She picked up her portmanteau and hat, walked to the door and blew him a kiss sadly. 'I'll be back tomorrow, captain,' she said softly. 'Even if you do love her, I've got to help you.'
She turned around and left him. If she hurried, she could make it to Sparks, spend plenty of time there and still be back in Haywood by the morning with all the information she could gather. She had friends in Sparks. Friends of the best variety for what she needed now. They were smart, beautiful women. And they knew the men of Sparks.
She looked back with a wistful smile.
Malachi slept peacefully.
Iris shrugged. He probably needed the rest.
She left, letting him sleep on.
And on…
Shannon changed and returned Martha Haywood's gown immediately, thanking her. She didn't want to wear Malachi's shirt any longer than she had to, so she determined to go into the mercantile and find another. Martha followed beside her, talking about her own early years of marriage.
'They were a hoot and a holler, I do tell you. Why, we were madder 'n wet hens at each other time and again, but then, I don't really remember what one of those arguments was about.'
Shannon found a pretty soft blue blouse with teal embroidery along the bodice. She set it on the counter with boxes of ammunition. 'First off,' she told Martha Haywood softly, 'we've got the same conflicts between us that just set a whole country to war.'
'The war is over,' Martha reminded her.
'Secondly, I knew a man once who was always gentle. He never had a temper about him.'
'You'd have been miserable in a year.'
Shannon gasped in horror. 'That's not true! I was in love with him, I was deeply in love with him—'
'And you can't let it go. Still, it's true. You'd have been miserable in a year. Now, I don't think that you and Captain Slater will be getting along real well for a long time to come. But I think you'll come to realize that you have more in common than can be seen.'
Shannon flushed. She set her hands on her hips. 'He's been over at the saloon all day, Mrs. Haywood.'
''Well, go on over and get him then. If you want him back, go on over and get him.'
Shannon bit her lip, pretending to study the beautiful new blouse. 'It's wonderful embroidery,' she said softly. Then she smiled at Mrs. Haywood. 'I don't want him, Mrs. Haywood. I don't want him near me again, and I mean it. He's been over in that saloon all day…' She swallowed fiercely. 'Mrs. Haywood, could I have a tray sent up to me? I think that I want to retire early.'
'It was a hard tonic for him to swallow, Shannon, being manipulated by us and all. I'm amazed that he was as docile as he was. And it must have been darned hard on him when you turned him down—'
'He didn't want to marry me.'
'You refused to marry him when we might have hanged him!'
'You wouldn't have hanged him. Thank you for trying, Mrs. Haywood. I need to lie down for a while.'
'It's very early,' Martha told her anxiously.
'Yes, I know. Now, you're running a tab on everything, right? I should be ashamed. We came out of the war much better than many folks. I do have money.'
'We're running a tab, Mrs. Slater.'
Mrs. Slater. The name sounded absurd, and she hated it!
Malachi had been in the saloon for hours and hours now. And if he tried to tell her that he wasn't with the redhead this time, she'd probably scream and go mad on the spot.
Impulsively, she kissed Mrs. Haywood on the cheek. 'I really need to lie down,' she said softly. 'Thank you so much for everything.'
Shannon stepped into the parlor. She realized that she was absently twisting the ring around her finger. She tried to wrench it off. It was too tight. Soap might take it off.
On impulse, she hurried to the door to the street and pushed it open. Things were quiet, very quiet. An old bloodhound lifted his head from his paws across the way on the saloon veranda. He looked at Shannon, then dropped his head again. Two men idly conversed down the way before the barber's shop, and that was it.
Shannon strode down the steps and across to the saloon. She entered the building, assuring herself that she wasn't going to do anything but order herself a brandy.
She pushed through the swinging doors. The saloon, she saw, as her eyes adjusted to the darkness, was almost as quiet as the street. A lone rancher sat in the back, his hat pulled low over his eyes, hiding his face. A blond harlot in crimson silk sat upon the bar, absently curling a strand of hair around her finger.
The barkeep was drying glasses. He looked at Shannon warily.
'May I have a brandy, please? And could you put it on my husband's tab?'
He shrugged uncertainly, found a glass, filled it and set it before Shannon. She nodded her thanks and swallowed the brandy down. She looked around the saloon again. Malachi was definitely not there.
Kristin would be horrified that she was standing in the saloon, Shannon thought. But then Kristin had always been more conventional, and Kristin had always had a better hold on her temper. Well, maybe not. Kristin had waged a few battles with Cole, and Cole was such a lamb in comparison with Malachi. None of that would matter to Kristin. A lady shouldn't be in a saloon like that.
Even if she was wondering what her husband of five hours was up to.
He wasn't in the saloon.
'Have you seen, er, Mr. Gabriel?' she asked the bartender sweetly.
The blond woman answered, looking her up and down and smiling sweetly. 'He's still sleeping up in Iris's room, last I heard.'
Shannon felt dizzy. It was as if the whole room went black, then seemed to be covered in a red haze.
'Thank you very much,' she said pleasantly. 'When you do see him again, please tell him that he is most welcome to remain where he is, and that he will not be at all welcome elsewhere. Thank you.'
'Wait,' the woman began.
But Shannon cut her off with a clipped, commanding tone, her chin high, her eyes a cutting, crystal blue. There was a note of warning in her voice. 'Please, just see that he gets my message.' She'd had no idea that she could speak quite so commandingly, but the woman's next words died on her lips and Shannon turned and left the saloon. In the middle of the street, she suddenly paused, doubled over and let out a deep, furious, and anguished scream.
Martha Haywood came running out of her parlor. 'Oh, dear, oh dear, what is it?'
Shannon straightened. 'Nothing. I'm fine, Mrs. Haywood.'
'You're fine!' Mrs. Haywood exclaimed. 'That didn't sound at all like fine to me!'
'Well, I wasn't fine until I did it. Now, I am fine. I promise you.' She wasn't fine at all. She felt as if she was being ripped apart on the insides by sharp talons. She wanted to kill Malachi. Slowly. She wanted to stake him out on the plain and allow a herd of wild buffalo to trample him into the dust. She wanted to watch the vultures come down and chew him to pieces. She wanted…
She wanted him to come back so she could tell him just how furious she was. And how hurt. How deeply, agonizingly… hurt.
'I am fine, Mrs. Haywood,' she repeated, smiling, stiffening. She clung to her temper. She would never forgive him. Never. She stood as tall as she could, straightening her shoulders. 'Just fine. If you'll excuse me… Can you please see to it that I'm not disturbed until the morning?' She pushed past Martha and hurried into the house. She raced up the stairs and went into her room, locking the door and assuring herself that she had both keys.
She gasped, trembling, as she looked around.
Martha Haywood had tried so hard to make it welcoming!
Hot water steamed in the bath and there were fresh flowers beside the bed. A silver tray with cold meat and pastries sat on a table, and across the bed lay one of the most beautiful white satin nightgowns she had ever seen. There was a note on it. Shannon picked it up. 'Every bride deserves a new thing of beauty. Wear it with our warmest wishes. Martha and Hank.'
She set down the note and sank onto the bed, and suddenly she was softly sobbing. Every woman harbored
