‘It’s all right,’ she said.
In fact it wasn’t all right. Her contented mood of a moment ago had faded. The strain of the last few days was catching up with her, and she was becoming edgy. She’d wanted him and he’d as good as snubbed her.
Suddenly the evening was on the verge of collapse.
‘Can I have a little more wine?’ she asked, holding out her glass and smiling in a way that should have warned him.
He took the hint and abandoned the apology, making her feel instantly guilty. He was doing his best, but these were uncharted seas for him. It was she who held the advantage. Resolutely, she worked to lighten the atmosphere.
‘Actually,’ she said between sips, ‘the most exciting thing that’s happened to me is an invitation from The Cave Society.’
She told him about the letter. Like Nikator, he was sceptical.
‘I’m not swallowing it hook, line and sinker,’ she assured him. ‘I’m too much of an old hand for that.’
‘Very old. In terms of my reputation, I’m ancient. This-’ she pointed to her luxuriant golden mane ‘-is just dye to hide the fact that I’m white-haired. Any day now I’m going to start walking with a stick.’
‘Will you stop talking nonsense?’
‘Why?’ she asked, genuinely puzzled. ‘Nonsense is fun.’
‘Yes, but-’ He retired, defeated. It wasn’t possible to say that the contrast between her words and the young, glorious reality was making him dizzy.
‘Oh, all right,’ she conceded, ‘I don’t think there’s anything to be found in those caves. On the other hand, I’ll usually go anywhere and do anything for a “find”, so perhaps I should.’
‘But what are you going to find that thousands of others have failed to find?’
‘Of course they failed,’ she teased, ‘because they weren’t me. Something is lying there, waiting for me to appear from the mists of time-knowing that the glory of the discovery belongs to me, and only me. Next thing you know, they’ll put my statue up in the Parthenon.’
She caught sight of his face and burst out laughing.
‘I’m sorry,’ she choked, ‘but if you could see your expression!’
‘You were joking, weren’t you?’ he asked cautiously.
‘Yes, I was joking.’
‘I’m afraid I’m a bit-’ He shrugged. ‘It can be hard to tell.’
‘Oh, you poor thing,’ she said. ‘I know you can laugh. I actually heard you, at the wedding reception, but somehow-’
‘It’s just-’
‘I know,’ she said. ‘You think too great a sense of humour is a weakness, so you keep yours in protective custody, behind bolts and bars, only to be produced at certain times.’
Lysandros tried to speak, to make some light-hearted remark that would pass the matter off, but inwardly he felt himself retreating from her. Her words, though kindly meant, had been like a lamp shone into his soul, revealing secrets. Not to be tolerated.
‘Are you ready for the next course?’ he asked politely.
‘Yes, please.’
It was definitely a snub, yet she was swept by tenderness and pity for him. He was like a man walking a path strewn with boulders, not knowing they were there until he fell and hurt himself.
And she had a sad feeling that she was the only person in the world who saw him like this, and therefore the only person able to help him.
If only she could, she thought with a qualm of self-doubt. She was still feeling her way tentatively. Suppose she persuaded him to trust her, then faltered and let him down, abandoning him again to mistrust and desolation? Suddenly that seemed like the greatest crime in the world.
As the waiter served them she became aware that a man and a woman were hovering close, trying to get a look at her. When she looked straight at them, they jumped.
‘It
‘Yes, I am.’
‘I saw you on a talk show on television just before we left England, and I’ve read your books. Oh, this is
There was nothing to do but be polite. Lysandros invited them to sit at the table. His manner was charming, and she wondered if he secretly welcomed the interruption.
‘I’m just learning that Miss Radnor is a celebrity,’ he said. ‘Tell me about her.’
They plunged in, making Petra groan with embarrassment. They were Angela and George, they belonged to The Cave Society and had only just arrived in Athens.
‘Our President told us that he’d written to you,’ Angela bubbled. ‘You will accept our invitation to come to the island, won’t you? It would mean so much to us to have a real figure of authority.’
‘Please,’ Petra said hastily, ‘I am not a figure of authority.’
‘Oh, but you-’
It went on and on. Petra began to feel trapped. Vaguely she was aware that Lysandros’s phone had rung. He answered and his face was instantly full of alarm.
‘Of course,’ he said sharply. ‘We’ll come at once.’ He hung up. ‘I’m afraid there’s a crisis. That was my secretary to say I must return immediately, also Miss Radnor, whose presence is essential.’
With a gesture he summoned the waiter, paying not only for his meal and hers but whatever their guests had consumed.
‘Good evening,’ he said, rising to his feet and drawing her with him. ‘It’s been a pleasure meeting you.’
They made their escape, running until they were three streets away. Then, under the cover of darkness, he pulled her into his arms.
CHAPTER FIVE
PLEASURE and relief went through her. She had wanted this so much, and now everything in her yearned towards him. Her mouth was ready for him but so was every inch of her body. As he grasped her, so she grasped him, caressing him with hands and lips.
‘How did you arrange for the phone to ring?’ she gasped.
‘It didn’t. I simply pressed a button that set the bell off, then I pretended to answer. I had to get you away from there, get you to myself.’
He kissed her again, and his kiss was everything she’d wanted since their meeting. Nothing else in her life had been like it. Nothing else ever would be. It was the kiss she’d secretly longed for since he’d cheated her with a half-kiss all those years ago.
‘What have you done to me?’ he growled. ‘Why can’t I stop you doing it?’
‘You could if you really wanted to,’ she whispered against his mouth. ‘Why don’t you…why don’t you…?’
‘Stop tormenting me-’
At that she laughed. Why should she make it easy for him?
‘Siren-witch-’
But his lips caressed her even as they hurled names at her. He was in the grip of a power stronger than himself, and that was just how she wanted him.
From far in the distance an unwelcome sound broke into her joy. It came closer and she realised that a crowd of youngsters had appeared at the end of the street, singing, dancing, chanting up into the sky. Then she recalled that this was European Music Night, when Athens was filled with public celebration.
The crowd passed them, offering good wishes to a couple so profitably engaged. Lysandros grasped her hand