An hour later, Andrea, who had never been good at holding back, would think of five good replies to this injustice. But at that moment she could think of only one.
‘Mamaaaaaa!’
‘Mama nothing! Do the dishes and let your brothers go ahead to the pool.’
Suddenly Andrea understood everything: her mother knew it wasn’t her turn.
It would be hard to understand what she did next unless you were the youngest of five children and the only girl, growing up in a traditional Catholic home where you’re guilty before you’ve even sinned; the daughter of a military man of the old school, who made it clear that his sons came first. Andrea had been stepped on, spat at, mistreated and shunted aside merely for being a female – even though she possessed many qualities of a boy, and certainly had the same sensibilities.
That day she said
Andrea returned to the table and lifted the lid off the pot of the bean and tomato stew they had just finished eating. It was half full and still warm. Without thinking twice, she poured the remainder over Miguel Angel’s head and left the pot sitting there like a hat.
‘You do the dishes, you bastard.’
The consequences were dire. Not only did Andrea have to do the dishes, but her father came up with a more interesting punishment. He didn’t forbid her to go swimming all summer. That would have been too easy. He ordered her to sit down at the kitchen table, from which she had a perfect view of the swimming pool, and placed upon it seven pounds of dried beans.
‘Count them. When you tell me how many there are, you can go down to the pool.’
Andrea spread the beans on the table and one by one began counting them, putting them into a pot. When she reached twelve hundred and eighty-three, she got up to go to the bathroom.
When she returned the pot was empty. Someone had put the beans back on the table.
Of course she did cry. Over the next five days, no matter the reason for leaving the table, each time she came back she had to start counting the beans all over again, forty-three different times.
The night before, Andrea would have considered the incident of the beans to have been one of the worst experiences of her life, even worse than the brutal beating she’d received in Rome the year before. Now, however, the experience with the magnetometer had risen to the top of the list.
The day had started at five on the dot, three-quarters of an hour before sunrise, with a series of blasts from a horn. Andrea had to sleep in the infirmary with Dr Harel and Kyra Larsen, the two sexes segregated because of Forrester’s sanctimonious rules. Dekker’s detail was in another tent, the service staff in another, and Forrester’s four male assistants and Father Fowler in the remaining one. The professor preferred to sleep alone in a small tent that cost eighty dollars and went with him on all his expeditions. But he didn’t sleep much. By five in the morning he was out there among the tents, blasting his air horn until he received a couple of death threats from a crowd of people who were already frazzled.
Andrea got up, cursing in the dark, looking for her towel and her toiletries bag, which she had left next to the inflatable mattress and sleeping bag that served as her bed. She was heading for the door when Harel called her. In spite of the early hour, she was already dressed.
‘You’re not thinking of showering, are you?’
‘Of course.’
‘You could find out the hard way, but I should remind you that the showers work using individual codes and each of us is allowed only thirty seconds of water per day. If you waste your share now, you’ll be begging us just to spit on you tonight. ’
Andrea slumped back on her mattress, defeated.
‘Thank you for screwing up my day.’
‘True, but I’ve saved your night.’
‘I look terrible,’ Andrea said, pulling her hair into a ponytail, something she hadn’t done since college.
‘Worse than terrible.’
‘Fuck, Doc, you’re supposed to say: “Not as bad as me” or “No, you look great”. You know, female solidarity.’
‘Well, I’ve never been a conventional woman,’ Harel said, looking directly into Andrea’s eyes.
Stowe Erling had escorted Andrea to her assigned area and helped her to put on her harness. So there she was, in the middle of a piece of ground fifty foot square, marked off with string attached at each corner to eight-inch spikes.
Suffering.
First there was the weight. Thirty-five pounds didn’t seem like much at first, especially when it hung from a harness. But by the second hour, Andrea’s shoulders were killing her.
Then there was the heat. By noon, the ground wasn’t sand – it was a grill. And her water ran out half an hour into the shift. The rest periods between each shift lasted quarter of an hour, but eight of those minutes were taken up leaving and returning to the quadrants and getting bottles of cold water, and another two reapplying sunscreen. That left roughly three minutes, which consisted of Forrester continuously clearing his throat and looking at his watch.
On top of that, it was the same routine over and over. That stupid step, wait, whistle, step.
‘Good morning. It’s kind of hot, isn’t it?’ said a voice.
‘Go to hell, Father.’
‘Have some water,’ Fowler said, offering her a bottle.
He was dressed in serge trousers and his usual short-sleeved black shirt and clerical collar. He stepped back out of her quadrant and sat on the ground, watching her with amusement.
‘Can you explain who you bribed so you don’t have to wear this thing?’ asked Andrea, thirstily emptying the bottle.
‘Professor Forrester has a great deal of respect for my religious duties. He’s also a man of God, in his own way.’
‘An egotistical maniac, more like.’
‘That too. And what about you?’
‘Well, at least promoting slavery is not one of my faults.’
‘I’m talking about religion.’
‘Are you trying to save my soul with half a bottle of water?’
‘Would that be enough?’
‘I’d need at least a full one.’
Fowler smiled and handed her another bottle.
‘If you take small sips it quenches your thirst better.’
‘Thanks.’
