her uncle’s, then hers, then ashes; Los Angeles, all smoke and darkness even beneath its hammering sun, rolling out to the panel’s faux horizon. The yacht must have been set up for Eldon Tyrell’s personal use; that would’ve been his preference, to travel between planets and yet seemingly not move at all, the view remaining as that seen from the center of his empire. Or perhaps—a sad notion—this was what the obsequious duo up in the cockpit had thought she would like. The past, or at least a piece of it, frozen and sliced like a laboratory specimen and put up here for the cold microscope of her eye to fasten upon.
They don’t know-people like them, minions and underlings; it wasn’t their job to know. Or even their nature; Sarah knew that she could tell them, let them in on the big secret, that she herself, the recipient of their servile adorations, had destroyed all they held most sacred, the Tyrell Corporation itself—and they wouldn’t believe her. Or they would believe and not believe at the same time, mere contradiction being no impediment to true faith. Especially for these believers, carrying on the great Tyrell cause, toiling in the shadows; when the corporation had existed in the light, it had dealt in artificiality. Lies, really—Sarah had found it harder and harder to distinguish those from truth, from reality, whatever those might have been.
“More human than human,” the Tyrell Corporation’s advertising slogan; what the hell could that mean? Sarah shook her head as she lowered herself back into the padded embrace of a reproduction eighteenth-century wing chair. The statement had always annoyed her; it was like saying “More real than real.”
The leather sank beneath her weight, the ship’s simulated gravity gentle, unnoticeable as a kiss while sleeping. Was there a scale of realness, of humanness, upon which different things could be at different points? And did the points shift? A notion she found amusing—she rather liked the idea of becoming progressively less human. All the human parts of her nature had only caused her grief .
Like falling in love. Sarah closed her eyes. And thought of Deckard. That was a mistake, she mused grimly. That was what she got for even trying to be human. Better to have stayed a Tyrell, right to the ice-crystaled ventricles of her heart. A family tradition: a Voigt-Kampff machine slapped onto her uncle would have frozen up and died like a broken-winged bird in an Arctic wind. So much for empathy as a way of determining who’s human and who’s not.
A reproduction of the antique bureau plat from the Tyrell Corporation’s demolished headquarters had been installed next to the wing chair. Sarah sat forward and pulled open the central door. The real bureau plat-now also reduced to ashes, driven into L.A.’s concrete and rubble by the monsoon rains—had had several useful things in it; the repro desk had only the remote control for the opposite wall’s viewscreen. That was enough; she leaned back and thumbed through the displayed menus until the phony cityscape had been replaced by a real-time view from the trailing opticals. Mars was already a red dot, everything on it even less from this distance. Including that bastard Deckard-her thumb rested on the remote’s Off button, poised for obliteration.
She hesitated, one moment merging with the next. Prolonging the sensation she felt: not pleasure—she was beyond that—but a certain satisfaction. Not with the present, but what was to come.
“I was a fool.” Sarah spoke aloud, her words echoing against the hard metal bulkheads underneath the ersatz tapestries and wall hangings. Not necessarily for falling in love with him—for wanting the same thing that Rachael, the replicant with her face, could have so easily—but for thinking that she could get back at him while stuck in a shabby little hovel in one of the Martian emigrant colonies. Money a weapon; revenge facilitated by all the power of the Tyrell Corporation. Even in this, its shadow form. The appearance at the hovel’s doorstep of the die-hard true believers, Wycliffe and Zwingli, had been the answer to the prayer she hadn’t even spoken inside her own head yet.
She had screwed people over both with and without money, the difference being that money and power made the screwing deeper and longer-lasting. Even terminal. “Whatever works,” she murmured.
Her thumb pressed down and the image disappeared, replaced by blank wall.
Sarah stood up from the wing chair and tossed the remote back onto the bureau plat repro.
An hour or so later, when she came back into the lounge area, the two men were waiting for her. They both looked fidgety and nervous, as though their impersonations of the late Eldon Tyrell were wearing through.
