'Like what?' he asked as he rose. Sean moved to the bed and sat on the edge. Her pulse quickened as the mattress sank under his weight. 'Tell me.'
She could barely see him in the dark, but she felt the heat from his body, heard the soft sound of his breathing. He found her hand and slipped his fingers between hers, drawing it up to his mouth.
'I-I have this plan,' she said as he pressed a kiss to the tip of one finger. 'I'm going to do something good with the money. But I can't talk about it. I'm afraid I'll jinx it.'
'You can tell me, Laurel.' Sean kissed another finger, his lips soft. She shivered, grateful that she didn't keep any really embarrassing secrets. No secret would be safe once Sean started kissing her. 'I found this old building in a neighborhood in Dorchester and I want to open an arts center there. We'd have after-school activities in theater, music, dance, maybe painting.' She reached over and turned on the light, suddenly excited to be telling someone about her plans. 'You should see the building. It's perfect. It's got all this space and it's right on the bus line. And it's within walking distance of two grade schools.'
'That's what you want the money for?'
Laurel nodded. 'When I was little, my mother sent me to art lessons and dance class. And in the summer, she took me to acting classes. When she died, I could hardly think about that time in my life, because it was so much a part of my memories of her. It hurt too much. But then when I started teaching music, it all came back to me. Those teachers made a difference in my life.'
'It's a great idea,' Sean said.
She clutched his hand, pulling it to her. 'Do you really think so?'
'Who knows? Something like that might have made a difference for me.'
Laurel smiled. 'I told you my secrets. Now you have to tell me yours.'
'I don't have any secrets,' Sean replied.
She took his hand and kissed his fingertips one by one. 'I promise, I won't judge.' He stared at her for a long moment and Laurel felt a shiver skitter down her spine. Sometimes he looked at her and she saw desire in his eyes, knew that if she just leaned forward, he'd kiss her. Was any of this real between them? Did he fantasize about her in the same way she did about him?
'All right,' Sean said. 'Shove over.'
Laurel shimmied to the other side of the bed and Sean lay down beside her, stretching his long legs out in front of him. This nervous anticipation, the flutter of her heart when Sean moved beside her, the quickening of her pulse when his shoulder bumped against hers-all of it was so exciting.
He leaned back into the pillows and sighed. 'My childhood wasn't the best. My da was a commercial fisherman and he was gone all the time. My ma walked out when I was three. And my brothers and I raised ourselves. I grew up… confused. And angry. And rebellious.'
'Did you get in trouble?'
'I was well on my way to a career as a criminal.'
'And what stopped you?'
Sean shrugged, a response that she'd grown used to already. He shrugged when he needed more time to think, always so careful about what he revealed, so wary of letting someone know him. He was a man of very few words and Laurel had grown to love that about him.
'There were a lot of petty little crimes. And then, one day, I stole a car and spent a night in jail. And I realized I was just one step away from losing control of my life. It took a while for that to sink in all the way. I got fired from a few jobs, got bounced out of the police academy. Then I took a few courses and got my P.I. license.'
'And now you break up weddings for a living?' Laurel teased.
Sean chuckled. He didn't laugh often, but the sound was like a tiny victory for her. He trusted her enough to let her in, to show her a side that he didn't reveal often. She'd thought her childhood scars ran deep, but Sean's weren't even scars. The wounds still seemed raw.
'I think I did you a favor.' He slipped his arm around her shoulders and pulled her against him.
Laurel's hand rested on his chest and she watched as it rose and fell with his breathing. 'I think you did,' she murmured. 'I think you rescued me.'
She stared at him, waiting, hoping, that he'd kiss her. And then he did, a sweet and gentle kiss, the warmth of his mouth sending a wave of wonderful sensation through her body. Laurel wondered if he knew the power he had over her, how just a simple kiss could make her lose all sense of who she was.
He pulled back and gently brushed her hair out of her eyes. 'I think you need to sleep,' he murmured.
She curled into him, resting her head in the curve of his arm. Suddenly exhaustion overwhelmed her and her eyes grew heavy. 'I'm tired.'
'I'll be here when you wake up,' he said.
She felt his lips on her forehead and Laurel smiled. Maybe this 'marriage' wouldn't be so bad after all. If she could just find a way to keep him in her bed, it might be better than she'd ever expected.
Sean opened his eyes slowly and found himself in an unfamiliar bed. For a moment, he wasn't sure where he was. The thought that he'd had too much to drink the previous night drifted through his mind, but he didn't have a headache and his mouth didn't taste like a used gym sock. He slowly pushed up on his elbows and looked around the room.
'Laurel,' he murmured before letting himself fall back into the pillow. He rolled over onto his stomach and closed his eyes. He'd never spent an entire night in a woman's bed. And what time he had spent had involved sex.
Even though they hadn't been intimate, the thought of making love to Laurel hadn't been far from his mind. But she'd said it herself-he'd rescued her. And if he wanted to avoid the Quinn family curse, then he needed to exercise some self-control.
The bathroom door swung open and Laurel stepped out. His face still pressed into the pillow, Sean watched her surreptitiously through one eye. She wore a robe made of loose, flowing fabric that gaped at her breasts and clung to her limbs.
She glanced over at the bed, but from her angle he must have appeared to be sleeping. A moment later, she let the robe drop to the floor, offering him a tempting view of her backside. He held his breath, afraid to move, and watched as she pulled a lacy bra and panties out of her wardrobe.
A groan nearly slipped from his throat as he let his gaze drift from the nape of her neck to her long legs. God, she had a beautiful body, curves in all the right places, and skin that had felt like silk beneath his hands.
His response to the sight of her naked form was involuntary and he felt himself grow hard. Sean knew he ought to look away, or to at least let her know he was watching. But he waited until she'd pulled on a sleeveless blouse and finished buttoning it before he moved. And when he did, she quickly turned.
'Good morning,' Laurel said, hurrying to the closet to retrieve a short little flowered skirt. 'Are you awake?'
As he sat up, Sean tried to act sleepier than he really was. In truth, his blood was racing so quickly through his veins and his heart was pounding so hard that he could have jumped out of bed and run five miles in record time. 'I'm awake,' he murmured. More awake than even he wanted to be.
'Get up,' she said. 'I want to take you somewhere.' She crossed to the bed and sat on the edge, not bothering to finish dressing. Her long legs were bare and did nothing to alleviate his discomfort.
'Give me a moment,' Sean said.
She grabbed his hand and gave it a tug, but he pulled back until she tumbled beside him onto the bed. He wanted to kiss her, to run his hands up and down her gorgeous legs. But Sean knew that doing so wouldn't help his… condition.
Laurel laughed, then sat beside him, crossing her legs in front of her. 'I slept so well last night. I thought I'd be jet-lagged but I wasn't. I'm just full of energy. And I'm famished. I think we should go out and get some breakfast.'
'I could use some coffee,' Sean said. That, and a very cold shower. 'Do you think Alistair made some?'
'I take it you're not a morning person?'
'Is it morning?'
