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“Wonderful horse,” said a voice behind Melrose.
Arthur Ryder had come up behind him and was running his hand down the black muzzle. “Criminal Type. He’s twelve now, but he can still outrun most of them. Brilliant horse. One of my son’s favorites. He was a jockey.”
“Yes, I’ve seen him race.”
“Where?”
Melrose appeared to be recollecting, his mind flowing with all the races over the years he’d seen with Dan Ryder on a horse. “Well, there was-”
“Cheltenham Gold Cup? That was a great race, wasn’t it?”
“It was. Your son was a great jockey.”
Arthur Ryder had pulled something from his back pocket and then stuffed it back into the pocket again. It was a bit of wood. He said, “Look, I’m feeling too disoriented to talk business at the moment. Come on into the house. What I need is a stiff drink.”
Melrose hesitated. “I can come back, Mr. Ryder-”
But Arthur shook his head. “Not at all, not at all. Maybe a stranger’s the best sort of person to have around at a time like this. There’s no one here right now but me.”
Melrose followed him into the rambling white house.
They sat in Arthur’s office, a room overflowing with magazines, books, newspapers; a desk strewn with papers, ledgers bound in leather and other paraphernalia of record keeping. It was the sort of room one felt comfortable walking into, even more comfortable (despite the circumstances) having a drink in the morning with the person whose room it was.
Arthur Ryder was turning his glass back and forth in both hands. “Obviously, I’m glad it
“What did the police say?”
“The same thing. They think it must be someone who doesn’t wish me well.” His tone had an edge to it.
Melrose did not want to sound like the police. He was uncertain what pose to strike. “Is that feasible?”
“A bit far-fetched, but yes. You know the thing is it’s not as if she were my own family yet… I feel a curious responsibility for her. That’s strange, isn’t it?”
Melrose nodded and sipped his whiskey and wondered. The question was rhetorical, anyway.
The telephone interrupted them.
“Excuse me.” Arthur went to his desk, snatched up the phone. “Vernon! Have you heard about… yes. Yes.”
As Arthur went about explaining to the caller what had happened, Melrose moved to a wall, its length divided by a wooden molding. Above the molding, covering the wall, were small and large photographs and snapshots, all of them of horses, some with jockeys on them. He had looked at a multitude of horses in various books. Matching up the remembered ones to these pictures was a great deal harder than matching up faces. But this one, Samarkand, he knew because of his unusual pale, moonlike shading. He stood perfectly posed in the winner’s circle at some racecourse that Melrose didn’t know. But then he didn’t know any of them, did he? Melrose had had the sense to find a picture of Arthur Ryder’s son from an old newspaper. All of these horses looked terribly famous: the way they stood, the way they looked only tolerably interested in the goings-on, the way they seemed above it all. For they were famous and fame knows only itself. This seemed particularly true in the look of the soot-black horse, Criminal Type.
“Sorry about that,” said Arthur. “My stepson.”
Melrose smiled and sat down. He wanted to get Ryder back to the thoughts he was having before the telephone call, but didn’t know how to reintroduce the subject. Instead, he tapped the photograph of horse and jockey: “This is your son, isn’t it?” In silks and that headgear, it was hard to tell one jockey from another.
Arthur looked and looked away, nodded briefly.
“I’m sorry.”
“Ah-” Arthur waved the sentiment away, impatient with himself, not with Melrose. He picked up the whiskey decanter. “Have another.” He splashed some more in both glasses.
Melrose said, “Your son was one of the great jockeys from what I’ve heard. He’s been ranked up there with Piggot and that American, Shoemaker.”
“He wasn’t as good as either. Has any jockey ever been?” This time Arthur smiled, a brief flash, like light striking water, gone in an instant. He unpinned one of the larger photos and turned it so Melrose could see it. “Grand National, this was, twelve years ago. They broke the record by one and a half seconds. Odd, you never know how long a second can be until you see it in something like this. Danny was only in his thirties when he died. His son? Maurice?” -he said this as if Melrose had known Maurice and possibly forgotten the boy-“always wanted to be a jockey like his father. But then he shot up to five nine a couple of years ago and hasn’t stopped yet. Now he’s sixteen and nearly six feet tall.”
For a moment Arthur was silent and Melrose did not want to disturb any fragile and ephemeral thought process, causing the images to fly apart like the colored bits in a kaleidoscope. He wanted to keep Ryder’s train of thought intact and hoped the other man wouldn’t suddenly recall why Melrose Plant was there and want to get down to business. Melrose thought probably the murder of this unknown woman had simply turned Ryder’s world temporarily upside down so that practical matters would be for a little while in abeyance.
Arthur Ryder looked sadly down at his already-empty glass as if finding the contents had fled, along with his dead son, his lost grandchild-
– whom he had yet to mention.
Instead, he said, “You pay a heavy price for success, don’t you? Yet that’s the reason you want success in the first place. So you can stop having to pay a heavy price. Ironic. You’d have enough capital, enough reputation that now things can be a bit of a lark. What I had here forty years ago was a small house, this room we’re sitting in part of it, some livestock-cows and pigs-and three horses. I caught the racing bug-well, at least the horse bug-after I went with a friend to Newmarket auction. My God, but weren’t they beautiful, those Thoroughbreds!” He picked another photo from the shelf behind him and handed it to Melrose. “This was the progeny of one of those first horses. Gold Rush was his name. And this was Golden Boy. I almost put him in a claims race, but thank God I didn’t. Some trainer would have claimed him in an eye blink. So little by little I built the place. And that’s the price, see. When Gold Rush won his first race I was beside myself with joy; it was the greatest thing that had ever happened to me since my boys were born. Yet the way I felt then has been less and less duplicated by wins worth far higher stakes and with far more fame. Winning becomes everything. You get a taste, you want every dish in the kitchen.”
“But it has to be that way, doesn’t it, if you want to get to the top or be the best? And to try to do it, that’s admirable. You’re right, of course, that you pay a price. But there’s a price either way.”
“Hm. Yes, that’s true. Hm.”
Melrose was going to ask him a direct question about the girl, when Arthur said, “I had a granddaughter-‘have,’ I mean-I catch myself using the past tense, which disturbs me.” He reflected on this.
Melrose had to prompt him. “What happened to her?” “She vanished.”