Systemic Shock

By now Sanger had had time to fume over the fact that they were searching for a small blonde girl with a tiny baby. For a time, they pondered a thin vertical smudge to the north, then decided it was a dust-devil.

'You deliberately shanghaied us here, and abandoned those poor devils at the ranch,' Sanger's hands accused as they turned eastward.

'I don't think that last pair of prophets will go any farther than the ambush,'' he replied manually.

'Two dozen hostages against two,' Sanger insisted.

'But one of those is my,' he began, and could not make the sign for friend. 'I knew that kid,' he signaled.

Sanger rolled her eyes toward heaven, squelched a smile, then pointed a finger in warning and added, 'Don't you ever put me in the middle like this again. Clear!'

His sheepish nod was almost that of innocence, and disarmed her wrath into inaudible chuckles.

Together, Quantrill and Sanger covered several sections of land before resting, at noon, beneath a lone scrub oak. He admitted via signs to Sanger that he hadn't really expected to cut a fresh trail from Sandy Grange.

'But you had to try,' she signed.

A shrug.

'Would you do as much for me'¹.'

Dust-covered, sweat-stained, he could not help grinning. “For you I do other things.'

'Promises, promises,' she signed, licking cracked lips, fully aware that she was a dust-caked travesty of herself at the moment. She found that he did not care about the dust; warned herself that Quantrill's unusually gentle and deliberate love-making was only a ploy to keep their breathing quiet — one more way to allay the suspicions of Control.

At midafternoon they set out again, this time quartering toward the ranch, and found it at last. Control meted out a small punishment then, insisting that they head straight for the south. The last pair of prophets had been intercepted by a civil patrol outside the town of Menard. Was there any reason why the team could not buy a ride and rendezvous with others north of Del Rio?

Quantrill and Sanger spat cottony fluff, accepted their new assignment, and trudged toward the highway. Sanger signed once, as they waited coins in hand to buy a ride just before dark: 'Don't feel bad. You risked your head for the kid, when we both know she's probably been iced days ago.'

Quantrill nodded. He made no other reply then or later; it was not the first time he had exiled a memory.

Sandys jurnal 30 Jul. Wens.

Im the black sheep, yessiryessir 3 bagsful. When these bags offormla is gone I dont know what Child will drink, but I bet she can live on sheep milk if I can do it right like mom but I wisht I knew where mom is. I try to chew food for Child but she just spits it up and grins. She dont know nothing.

When I saw my freind Sunday my legs about gave way. I tried to keep still but Child fijited and there wasnt no place to run and this poor title knife in my napsack didnt scare him none and maybe it was right to cry. Myfreind sniffed me and Child a long time then shoved us toward this old dugout shack. I heard that ants keep bugs and rats keep mice but my dady never told me big animals keep sheep, he just said Rusian bores was devils. I gess even my dady didnt know everthing. My freind likes getting scrached on top high as I can reach and I think it tikles him to give me and Child rides but he dont like grownups. Today I thout hed go after them 2 with the guns but I scrached him and we kept hid. Jurnal I swear the man looked like sombody I knew once but no, his hair and face was a little diffrent. Besides Ted was nice but this man did bad things with the woman unless they was maried. One thing sure, he wasnt no profet to judje from what they did to them devils in the burnt truck if it was them, I dont know. I gess Child and me will stay here long as I can feed her. This is your last page jurnal and I dont have no more paper just when Im having crazy ideas with words. Like Knifetooth Hammerhoof Windswift

Treetoptall.

Enemy of my enemy

Is my freind.

O well, paper or no paper I have Child and I have my freind and thats enouf. I know folks call him Bale but hes freind to Child and me. Thats good, boy Id sure hate to have him for a enemy!!

Almost had afire going today but too much smoke, next time will try at nite. We sure dont need blankets when my freind is here in the dugout, what we need is earplugs. I never knew hogs snored but ever day you learn somthing new. Keep your pages dry jurnal ha ha.

Love Sandy

Chapter Seventy-Six

Eve Simpson had expected to find some careworn drudge in a closet-sized office in a forgotten corner of Sound Stage West. Her first astonishment was that Commander Boren Mills rated office and apartment space nearly as large as her own. It did not sweeten her mood much.

'You know damned well who I am,' she flashed at the female rating who screened Mills's callers. 'And your inky-fingered censor is about to find out who my friends are if I don't see him right now.'

The heavy door behind the secretary slid back. The harried rating flushed as she turned. 'I'm sorry, sir,' she said, 'I was about to—'

'It's okay — ah, as you were,' Mills said easily. 'I think I know—'

'It's not okay,' Eve stormed, stalking around the desk. 'I came to beard this old bastard Mills in his den. Nobody chops up an interview of mine like that, mister.'

'The old bastard is in,' said the young commander with a rapid wink at the rating. 'Let's beard him together.'

Eve swept past the young officer, determined to maintain the fine edge on her anger, glaring about her in search of a third party in the inner office. She thought the young officer's handshake would be perfunctory until he kissed her hand.

'Where is Mills?'

'Praying for forgiveness,' he murmured, 'and holding your hand.'

She jerked back, made an open-palmed gesture, then dropped both hands to her ample hips. 'Shit oh dear,' said the rosebud mouth, fighting a smile. 'I suppose you think I haven't been charmed by experts.'

'You deserve nothing less,' he said, meaning it. Now buxom to the point of pudginess, Eve no longer provoked dry mouths and itchy fingers in most young men — except on video, where NBN's image enhancement magic made her appear merely a bit plumpish. To Boren Mills, she was a classic by Titian, a haughty nymph with the mouth of a cruel Cupid; intelligence to match her arrogance; perfection itself.

Eve did not have to trust a man to enjoy him. This cool natty customer with the widow's peak and the smooth line just might be susceptible to her young-old charm if not to her threats. Besides, she thought with a tingly rush, he swung a heavy stick around NBN for such a young guy. Probably a pal of Brucie's. But oh, well, whatthehell… 'What I really deserve,' she said musically, 'is freedom of the press.'

Mills poured her a Cointreau, sat with her on a well-lighted couch, listened to her argument. Her interview with an English-speaking Chinese refugee in Mexico, she insisted, was just what the American public wanted: a dirge for a dying China. 'That stuff about the little matter synthesizer was pure dynamite,' she added, 'even if it was just rumor.'

'And could blow up in our faces,' Mills replied. 'If you weren't who you are, I wouldn't be discussing it. But obviously you have the need to know. Forget about what Americans believe, for the moment. What if the RUS believed — and I happen to know it couldn't be true — that the chromium and platinum they trade us might not be