leaving, all the pragmatic, sane, rational ones.
'Please, Dermott, hold me…'
Her soft voice drifted around him, caressed him. He fought against his desires, knowing he'd only hurt her again, knowing he couldn't give her what she wanted, and then he felt her arms slide around his waist. For a second more he controlled his impulses, and then his hand slipped away from the door handle.
Gently unclasping her arms, he turned to face her.
'I'm so sorry,' she whispered. 'I shouldn't beg. You must be so tired of women doing that to-'
'I can't just hold you,' he interrupted. 'You know that, don't you?'
'I don't care.'
He briefly shut his eyes against the intensity of his feelings, and when his lashes lifted, he said, 'I won't be able to stay long.'
'I don't care about that either.'
'You might later.' He drew in a shallow breath because he seemed to be suffocating. 'I'm trying to be- honest…'
'I understand.'
'And this won't change my mind about the duel, if that's what you're thinking.'
'Fine,' she conceded.
'Bloody hell…' His voice was gruff, heated, an undertone of resentment in the expletive. And then he suddenly gripped her shoulders, his fingers biting into her flesh. 'We shouldn't be doing this. We shouldn't even be talking about-'
'I'll take responsibility.'
'For everything?' His dark gaze was turbulent, fierce. 'I don't have protection here. This isn't a room for assignations.' He was baiting her, capable of controlling his ejaculations, but restive, angry, he wished to give her no quarter.
'It doesn't matter.'
'Don't say that.' His voice was hot with temper, with carnal lust and craving.
'I mean it.'
'You'd risk having my child?'
'I wouldn't consider it a risk.'
'Jesus, Izzy…' Releasing his grip, he stepped back, only to come up against the barricade of the door.
She followed him that small distance, slid her gloved palms up over the lapels of his jacket while he stood rigid, motionless. Raising herself on tiptoe, she slipped her hands around his neck. 'What are we going to do about this?'
It wasn't a question a man like Dermott could ignore, his sexual response honed to a fine pitch over the years, his erection hard between them. 'I thought maybe I'd send you home,' he brusquely muttered, restless, touchy, struggling against his base impulses.
'Send me home in an hour,' she murmured, melting against him, her urges as ravenous, as outrageous. Terror-driven as well. She might never see him again. He might be dead tomorrow. And suddenly nothing mattered but feeling him one last time. 'You can spare me an hour, can't you?' Her voice was liquid heat as she slid her fingers through his dark hair and tugged his head down.
Her kiss was sweet and warm, all promise and glowing welcome.
He might never again feel the sweetness of her mouth on his, he thought, understanding the odds against him. And the warmth of her body, the soft pressure of her breasts, her hips, her thighs, burned through the fabric of his evening clothes, reminding him of all the pleasures they'd shared. Of the ecstasy he felt in her arms.
'Make love to me, please… please,' she whispered, her breath warm on his mouth.
'We shouldn't.' Only sheer will kept his hands at his sides.
'But I want to feel you inside me…'
Suddenly his hands came up, and gripping her face, he engulfed the delicacy of her mouth with a hard, possessive kiss that burned away his few remaining scruples. Fueled by the pent-up frustration of their separation and his rare abstinence, he no longer thought of right or wrong, impropriety or principle, but invaded her mouth as he intended to invade her body-fiercely, urgently.
Isabella had been celibate except for Bond Street, and she answered his fevered impatience with her own blazing passion, forgetting why she'd come, why they'd last parted, all the sadness and pain of his leaving. She welcomed him with a thrilling, reckless happiness, wanting his strength and virility, wanting the unadulterated bliss of making love with him, wishing she might keep him forever.
There was no tomorrow, no yesterdays, only the haphazard present, and heedless of all but hot desire and the stark brevity of their time together, Isabella slipped her hands downward to the buttons of his trousers.
'I'll do that,' he muttered, quickly sliding his hands under her legs and lifting her into his arms. Striding to the desk, he swept aside the objects in his way; papers, books, pens, ledgers, flew to the floor, their impact deadened by the carpet. Although in his current frame of mind he would have been indifferent to the sound of breaking glass.
No one dared bother them anyway, not at Green Abbey. And Joe wouldn't interfere unless he thought Isabella in danger. And while she might be in a measure of danger, he thought, carefully placing her on the gleaming mahogany, she wasn't likely to want Joe's help.
Following her down, driven by lust, he kissed her with an unrestrained ferocity-briefly. 'I always forget how fucking hot you are,' he whispered against her mouth, swiftly untying her cloak, needing more than kisses.
'While you're still as good as ever.'
'You don't know that yet.' His grin was wicked as he stood up and began unbuttoning his trousers.
'I expect I will soon enough,' she purred, pulling off her gloves and hitching up her skirts.
'You're never bashful.'
'You taught me well.'
Her words sent a rush of blood to his erection, all the heated memories of their time together flooding his senses. That was enough unbuttoning, he decided, suddenly interested in speed, and moving forward, he pushed her skirts up to her waist and spread her thighs wider with a firm brush of his hands. 'Let's see how much you remember.'
'More than enough.' A coquettish response, so sensual and insinuating it added new dimension to his erection.
Had she'd lain with other men since they'd parted? he wondered, suddenly remembering bits of gossip from his friends, how the luscious Miss Leslie seemed bent on flirtation this weekend. Damn her, she looked like a wanton lying there with her pale thighs spread. 'Have you been practicing with other men?' he gruffly asked.
'Are we comparing our schedules since Bond Street?'
He scowled. 'I'm not in a humorous mood.'
'I noticed.'
'Answer me.' How available had she been, how willing?
'If you supply me with the same information.'
He retreated a step. 'Maybe I won't fuck you after all.'
'I think you probably will,' she softly said, lifting her feet up on the desk so his view was markedly improved.
'Trollop,' he murmured, his tone not so much rebuff as a caress.
'In fact, if I were a gambling woman,' she said with a half-smile, 'I'd bet on having sex with you. So why don't you tell me what I want to know and then I'll tell you.'
'It doesn't matter for men.'
'It does to me.' Her brows rose, and she began opening the closures on her bodice.
'Hussy.' That same velvety tone.
'Tell me,' she whispered, wanting to know for a thousand jealous reasons that defied sanity. 'And then put that wonderful cock inside me.'
All considerations save fornication were wiped from his mind at her breathy statement. Suddenly he was past games and titillation, past conversation and courtesies. Advancing closer, he slid his hands under her hips, hauled her bottom to the edge of the desk, and moved between her legs.
