'I'll take my chances.' His index finger traced the curve of her lower lip. 'You have a beautiful mouth. I love to see you smile. It lights up the whole world. You don't do it often enough, though.'
'Clancy, for God's sake,
'I'm listening.' His eyes met hers. 'Thank you for the warning, acushla, but it's too late. I don't have a choice any longer. I have to try.' He smiled faintly. 'I must warn you that I can be a fairly tough customer when I go after something, and there will be no holds barred this time. It's a battle I've got to win.'
'You can't win, dammit? It's a no-win situation.' Her lower lip was throbbing and felt swollen and satin soft beneath the light caress of his finger. That throbbing seemed to be sending out shock waves to every nerve ending in her body. 'Let me go.'
He shook his head. 'I couldn't, even if I wanted to now. We have to finish what we've started.'
'We haven't started anything. Now is the time to-' His hands were suddenly at her waist and he pulled her to the floor beside him. 'Clancy!'
His blue eyes were dancing. 'I have to show you that it's already begun, don't I?' His big hands gently framed her face. 'Don't worry. I'm not going to attack. I just want to make a point.' His head lowered slowly until his warm breath feathered her lips. He was barely touching her and she could feel the tremors begin to sear through her. He chuckled. 'That's not the only thing I want to make, of course, but it will do for a start.' His lips touched hers with the greatest delicacy, tasting, brushing, moving, giving her only enough to tantalize without satisfying. His broad chest brushed against her breasts as he shifted position to angle her lips to meet his. She inhaled sharply and felt him hesitate for the fraction of an instant before his lips closed on hers once more. He lifted his head. 'Your breasts are exquisitely sensitive, aren't they?' he murmured. 'I thought they were.' He rubbed his upper body against her with a slow, sinuous movement. She couldn't breathe, and the tremors had centered to become a pulsating ache between her thighs. Her breasts were firming, swelling, and she could feel the hard crest of her nipples thrust against the knit of her sweater. Her eyes closed as she reached for his shoulders to keep herself from swaying. 'Earlier, on the beach, I wanted to do this,' he said thickly. 'And so much more. I wanted to take that satin top off you and just look at you. I wanted to take your nipples in my fingersand make them come alive for me.' His hands dropped away from her face to the hollow of her back, arching her up against him. The sound she made deep in her throat was a half moan. 'I wanted to use my tongue, my lips, and my teeth.' Lisa could hear the heavy pounding of his heart against her breasts, and it triggered a melting somewhere deep within her. She swayed and knew if his hands hadn't been supporting her, her knees would have given way. 'I wanted to touch you with every part of me. I still do.'
'Please. This is crazy.' For heaven's sake, it was the lightest of foreplay and she was about to go up in smoke. She had never before experienced anything even remotely resembling this emotional tempest. 'Clancy, this has got to stop.'
'I know.' His chest labored with the harshness of his breathing as he tightened his arms around her. 'It's getting out of hand. Give me a minute.'
That was easy to say. The muscles of his chest were still pressed against her, and she could sense his sexual arousal as a living force, swirling in waves around her. There was no aphrodisiac stronger than the knowledge of that arousal. Her hands pressed against his chest. It was a mistake, for now she could feel the heated thunder of his heart against her palms. 'Now,' she said desperately, opening her eyes to gaze up at him. 'Right now!'
He drew a shuddering breath, then his arms dropped away from her and he sat back on his heels. 'Okay.' The skin was pulled taut over his cheekbones. There was a heavy sensuality curving his lips, and his nostrils were flaring slightly. Helooked hungry… Oh, did she look like that, too? He smiled with an obvious effort. 'I think the point's been made, anyway. We want each other.' His breath released in an explosive rush. 'How we want each other!'
'Yes.' She raised a trembling hand to brush back a lock of hair from her eyes. 'But it doesn't change anything. I'm not about to mistake lust for love. And I'm not about to tumble happily into your bed just because I have a yen for you. I have an idea you'd use that to your advantage.'
'Smart lady. I'd do just that.' His eyes were twinkling. 'But I'd make sure that our advantages were so closely entwined that you wouldn't realize who was using whom.'
A wave of heat suddenly rushed over her as she had a sudden mental image of that 'entwining.' She jumped to her feet. 'I think I'd better go to my room. It's time we resumed our roles of prisoner and jailer.'
For a fleeting moment she thought she saw a shadow of pain in Clancy's face. It was gone the next instant. She must have been mistaken; Donahue was far too iron tough to allow himself that emotion. 'All right. If it makes you feel safer.'
There was a hint of desperation in her laugh. 'There's something a little macabre about feeling safer as a helpless prisoner.'
'You're not the helpless one,' Clancy said quietly. 'I am. I've never been so damn vulnerable in my entire life.'
Her smile faded. He was doing it to her again. Pain, sadness, a yearning to comfort, and the sexual riptide that embroiled them in a whirlpool. 'Idon't want you to feel helpless,' she said with a fierceness that shocked even herself. 'I don't want you to feel anything at all for me.'
He stood looking at her without answering.
Her hands clenched into fists at her sides. 'I won't let you make me feel guilty about something over which I have no control. You're not going to complicate my life. I like it fine just the way it is.'
'Do you? Somehow I received the impression that you could use a little help in straightening out one or two aspects.' He shrugged. 'At any rate, you're going to get it whether you like it or not.'
'Clancy, I won't have you marching in and taking me over. Your men might be intimidated enough to put up with that bull, but I won't.'
'We'll see. Now you'd better go to your room and rest. I've put you through something of an emotional marathon, haven't I? Just go to bed and sleep on it. Here's the way I think we should handle it. First courtship, then sex, and finally marriage.' He grinned. 'If you want to rearrange that order, I'm open for suggestions. I definitely can be had.'
The inarticulate sound she made was charged with both frustration and exasperation. She turned on her heel and strode toward the door.
'Lisa.'
She stopped as she reached for the doorknob.
'We both know we're going to end up in bed together. In another couple of minutes we'd have been making love on that carpet.'
Her hand tightened on the knob.
'I just wanted to tell you that I'll try to let you get accustomed to me before we-' He broke off and then continued with rough awkwardness, 'Oh,hell, I mean I'll try to be your friend before I become your lover.'
She opened the door. 'You're not going to be either one. You're just my jailer, Clancy.' The door closed firmly behind her.
Clancy uttered a brief but explicit curse. Lord, he certainly had a way with words. It was a wonder she hadn't reacted more strongly to his clumsiness. He had wanted to tell her that he'd be gentle, charming, and considerate. The way it had come out, it had sounded as if he were doing her a favor, by not throwing her in bed and jumping her bones. He had thought he'd learned a little diplomacy working for Alex, but evidently it had vanished completely the moment he'd first seen Lisa. All his confidence had disappeared, and he'd felt like a big clumsy oaf of an Irishman with his first woman.
He strode to the cellarette and poured himself a stiff drink. It would probably knock him on his backside as tired as he was, but that might not be a bad thing. At least he would forget what a colossal ass he had made of himself. He drank the brandy down in three swallows and started to reach for the bottle again, then stopped. No, he didn't want to get plastered tonight. Tomorrow he would try to repair the damage his clumsiness had wrought, and he didn't need a hangover to cloud his senses.
Courtship. It was an old-fashioned concept, but one that was very appealing to him. A woman like Lisa deserved not only courtship, but the most careful gentleness and cherishing. Despite her strength and spirit, she gave the impression ofbeing infinitely fragile and fine drawn. When she wasn't smiling there was a somberness about her that filled him with a fierce protectiveness. Pain. There was so much pain behind that tranquil facade. Sometimes he could almost f
