Rafe reached in his pocket and pulled out his wallet. He withdrew all the cash he carried and handed it to Yaeger. 'That's to cover your expenses for coming here. And once Quinn is in jail, then there'll be more to get you home. And more after you testify. But let me make one thing clear. I'm not paying for your testimony. I'm just covering your expenses because you're a friend of the family. And if you bring my name into this, the cash flow stops.'
Yaeger gave him a grudging nod, then stood and held out his hand. 'It's nice doin' business with you.'
Rafe didn't return the gesture. Instead, he turned his attention back to the skaters. When Yaeger finally stumbled off, Rafe let out a tightly held breath. He was doing the right thing. He shouldn't have to convince himself of that fact anymore. Then why the hell was he so uneasy? Something about his plan didn't seem right.
'Keely,' he muttered. This was all her damn fault. If she hadn't stumbled into his life and turned everything upside down, he wouldn't have any doubts about ruining Seamus Quinn for good.
All his life, he'd been focused on success, every move calculated to make more money and acquire greater power. He'd thought that money and power would fill the empty spaces in his soul. And when it didn't, he'd decided those spaces could be filled by avenging his father's death. Now, if that didn't work, he'd have to look elsewhere. But he knew that surrendering power to Keely would never be the solution.
If he allowed himself to feel something for her, then she gained the advantage, she held all the cards. He'd change his life for her and, sooner or later, she'd walk away. His mother's psychiatrists might say that his father's death had instilled these fears in him, fears of abandonment. They might also say that, until he faced these issues, he'd never have a normal relationship with a woman.
But that's what he was doing with his campaign against Seamus Quinn-he was facing his issues and putting his life in order. And if Keely was an innocent bystander who got caught in the crossfire, then that was her problem, not his. The truth would set them all free.
Rafe stood up and took a last look at Frog Pond, pushing aside any thoughts of Keely Quinn. His course had been set. This afternoon, he'd drop her off at work and call an end to it. There was no going back. Losing an incredible bedmate was a consequence he'd have to live with.
Rafe just hoped it wouldn't take too long to find someone to replace her.
'PICK ME UP after work.' Keely leaned over and kissed Rafe on the cheek. 'I'll be done at six. We can go out and get something to eat and then catch a movie.' She laughed softly. 'Don't we sound like the ordinary couple? Maybe you should leave town without telling me. Or maybe when I get to your place tonight I should find a woman in your bed. That would shake things up, don't you think?'
Rafe ignored her teasing, his expression grim. He'd been in a dark mood since they'd gotten out of bed that morning. Keely couldn't help but wonder if he was tiring of their relationship already. She knew there was every chance that it would happen sooner or later, but she had hoped for later.
This was the risk she took, giving herself completely to him, with no sense of his feelings toward her. Yes, the sex had been good. It had progressed from incredible to earth-shattering and it didn't show signs of letting up anytime soon. Though Keely had enjoyed their time together, she'd also kept her heart well protected. She had refused to allow herself any fantasies of a future with Rafe and, to her surprise, it had worked.
'If you'd rather not do anything tonight, that's fine, too,' Keely offered. 'I could probably use a full night's sleep. And I have to do some laundry and run errands. I could take a cab home.'
'When are you going to tell them?' Rafe asked as he stared out the window.
'I'm not sure. Maybe today, if the time is right.'
'You can't put it off forever.'
'This is my problem and my decision,' Keely said, irritated at his interference. 'I'll decide when I decide.' She paused. 'You know, maybe it would be better if I stayed at my place tonight. I'm paying for a room at the bed- and-breakfast and I haven't been there for almost a week.'
'Do what you want,' Rafe said.
'Then I will.' Keely stepped out of the car and slammed the door behind her. She circled around the front then looked both ways before starting across the street. She turned when she heard Rafe get out of the car and, an instant later, he'd grabbed her arm and yanked her into his embrace.
He kissed her, hard and deep, refusing to allow her a chance to breathe. And when he finally released her, he smiled tightly. 'I'll pick you up after work.' With that, he turned around and got back into the car. When the engine roared to life, Keely stepped back. She watched him drive off down the street, her mind whirling with both the aftereffects of his kiss and overwhelming confusion.
There were times when she didn't understand Rafe Kendrick at all. Maybe that's what she found so attractive about him, that bad boy beneath the expensive Italian suits. That mercurial man who kept her guessing. She was living on the edge, never knowing what would happen next and she liked it.
Keely ran up the steps to the pub, turning her mind to thoughts of her family. Maybe Rafe was right. Maybe it was time to tell Seamus. She knew her father a bit better now and she was almost sure that he'd take the news well. 'I'm going to tell him. I have fifteen minutes before the pub opens and by the time the first customer walks in, Seamus Quinn is going to have a daughter.' She pulled the door open and walked inside.
Keely knew something was wrong the moment she saw her family gathered at the end of the bar. They were standing in a tight circle, their heads bent in an intense discussion. A sliver of fear shot through her when she saw the serious expressions on their faces. She searched the bar for Seamus, and when she didn't see him, her fear increased. Had something happened to him? Was he ill? She'd just assumed he'd be around when she was ready to tell him, but he wasn't a young man anymore.
She hung her jacket on the rack near the door, then stowed her purse behind the bar. Her brothers were all talking in heated tones and didn't notice her arrival. She strained to hear what they were saying, moving closer and closer. When Liam finally broke away from the group, she caught his eye. He walked to the end of the bar. 'Is everything all right?' Keely asked, her heart slamming in her chest.
Liam turned back to look at his brothers, then raked his hands through his hair. His face was tinged with exhaustion and his brow furrowed with worry. 'No,' he said.
'What is it? Is it Seamus? Is he sick?'
'No,' Liam repeated. 'I mean, he's not sick. It's just-' He paused, obviously trying to decide what he would tell her. 'He's in trouble. The cops came and got him early this morning and they're holding him for questioning.'
Keely gasped. 'For what?'
He shook his head. 'Nothing. You don't have to worry about it. It'll all get sorted out. But there's something else. Some bad news.'
'Seamus in jail isn't bad news?' Keely asked.
'We had an unscheduled visit from the building inspector the other day and he found asbestos on some of the heating pipes. He's shutting us down until it's removed. With the bar closed down, my father won't be able to meet the mortgage. He barely does now and we all work for free. If the bank calls the mortgage in, he'll lose the pub.'
'I can't believe this.'
'Conor doesn't think this is all happening by chance,' Liam said, lowering his voice so his brothers couldn't hear. 'He thinks someone is out to get our da. We're just trying to figure out what to do. For now, I don't think we can keep you on.'
'I'll work for tips,' Keely said.
'It's not that. It's going to take at least a week to get workmen here and a few more weeks to complete the job and then we have to wait for a reinspection and that could take a week, maybe two. We've got to move everything out and move it all back in again. The bar could be closed for a month.'
'I could help,' Keely offered. A whole month without an excuse to see her father and brothers. This couldn't be happening. She had to find a way to stay in touch. Maybe she should tell them right now.
Liam shook his head. 'No, this a family thing. We'll deal with it. We're not going to open today, but you can stay for your shift and help clean up, then collect your pay. Sean will get you cash from the till. We've got your phone number so when things get straightened away, we'll call you. But we won't be upset if you have to take another job. A month is a long time to go without a paycheck.' He wiped his hands on a bar towel. 'So, I guess that's it.'
'Don't worry,' Keely said. 'Everything will be all right. Why don't you go back to your brothers. I'll wash these glasses and dust the bottles on the back bar.'