“Lily, are you a sight for sore eyes!” Claude boomed, and I noticed he looked better than he had since his injury. “Come on in and have a brew.”
I glanced around at the men lounging in the living room. I nodded at Dedford Jinks, whom I hadn’t seen since the Winthrop break-in, and Todd Picard. He seemed a little more relaxed in my presence than he had been in weeks past. Tom David was sitting on the floor, his long legs crossed at the ankle, a Michelob bottle in his hand. His bright mean eyes scanned me, and his mouth curved in a nasty smile.
Judas, I thought, drinking Claude’s beer when you knew he was going to be in that church. Could you have kept that child from dying?
My face must have become very unpleasant, because Tom David looked startled, then defensive. His smile faltered, then increased in wattage.
“Hoo hoo, it’s Miss Bard, tore herself away from her new love long enough to pay you a visit, Claude!”
Claude just smiled, perhaps because Carrie came out of the kitchen at that moment. Carrie was wearing leggings and a University of Arkansas sweatshirt, and she looked-for once-carefree. Her glasses were propped on top of her head, and her eyes were round and brown and warm.
Tom David was taken aback when he realized no one was going to pick up on his cue. Dedford Jinks, the detective, ran a hand over his own thinning hair and gave Tom David a look of sheer irritation.
I smiled at Carrie, bobbed my head to Dedford and a patrolman I didn’t know, a tall black man with a bandage on his arm. I looked at him carefully. I’d helped him up in the church. He recognized me, too. We exchanged nods.
I told Claude, “I figured you wouldn’t be baking anytime soon, so I brought you some bread.”
“Would that by any chance be banana nut? I can smell it from here.”
I nodded. “Some lasagna, too,” I muttered. I wished everyone would look somewhere else.
“Lily, you are sure sweet,” Claude declared. “Without Carrie helping me move and you cooking for me, I’d have to rely on pizza delivery.”
“Oh, of course, no one else in town will bring you meals,” Carrie said sarcastically. And she was right to take Claude’s words with a grain of salt. He’d be inundated with food within days, if not hours.
“Where should I put this?” I asked Carrie, tacitly acknowledging her place in the apartment.
She looked a little surprised, then pleased.
“Come help me unpack the kitchen, if you have a minute,” she invited. She could tell I was uncomfortable. I followed her from the room gladly, giving Claude a gentle pat on the shoulder as I passed him.
Carrie and I were a little old for girlish confidences, but I felt obliged to say something. “This what it looks like?” I asked, keeping my voice low.
She shrugged, trying to look noncommittal, but a little smile curved her lips.
“Good,” I said. “Now, where you think he wants these spices?”
“I’m trying to put everything where he had it in the apartment upstairs,” Carrie said. “I don’t want him to feel like a stranger in his own kitchen. I tried to remember. I even drew a diagram. But it got a little hectic up there with the men coming in and out.”
“Spices were here, I believe,” I said, opening the cabinet right by the stove. I was hoping Carrie wouldn’t take this wrong, and she didn’t, being above all a sensible woman.
Luckily, Becca Whitley (I assumed) had given the apartment a thorough cleaning after the O’Hagens moved out. All we had to do was put things in what we considered a logical place. After Carrie and I had worked a while, we took a break and had a Coke. Leaning against the counters in companionable weariness, we exchanged smiles.
“They carried everything down without a problem, but I guess the unpacking is woman’s work,” Carrie said wryly. She lowered her voice. “What’s this Tom David was trying to start trouble with?” We could still hear men’s voices in the living room, but we didn’t know who’d gone and who’d come in.
“I’m…” To my horror, I could feel myself turning red, and I had to look off into the distance.
“Are you all right?” Carrie asked. She got her doctor look on.
“Yes.” I took a breath. “I’m seeing the new man at Winthrop’s Sporting Goods.” For an awful minute I could not remember Jack’s cover name. “Jared Fletcher.”
“The one who lives here in the apartments? The one with the lips and the hair?”
I nodded, grinning at this description.
“How’d you meet him?”
“I went in to buy some weight-lifting gloves,” I said, sifting through the weeks past to find something believable.
“That’s romantic,” Carrie said.
I looked at her sharply to see if she was teasing me, but she was dead serious.
“Didn’t I see him at the hospital the night of the bombing?” She said doubtfully.
Now, that was before I’d officially met Jack. But Carrie didn’t know that, didn’t know when I’d bought my new gloves. This was so complicated. I hated telling lies, especially to one of my few friends.
“Yes,” I said.
“He came to see about you?”
I nodded, figuring that was a little better than trying to sort partial truth from fiction.
“Oh, wow,” Carrie said, all dewy-eyed.
As if on cue, I heard a familiar voice from the living room.
“Hey, I hear you deserted us upstairs. There must be a secret benefit to living down here!” Jack said heartily.
Claude’s response was less audible, but I heard the word “beer” clearly.
“I just may do that,” Jack answered. “I’ve been working all day and I could use some liquid refreshment. Speaking of which, I picked up this bottle for your housewarming.”
“Thank you, neighbor,” Claude said, more audibly. He must have turned his head toward a moving Jack. “You’ll have to come share it with me when I open it.”
Jack appeared in the kitchen doorway, wearing his red sweatshirt with the Winthrop logo and his leather jacket. He betrayed his surprise at finding me there only by a widening of his eyes.
“Lily,” he said, and kissed me on the cheek. His hand groped for mine, squeezed it hard for a moment, released it. “The chief says you have some loose beer in here.”
I pointed at the refrigerator. Carrie beamed at Jack and extended a hand.
“I’m so glad to meet you. I’m Carrie Thrush.”
“The good doctor Thrush. I’ve heard great things about you,” Jack said. “I’m Jared Fletcher. New man in town.” He was smiling genuinely. He set a bottle of bourbon on the counter, Claude’s homecoming gift, and opened the refrigerator to extract a beer.
“You’ll have to bring Lily down for supper some night. Maybe she and I can collaborate on cooking and you and Claude can evaluate the result,” Carrie said cheerfully.
“Tom David told on us, Jared,” I said, trying to speak lightly. But I haven’t done that in a long time, and it came out sounding very unnatural. Carrie swung a look in my direction, then back to Jack.
“That would be great, Carrie,” Jack said smoothly. He looked at me to tell me he’d gotten my message: the little cabal was having conversations about us.
“Lily brought Claude some bread and some lasagna,” Carrie said, pushing my praiseworthy aspects.
“Did you, baby?” Jack looked at me, and if there was a flash of heat in his eyes, there was none in his voice.
Baby? I was trying to imagine double-dating with Carrie and Claude. I was trying to imagine everything being straightforward, Jack really working at Winthrop’s Sporting Goods, having no other agenda than making a living. I would just be a maid, and he would just sell workout equipment… We’d date, go out on real dates, during which no one would get shot. We’d never hit each other, or even want to.
“Claude took care of me when I got hurt last spring,” I said, suddenly feeling very tired. I didn’t owe Jack an explanation, but I needed to say something.
“You got hurt…” Jack began, his eyes narrowing.
“Old story. Go out there and have your beer,