“What can I do for you, gentlemen?” Sarah rubbed the thick white towel through her hair, then draped it along her neck. In the wing chair, she crossed her legs, letting the Tyrell-logo’d bathrobe part just enough to show the pale flesh above her knee. “Nothing too important, I hope. I’m still getting . . . used to things. Again.”
While they organized their reply, she slit open the pack of illicit tobacco cigarettes she had found in the master sleeping quarters. Golden Wood Dove, her favorite, from the farthest and least accessible of all the Kampuchean warlord protectorates. Expensive, obtainable only through the U.N.’s own diplomatic courier pouches —the shadow corporation’s contacts must be well in order. Along with their research: in the bedroom’s closets, she had found a reasonable approximation of at least part of the wardrobe she’d had back in Los Angeles, sized down to reflect the weight she had lost on the emigrant colony’s starvation diet.
“Miss Tyrell—” As before, Wycliffe was the pair’s spokesman. “There’s a lot we need to talk about.”
She tilted her head back and watched the ship’s air-circulation system draw away her exhaled blue smoke. “You’ve already talked.” She lowered her cool, level gaze to theirs. “What more do you have to say?”
“But . . . you don’t even know where we’re going.”
“Where we’re taking you to,” chimed in Zwingli.
“Does it matter?” Sarah gave an unconcerned shrug. “Back to Earth, presumably; that seems to be the direction in which we’re heading.” She pulled the edge of the robe back over her knee. “Los Angeles, perhaps? Is that where this little shadow corporation operates from?”
“No—” Wycliffe shook his head; a moment later, so did his partner. “There’s nothing there. At least as regards the Tyrell Corporation.” His expression lapsed into mournfulness. “It’s all gone. The headquarters complex . . . the pyramid .
“Yes, I know.” She sighed. “I’m sure it was the site of your happiest days.
Get over it.” Sarah flicked away the cigarette’s ash. “Zurich, then. Or somewhere close by. I seem to recall that as being the branch office for most of our overseas operations.”
Wycliffe’s eyes narrowed into slits. “We don’t talk about Zurich. Not inside the shadow corporation, that is.”
“Those sonsabitches.” Zwingli’s face had hardened into an identical angry mask. “Turncoats.”
“Let’s just say Wycliffe’s voice was as bitter as his expression. “Not all Tyrell Corporation employees had the same degree of loyalty. Some of the more remote branches of the company sold out to the U.N. security agencies. Or they tried to.” One corner of his mouth curled into an ugly smirk. “They would have, if the shadow corporation hadn’t gotten to them first.”
“We took care of business,” said Zwingli. “Ours and theirs.”
“I bet you did.” If Sarah hadn’t been convinced before that these two were left over from the old Tyrell Corporation, she was now. The culture inside the L.A. headquarters building had been nurtured by her uncle into a magnified form of his own personality. Inside that pyramid, the way to get ahead had been through murder, or at least a display of one’s willingness along those lines. All in the service of the Tyrell Corporation as manifested by Eldon Tyrell. “So Zurich’s not on the grand tour anymore, I take it.”
Both men nodded their heads.
She waited, but neither of them said anything more. They stood and gazed at her with an apparent lack of sexual appetite that she found offensive.
“Gentlemen—it’s not that long a trip between Mars and Earth. Not aboard one of these yachts.” Sarah took a long drag on the cigarette, taking it halfway down its length. She held out her hand to regard the glowing ember. “And my patience is even shorter.” She looked back at the men. “So why don’t you just tell me where we’re going?”
They looked frightened, as though some moment they’d been dreading since birth had finally arrived. “It’s Wycliffe’s pale, large-knuckled hands tugged at each other. “It’s not that easy . . .”
“Jesus Christ.” It struck her once more that the pair’s impersonations of the late Eldon Tyrell hadn’t penetrated past the skin. Her uncle at least had had the courage of the selfabsorbed. “Show me, then.”
Wycliffe appeared relieved by the suggestion. He dug through the inside pocket of his coat and extracted a folding map, so old that the creases had turned to lines of soft white fur. He spread it out on the bureau plat, hands patting the paper smooth.
“You can’t use the screen?” She pointed to the far wall of the lounge.
“Instead of that thing?”
