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'Now, gentlemen,' said Harris to the two of us, 'I must trouble you to step forward with the rest. Senhor Santos insists on taking his chance along with the young lady in my gig. I've told him the risk, but he insists, and the gig'll hold no more.'
'But she must have a crew, and I can row. For God's sake take me, captain!' cried I; for Eva Denison sat weeping in her deck chair, and my heart bled faint at the thought of leaving her, I who loved her so, and might die without ever telling her my love! Harris, however, stood firm.
'There's that quartermaster and my steward, and Jose the nigger,' said he. 'That's quite enough, Mr. Cole, for I ain't above an oar myself; but, by God, I'm skipper o' this here ship, and I'll skip her as long as I remain aboard!'
I saw his hand go to his belt; I saw the pistols stuck there for mutineers. I looked at Santos. He answered me with his neutral shrug, and, by my soul, he struck a match and lit a cigarette in that hour of life and death! Then last I looked at Ready; and he leant invertebrate over the rail, gasping pitiably from his exertions in regaining the poop, a dying man once more. I pointed out his piteous state.
'At least,' I whispered, 'you won't refuse to take him?'
'Will there be anything to take?' said the captain brutally.
Santos advanced leisurely, and puffed his cigarette over the poor wasted and exhausted frame.
'It is for you to decide, captain,' said he cynically; 'but this one will make no deeference. Yes, I would take him. It will not be far,' he added, in a tone that was not the less detestable for being lowered.
'Take them both!' moaned little Eva, putting in her first and last sweet word.
'Then we all drown, Evasinha,' said her stepfather. 'It is impossible.'
'We're too many for her as it is,' said the captain. 'So for'ard with ye, Mr. Cole, before it's too late.'
But my darling's brave word for me had fired my blood, and I turned with equal resolution on Harris and on the Portuguese. 'I will go like a lamb,' said I, 'if you will first give me five minutes' conversation with Miss Denison. Otherwise I do not go; and as for the gig, you may take me or leave me, as you choose.'
'What have you to say to her?' asked Santos, coming up to me, and again lowering his voice.
I lowered mine still more. 'That I love her!' I answered in a soft ecstasy. 'That she may remember how I loved her, if I die!'
His shoulders shrugged a cynical acquiescence.
'By all mins, senhor; there is no harm in that.'
I was at her side before another word could pass his withered lips.
'Miss Denison, will you grant me five minutes', conversation? It may be the last that we shall ever have together!'
Uncovering her face, she looked at me with a strange terror in her great eyes; then with a questioning light that was yet more strange, for in it there was a wistfulness I could not comprehend. She suffered me to take her hand, however, and to lead her unresisting to the weather rail.
'What is it you have to say?' she asked me in her turn. 'What is it that you - think?'
Her voice fell as though she must have the truth.
'That we have all a very good chance,' said I heartily.
'Is that all ?' cried Eva, and my heart sank at her eager manner.
She seemed at once disappointed and relieved. Could it be possible she dreaded a declaration which she had foreseen all along? My evil first experience rose up to warn me. No, I would not speak now; it was no time. If she loved me, it might make her love me less; better to trust to God to spare us both.
'Yes, it is all,' I said doggedly.
She drew a little nearer, hesitating. It was as though her disappointment had gained on her relief.
'Do you know what I thought you were going to say?'
'No, indeed.'
'Dare I tell you?'
'You can trust me.'
Her pale lips parted. Her great eyes shone. Another instant, and she had told me that which I would have given all but life itself to know. But in that tick of time a quick step came behind me, and the light went out of the sweet face upturned to mine.
'I cannot! I must not! Here is - that man!'
Senhor Santos was all smiles and rings of pale-blue smoke.
'You will be cut off, friend Cole,' said he. 'The fire is spreading.'
'Let it spread!' I cried, gazing my very soul into the young girl's eyes. 'We have not finished our conversation.
'We have!' said she, with sudden decision. 'Go - go - for my sake - for your own sake - go at once!'
She gave me her hand. I merely clasped it. And so I left her at the rail-ah, heaven! how often we had argued on that very spot! So I left her, with the greatest effort of all my life (but one); and yet in passing, full as my heart was of love and self, I could not but lay a hand on poor Ready's shoulders.
