“Me either.” D.D.’s face lit up. “Let’s go get her!”
“Deal.” Bobby opened his door, then paused. “D.D…” His gaze flickered to her grocery bags. “Happy?”
“Yeah,” she said, nodding slowly. “I think I am.”
When Bobby and D.D. finally completed the treacherous drive to Juliana’s house, they discovered the small home lit up bright as day against fat, slow falling snowflakes. A silver SUV and darker sedan were parked in the driveway.
As Bobby and D.D. approached, the front door opened and a man appeared. He wore a suit, still dressed for his workday, but now lugging a baby and a diaper bag. He met Bobby and D.D.’s gaze as they stepped onto the front porch.
“I already told her to call a lawyer,” he said.
The caring husband, D.D. deduced. “She need one?”
“She’s a good person and a great mother. You want someone to prosecute, go back and shoot her brother again. He deserves this abuse. Not her.”
Having said his piece, Juliana’s husband pushed past both of them and strode through the snow for the dark blue sedan. Another minute to strap the baby in the back, then Juliana’s family was out of the way.
“Definitely expecting our visit,” Bobby murmured.
“Let’s go get her!” D.D. said again.
Caring husband hadn’t fully closed the door behind him, so Bobby finished pushing it open. Juliana was sitting on the couch directly across from the door. She didn’t get up, but regarded them evenly.
D.D. entered first. She flashed her creds, then introduced Bobby. Juliana didn’t rise. Bobby and D.D. didn’t sit. The room was already humming with tension, and it made it easy for D.D. to reach the next logical conclusion:
“You helped her out, didn’t you? You picked up Tessa Leoni this afternoon and drove her away from her daughter’s burial site. You aided and abetted a fugitive. Why? I mean seriously.” D.D. gestured around the cute home with its fresh paint and cheerful collection of baby toys. “Why the hell would you risk all this?”
“She didn’t do it,” Juliana said.
D.D. arched a brow. “Exactly when did you take the stupid pill and how long before it wears off?”
Juliana’s chin came up. “I’m not the idiot here. You are!”
“Why?”
“It’s what you do,” Juliana burst out in a bitter rush. “Police. Cops. Looking but never seeing. Asking but never hearing. Ten years ago they fucked up everything. Why should now be any different?”
D.D. stared at the young mom, startled by the violence of the outburst. At that moment, it came to D.D. What the husband had said outside. Juliana’s inexplicable agreement to aid the woman who’d destroyed her family ten years ago. Her lingering rage with the police.
D.D. took the first step forward, then another. She squatted down until she was eye level with Juliana, seeing the tear tracks on the woman’s cheeks.
“Tell us, Juliana. Who shot your brother that night? It’s time to unload. So you talk, and I promise, we’ll listen.”
“Tessa didn’t have the gun,” Juliana Howe whispered. “She brought it for me. Because I asked her to. She didn’t have the gun. She never had the gun.”
“Who shot Tommy, Juliana?”
“I did. I shot my brother. And I’m sorry, but I’d do it all over again!”
Now that the dam had finally broken, Juliana confessed the rest of the story in a sobbing rush. The first night her brother had come home and sexually assaulted her. How he’d cried the next morning and begged her forgiveness. He’d been drunk, hadn’t known what he was doing. Of course he’d never do it again… please just don’t tell Mom and Dad.
She’d agreed to keep his secret, except after that he’d raped her again and again. Until it’d been half a dozen times, and he was no longer drunk and he no longer apologized. He told her it was her fault. If she didn’t wear those kind of clothes, if she wouldn’t flaunt herself right under his nose…
So she started to wear baggier clothes and stopped doing her hair and makeup. And maybe that helped, or maybe it was just because he went away to college, where it turned out he’d found lots of other girls to rape. Mostly, however, he left her alone. Except for the weekends.
She lost her ability to concentrate at school, always had dark shadows under her eyes, because if it was Friday, then Tommy might come home so she had to be vigilant. She added a lock to her room. Two weeks later, she came home to find her entire bedroom door splintered into bits.
“Terribly sorry,” Tommy had said over dinner. “Shouldn’t have been running in the hall like that.” And her parents had beamed at him because he was their oldest son and they adored him.
One Monday morning Juliana broke. Went to school, started to cry, couldn’t stop. Tessa tugged her into the end stall of the girl’s restroom, then stood there until Juliana stopped weeping and started talking.
Together, the two girls had devised a plan. Tessa’s father had a gun. She would get it.
“Not like he’s ever paying attention,” Tessa had said with a shrug. “How hard can it be?”
So Tessa would get the gun and bring it over on Friday night. They would have a sleepover. Tessa would stand guard. When Tommy showed up, Juliana would produce the weapon. She’d point the gun at him and tell him if he ever touched her again, she would shoot off his balls.
The girls practiced the phrase several times. They liked it.
It had made sense, huddled in a bathroom stall. Tommy, like any bully, needed to be confronted. Then he would back down, and Juliana would be safe again.
It had all made perfect sense.
By Thursday, Tessa had the gun. Friday night, she came over to the house and gave it to Juliana.
Then they sat together on the sofa and, a bit nervously, started their movie marathon.
Tessa had fallen asleep on the floor. Juliana on the couch. But both had woken up when Tommy came home.
For a change, he didn’t look at his sister. Instead, he’d kept his eyes glued on Tessa’s chest.
“Like ripe apples,” he’d said, already lurching for her when Juliana triumphantly whipped out the handgun.
She pointed it at her brother. Screamed at him to go away. Leave her and Tessa alone,
Except Tommy had looked right at her and started laughing. “Or else
Juliana had immediately raised the gun to check the safety. At that moment Tommy had lunged for her, going after the weapon.
Tessa was screaming. Juliana was screaming. Tommy was snarling and pulling Juliana’s hair and making grabby grabby.
The gun, squished between them. The gun, going off.
Tommy staggering back, gaping at his leg.
“You bitch,” her brother had said. Those were the last words he’d spoken to her. “You bitch,” he’d said again, then he’d fallen down and, slowly but surely, died.
Juliana had panicked. She hadn’t meant… Her parents, dear God her parents…
She’d thrust the gun at Tessa. Tessa had to take it. Tessa had to… run… just get out.
So Tessa did. And those words were the last Juliana had spoken to her best friend.
By the time Tessa had arrived at her house, the police were arriving at Juliana’s. Juliana could’ve admitted what she’d done. She could’ve confessed what her brother was really like. But her mother was screaming hysterically and her father was shell-shocked and she couldn’t do it. She just couldn’t do it.
Juliana had whispered Tessa’s name to the police and, that quickly, fiction became fact. Tessa had shot her brother.
And Tessa never said otherwise.
“I would have confessed,” Juliana said now. “If it had gone to trial, if it looked like Tessa was really going to get into trouble… I would’ve confessed. Except the other women started coming forward and it became clear that Tessa would never face charges. The DA himself said he felt it was justifiable use of force.
