could find me exhausting. Tedious. I'm trying to say…honest to Pete, Will, we really don't know enough about each other to be sure we've got anything long-term going on. We don't have to be in a rush.'
'Kel…' He wanted to wash a hand over his face. And he would have if his palm hadn't been occupied keeping her right breast warm. 'I'm afraid you're all mixed-up. It's the guy who's supposed to say, why be in a rush. I'm supposed to be the one who talks you out of using sucky words like 'commitment' and 'long-term' and all that.'
'Will?'
'What?'
'You're in sex with me. And I'm definitely in sex with you, too. But I'm not positive we've got the scary four- letter word going for the long run.'
She didn't have to spell out the
She grinned at him. A roguish, impish, archly feminine grin. 'So do I. With you. And actually, that means that a little stretch of abstinence could be a lot of fun.'
'No. it couldn't,' he argued immediately. 'Abstinence is never fun. And it could never be fun with you. Assuming it's even possible.'
'Will.'
'What now?'
'Get serious. You know I'm only saying what you're thinking.'
He opened his mouth, but that was such a confounding thing for her to say that he couldn't think of a single response.
And then she bounced out of bed-out of his reach.
OKAY. He accepted it. Kelly was more trouble than a pack of puppies.
Will parked his rental car in the driveway, and mentally braced before climbing out. His parents' house was an architectural wonder-lots of glass, lots of redwood, a shake-shingle roof with a variety of pitches and angles. The layers of landscaping added to the impression of a home that had endless twists and surprises, no two rooms alike, no two views alike. The place was spectacular. Aaron liked to say, with pride, that he'd managed to build it for under three mil.
Will remembered a picture that used to be in his bedroom when he was growing up-a framed photograph of a wolf in sunlight. You couldn't see the barbed-wire fence, but the shadows of the wires showed on the wolf's face. The animal was trapped. It was in his eyes. And that was exactly how Will had always felt when he was around his old man.
He climbed the steps, thinking that was exactly why he couldn't get his mind off the discussion with Kelly. The woman was damned annoying-worse, when she was right.
The truth was, he
Damn woman.
At the top of the front steps, he rapped a couple times on the Chinese lacquered door, then turned the knob. 'It's me!' he called out.
His three sisters all charged him at once, with their mom letting the girls reach him first. He never could come home without being smothered in estrogen. Martha had already seen him. of course, since he was staying at her place, but not Laurie and Liz.
Liz, the youngest, had a new short haircut, very spiky, and was duded up with a bunch of gaudy baubles. Liz never saw a new style she didn't like. Laurie, the middle sister, was just the opposite- she'd worn her hair in the same sleek, smooth style since high school, had the same sapphire ring that was her only regular jewelry.
All three of them kissed and grabbed him the same way, though, jabbering at the same time, giving him more ardent smooches and hugs…until his mom's voice intervened.
'Oh. Will…you look so, so wonderful!'
Damn it. His mother crossed the room with tear-filled eyes. He swooped her up and spun her around-she never had weighed more than a half-pint. That made even more tears glisten in her eyes, but at least she started laughing, too.
'Oh, honey, you look so good,' she whispered. 'I've missed you so, so much.'
Hell, he'd missed her, too. He'd forgotten her slight frame, the scent of Shalimar and the gold heart she always wore and that gentle, quiet voice of hers. She'd been there for him a hundred million times. It wasn't his mom's fault he'd taken off for France.
At the time, he'd thought an ocean wasn't enough distance to put between him and Aaron, but that wasn't to say he'd ever wanted to desert his mom.
'Hey. Did you get a face-lift?' he asked her.
'Oh, you. Of course not.'
'Are you sure? You look so young and gorgeous.'
His mom's face flushed with pleasure. 'I've missed your blarney, Will. Come on, though, I made all the things you like for dinner, but there's chilled shrimp first. And lemon-meringue pie for dessert. And ribs that have been simmering all day.'
His sisters separated him from his mom and promptly grabbed both arms. 'She thinks she's gonna spoil you, but I've got news, brother,' Liz warned. 'You're getting nothing-no food, no water, nothing-until we hear what's going on in your life. Is there a woman? What are you working at? Did you bring pictures? If you're going to stay over there, can I come visit you for a while?'
As the exuberant chatter continued-they didn't give him a chance to answer a single question before plying another-Will kept thinking that Kelly would have been okay with every part of this. If she'd been here, she'd not only do the estrogen test, she'd have a blast with it. If she just saw his family like this, it'd be okay.
Then the far door slammed, and his father walked in.
Aaron Maguire had always been larger-than-life to Will.
The look was tall and strong, stern-faced and handsome. The posture reflected an iron will and the character to back it up. Aaron never gave up, never gave in and, on top of stubbornness, was smart and ambitious and would kill for his family. His employees always jumped when he walked into a room, but no one could claim they outworked him, because he never asked anyone to do something he wasn't willing to do himself. But then, he wasn't human. Will had always thought.
Aaron was beyond human.
That hadn't exactly changed, only Will suddenly shifted uneasily. When had his dad gotten those wrinkles? Lost the ruddiness in his face?
Aaron strode forward, clapped a hand on his shoulder, then yanked him close for a heavy hug. 'Good,' he said heartily. 'Good, you came home for your mother.'
He felt his mother and sisters fall quieter than midnight. He knew the women were worried there would be friction.
'Yeah, I did.' Will agreed. 'And it's really great to see everyone. I missed you all.'
And that's how it went for a while-light and easy. He kept thinking how Kelly would see it all. She'd think he'd been stupid to hide out in Paris. Stupid to miss out on the family laughter, and the big dinner spread his mom put out. and his sisters driving him crazy with all their teasing and prying questions.
There was no household help on the weekends, never had been, so when the meal was over, he got up with his mom. It wasn't as if he liked dishes-who the hell liked dishes? But his sisters were happy to escape KP, so nobody interrupted them. He piled dishes into the dishwasher and watched as his mother wrapped up leftovers.
'You know that was the best dinner I had in four years, don't you?'
'In Paris? With all those French chefs?' She wiped down the counter. He started turning off lights. He knew how she liked her kitchen left, just the light over the stove as a night illumination. 'Will…is there a girl?'
When it was just him and his mother, different things got said. 'Yes. No guarantees it'll work out. But… yes.'