Long Winter Gone

south. Eight winters it has been now since the elders of our tribe warned him not to attack the women and children and villages of the People. Yet, Yellow Hair did not hear our clear, strong words. This I do for him. So that Yellow Hair may hear better in the life to come—I wish to open his ears up to the songs he should have heard long ago.”

Eventually Monaseetah’s fingers loosened their frantic grip on the older woman’s brown wrist. “It is understood,” she replied as she pulled her hand away in resignation.

Cautiously. Bighead Woman inserted the point of the bone awl into the left ear canal then suddenly rammed it all the harder when she encountered resistance. She brought the bone spindle out accompanied with a slight trickle of blood. When she had twisted the man’s head to the left, she punctured the right ear as well. Finally she wiped the bone awl on her dusty buckskin dress and dropped it back into her pouch.

“It is right, this that you do,” Monaseetah sighed. Her voice was like a dry wind that scours the distant prairie home of her Southern Cheyenne people.

“Yes, it is right, little sister.” The older woman shakily rose to her feet. “Perhaps you will be granted another time together with Hiestzi. In another place, in some dream yet to come.”

“Perhaps.” Monaseetah did not look up to see her friend walk away to join the others scurrying like maddened red ants across the yellow hillsides where the heat rose in shimmering waves to the bone-white sky.

Frightened still, her son looked down the slope. Here and there warriors had turned the fish-belly bodies of their white victims face-down after mutilation and desecration. He remembered the Cheyenne belief taught him by the old ones: it was bad luck to leave an enemy facing the sky because his soul could more easily escape the earthly plane.

Many of the hairy, tanned heads had been smashed to jelly. The congealing ooze was already attracting both crawling and flying insects. Some heads had been severed from the bodies. Among the sage and yellow dust lay other body-parts: hands, feet, penises, legs and arms. Practically every man’s back bristled like a porcupine with a score or more arrows, most fired into the dead bodies by eager young boys or infuriated, wrinkled old men who could not remember ever celebrating such a resounding victory. Truly, this was a day for joy and singing the old songs.

Farther down the slope two older youths played a game of shinny-ball with a soldier’s head, batting the bloody trophy back and forth with discarded rifles that could be found beside every dead soldier. The bearded head rolled into the sticky entrails that had tumbled from another soldier’s belly wound. Suddenly the two youths had a new game to play. They yanked and pulled, tore and ripped the warm, snake-like intestines from the man’s belly.

The little boy turned away, his mind already numb to the shrieking, crimson spectacle all around him. Even here at his feet he could not escape the gore. Here lay three of the white-bellies, looking like helpless fish flopped on the creek-bank. All three had been stripped by the women. Yet, for the first time he noticed—while two had been desecrated and horribly mutilated, their genitals hacked off and tossed aside, their thighs gashed, a hand gone or foot cleaved off, heads scalped and pummelled to a sticky jelly—the hairy-face in the middle remained untouched.

Why had his aunt protected this one from desecration? Why had she stood guard while his mother hauled him up the hillside to view this body? Why would they want this one, solitary soldier out of all the others to hear better in Seyan—his people’s Life After Crossing Over?

This soldier’s face bore a look of peace.

The boy felt something very different boiling inside his own belly. In summer all he ever wore was the little breechclout and his buffalo-hide moccasins. The sun’s scorching fingers raked his naked back. Trickles of sweat coursed down his heaving chest. It seemed the sun’s rays grew hotter, the stench more suffocating. He imagined the white-belly corpses inching in on him here where he sat near the crest of the hill.

“Aiyeeee!”

He jerked up, his nose inches from the frightening glare of an ancient, shriveled woman. The skin on her face sagged, as did the wrinkled pair of old dugs he saw as he peered down the loose neckline of her ill-fitting skin dress. The boy swallowed sickly.

Her wild eyes darted like accusing black marbles from him, to the white soldier, to Monaseetah, and back to the soldier’s body again.

“You have not touched this one yet!” Her teeth showed black gaps from which burst a hideous odor.

“No.” Monaseetah placed a hand on the dead soldier’s chest, over his heart just above the bloody wound. “He is a … my relative.”

“Aieee!” Her head fell back as she laughed crazily, and the boy feared it would fall off the old harpy’s shoulders. “A relative, sister?”

“You are Sioux? Yes?” Monaseetah did not remove her hand from the soldier’s heart.

“Minniconjou.”

“I am Tsistsistas. I know this soldier from long ago. Several winters now. In my land to the south. This one, he was foolish to come north. But, he is my relative.”

Slowly the old one bent forward, studying the young mother’s face with a rheumy eye. “You see to him, Cheyenne sister.” The old hag peered at him closely a long moment before he pulled away, hiding behind his mother. “I want his boots, Tsistsistas. Only his boots!”

She cackled once more as Monaseetah scooped up the knee-high, dusty black boots she had set aside for herself. The scuffed cavalry boots belonging to two other soldiers were nowhere near as tall as these. Running her hands over the soft, pliant, black leather, the wrinkled one smiled now that the precious treasure belonged to her.

“These, little sister, will make fine bullet pouches … perhaps a quiver for some man’s arrows. Maybe a hiding place for a man’s love charms or war medicine. So very soft—”

’Take them and go, old one!” Monaseetah snapped. “Just go!”

Her fiery words caught the boy by surprise. He rarely heard his mother bark at others. She almost never shouted at him or his older brother—only when they had really deserved it.

“He is your relative, you say?” She squinted the cloudy eye again, stooping close to the young Cheyenne mother, glaring with suspicion and disbelief at Monaseetah.

“He is.”

With a bony finger the old one brushed a lock of the boy’s light hair out of his eye before she took that same finger and dipped some of the drying blood from the massive, oozing wound at the soldier’s left side. With that blood she smeared something on the man’s left cheek. Again she dipped and painted, dipped and painted until she had enough of a symbol brushed dark against the sun-burnished skin and reddish-blonde whisker stubble.

“I leave this here to tell all Sioux they must leave this body alone.” The old woman’s face softened. Perhaps she remembered years without number gone by, remembered little ones at her breasts, remembered a man she had loved long before there were too many years to count any longer. “My people will not bother him seeing this sign on his body, little sister. Do not worry your heart.”

Monaseetah was stunned, not at all sure what she should say. “Thank you … for your great kindness.” She dropped her gaze, ashamed of her tears.

“Little niece, it is always better to grieve. Later you can heal from that mourning for those who have gone before us to the Other Side. It is always better to forget after some time has passed … and you go on into the days granted you by the Father of us all.”

“But, I do not want to forget. I will never forget.”

Monaseetah’s words turned the old woman around after a few hobbling steps. She looked at the tall, dusty cavalry boots clutched securely beneath her withered arms like a rare treasure.

“I will always remember this day, little one. Remember for all the time that is left me. I too can never forget. Sometimes, it might be better to carry the hurt inside … and remember what happened here beneath this sun.”

The wrinkled one turned away and was gone.

More frightened now, the boy clung to the back of his mother’s buckskin dress. Monaseetah pulled free a butcher knife and set to work with its sharp blade.

He could not see what she was cutting until stepping around her shoulder. His wide, wondering eyes watched as she finished hacking off one of the pale man’s fingertips. Monaseetah let the soldier’s right hand fall before she