'Do you think she'd be proud of you?'
'I hope so. I have tried to be a good father to my children, Senora Bonner. It has been difficult since my wife's death. And now my son… I apologize for my men endangering your daughter that day. That should not have happened. So, how long have you worked in the colonia? '
'Five months.'
He smiled. 'I have admired you since you came to Laredo in March, the census count, I believe, with Congressman Delgado. I saw you on television. And in the colonia that day after you saved my son, but I did not know it was you. Five months you have been just across the river from me. And I never knew.'
He stared at her from across the table, almost as if…
Bode Bonner smelled his wife's scent. It was there, in the small guesthouse, where she had lived the last five months. Where she had gone to escape her life with him. Because of him. She was another casualty of his ambition.
He would trade his life for hers, even up.
After dinner, they had wine on the balcony.
'The lights of Laredo are beautiful,' Lindsay said. 'I've grown to love the border.'
'Yes, the borderlands, it becomes a part of you. I was born here, and I will die here. This is my home. My country. Mexico. Once, such a magnificent country. I often stand here and try to imagine what it must have been like when Mexico extended from the Gulf of Mexico to the Pacific Ocean. Think what Mexico would be today. What America would be today.'
'I would love to see Nuevo Laredo. I've heard it's a beautiful city.'
'It is indeed. I would love to show you my city. Perhaps that will happen one day.'
After you kill my husband, she thought but did not say.
Instead, she said, 'Perhaps.'
She wanted to give him hope. She dropped her eyes, then looked up at him, as if she couldn't resist. Men loved that little look. Why?
'You're not what I expected.'
He looked deep into her eyes, then broke away and gestured at the lights of Laredo.
'On that side of the river, you see life one way, looking south. On this side of the river, we see an entirely different life, looking north. We see the same land, the same river, the same sky, the same history-but we see it very differently. That is the borderlands.'
Jesse found the governor sitting on his wife's bed.
'Governor-it is time.'
He did not stand.
'Was she happy here?'
'I think so.'
He did not respond.
'Governor, may I ask you a question?'
He nodded.
'Why did you let her go? Why did you not come to the border and beg her to come back to you?'
' Beg her? '
'Yes. Beg.'
'I'm not that kind of man.'
'Not that kind of man? What, have you had so many women love you that you no longer respect love? To have such a woman as your wife love you, you should respect that. You should have fought for her love.'
'I'm here now.'
'You hurt her, with the young woman.'
'I know.'
'Okay. I just thought you should know.'
The governor exhaled heavily.
'Doc, when this is over and we get her back-and we will get her back-if she wants to stay here with you, I won't stand in the way. Hell, I don't deserve her, anyway.'
'Then why did you come for her?'
Now he stood.
'Because she doesn't deserve this.'
Lindsay had viewed Enrique's art collection and was back in her room by midnight. She checked the news, but there was nothing of her abduction. She lay back on the bed in the black dress. Enrique had said they would spend the day together tomorrow. Get to know each other. Breakfast, perhaps even a helicopter tour of Nuevo Laredo and the border. As if this were a vacation for the governor's wife. As if Enrique de la Garza and Lindsay Bonner might have a relationship once the minor matter of killing her husband the governor was behind him.
But that would not happen. Not in this life.
Because her husband was not far from where she now lay. She could feel him. And she knew that by the time the sun rose over the Rio Grande, either Bode Bonner or Enrique de la Garza would be dead.
FORTY-TWO
The water was warm.
It was after midnight, and they were naked. They were not the only naked men crossing the river that night- the moonlight illuminated the river and the human beings holding their possessions aloft as they waded across-but they were the only naked men heading south into Mexico.
'Governor,' Jesse said, 'I am willing to die to save her. Are you?'
'She's my wife.'
'I did not ask if she were your wife. I asked if you are willing to die for her.'
'Yes. I'm willing to die to save her.'
'Good.'
'Why's that good?'
'Because we are going to.'
'Save her or die trying?'
'Both.'
'I can live with that.'
The doctor chuckled. 'I like you, Governor.'
'Oh, that's swell. Now I can die a happy man.'
'Happy or sad, it is of no consequence. You will die, and I will die with you. But she will live.'
'You love her that much?'
'I do.'
'Does she love you?'
'I hope.'
'I should probably be mad about that.'
'Be mad later, after we save her.'
'You just said we're gonna die.'
'Oh. Yes, that is true.'
They had waited until midnight and then driven to town and to the river. Directly across the water, only one hundred fifty feet away, a large white structure rose tall above the river.
'That is El Diablo's headquarters and home,' the doctor said.
'So everyone knows where to find him?'
'Oh, sure.'
'Why doesn't the Mexican government take him down?'
'Because he is beloved in Nuevo Laredo, as you are in Texas.'
