke the
Philippe's gray blue eyes rarely left Christine's person, even as he spoke to his brother or the managers. They were heavy, calculating, and disturbing. When she moved closer to Raoul, pressing her arm against his as if to melt into the protection of his person, Philippe's mouth tipped up at one side in a sardonic grin as if he understood and was amused by it.
Richard replied, 'Carlotta was overset by an accident on the stage today, and it was decided she should rest her nerves this evening.'
'An accident?' Raoul asked, concern in his face as he looked at Christine. 'Somehow I had not considered the opera to be so dangerous.'
'It is no more dangerous than crossing the street, unless one is foolish enough to believe in the stories about the ghost who haunts the theater,' Richard grumbled.
'An opera
'It is a foolish superstition,' Richard replied. 'Sorelli has insisted on placing a horseshoe on the table of the
The
She looked away, focusing her attention on Raoul's warm thigh brushing against hers, and the fact that his face and hands were much more elegant and comforting than the intense expression on his brother's face. She realized, suddenly, that it was fortunate that she had caught the eye of the younger brother before that of the elder one.
'Theater folk are mad-
'The scenery?' Raoul was mystified. 'Was there a fear that it should fall? Is it not merely a painted backdrop?'
'Oh, no, no… did you not notice, my lord, that the scenery has real doors and windows? And corners and alcoves? It is the new style, to make the set more realistic, and we spent twenty thousand francs to build the Heaven set for
'It is the blue,' Christine ventured to speak. Everyone looked at her, even Moncharmin. But then he flickered away. The