Winter Rain

tallow candles that gave this cold, stinking, low-roofed room its only glow of life. The far northern edge of the old Confederate’s map had the words Indian Territory scratched across it in bold letters, while the tracings of rivers were barely more evident than the many wrinkles aging the old parchment.

“I come this far from the plains because I was told that the comancheros trade outta New Mexico. Went down there the long way from Fort Laramie, wandered around and found out I needed to head south to Chihuahua. That was where I was told to come back north, into Texas.”

“And here you are,” the old man said softly, his rheumy eyes lit with the candles’ glow and the cheap aguardiente. “When’d you leave that north country? Fort Laramie, you said?”

“Right,” he answered. “End of summer, sixty-eight.”

Jonah watched the old man’s eyes flick from him to the Shoshone and back again, widening in pure wonder as he whistled low. “You got any idea what month and year it be, son?”

With a shrug Jonah replied, “Didn’t keep track. S’pose it never mattered. Why?”

“Man has a job to do—he just does it, right?” He wagged his head in amazement. “Got the patience of the Eternal Himself, you do. Why, don’t you have any idea you been wandering over four year, friend?”

In ways, it felt like more than four years. In another way, Jonah was just as certain the old man was having sport with him. “Four years. You’re crazed, mister. It can’t be seventy-two.”

“No, friend, it ain’t.”

Jonah grinned, smiling at Two Sleep. “See? Told you. Knew you was having fun with me.”

With a shrug of his shoulder, the old man explained. “It ain’t seventy-two. It’s winter of 1873. Already two months gone past the new year.”

For a long moment he stared down at his hands, in a way wishing he hadn’t come to know that so much time had slipped under him wandering through the land of the Mormons before he plodded back and forth through season after season begging for and scratching out information in New Mexico, time fooled away before they ever wandered south to Chihuahua. All that time had stacked up solid as cordwood behind him, one piece at a time. He hadn’t noticed because there had always been another village to visit, another trail rumored to hold promise. In the end every day, week, month, and year had come at him and flowed on past in such small, unobserved pieces. So much of his life, and he hadn’t noticed it gone.

Of a sudden Jonah’s thoughts turned on something peculiar: that he would turn thirty-six this approaching summer. And owning up to that only meant that Gritta had grown much, much older too. Some ten years’ worth of older from the time Jonah had last held her against him.

And the boys. They weren’t really boys no more. Grown into men without him.

As much as he wanted to cry or lash out and hit something, someone, Jonah stoically turned back to the old soldier. Then gazed back down at the map, his heart thrumming in his ears, his breath come shallow like the flight of moth’s wings. “All right, old soldier. You want me think like a comanchero.”

The old man wiped some tobacco juice out of his gray chin whiskers before he asked, “Lookee there and tell me where you gonna go to trade, friend?”

Jonah’s eyes rose to the Shoshone’s, then slowly moved over to the old man’s. “I’m gonna go where the Injuns are.”

“Good! But—not just any Injuns.”

“The Comanche.”

There was that gap-toothed smile of triumph. “Doggedy—now you got it!”

With a slash of a grin, feeling the hot hammer of blood at his ears, Jonah gazed back down at that old, faded map in the candlelight. “All right. Show me where the comancheros go to trade with the Comanche.”

Without a word the wrinkled one licked his lips in the glow and wispy faint smoke of those tallow candles, then dragged his long fingernail across the parchment … slowly up from Chihuahua, across the Rio Grande west of Presidio, ever on as his fingertip neatly split the seventy-odd miles of wilderness lying between forts Quitman and Davis.

Jonah looked up and asked, “What’s out there?”

26

Spring 1873

THERE WASN’T MUCH out there.

Like the old soldier told him, “Jackrabbits and desert. A few Mex squatters. And the Pecos River. North of there—ever’thing—the hull durn country belongs to the Comanch’.”

Into the bitter cold of winter’s last gasp on the southern plains they plunged, crossing low mountains, peeling their way over rough country like all that they had pierced coming to Comancheria. This was a waterless chaparral where only the creosote brush and spear grass grew to break up the harsh monotony of the rise and fall of a sinister land. That, and the cactus. Always the cactus.

Reluctantly winter relinquished its brief hold on this southern land—making for a muddy time of things.

Over Jonah’s head the low roof leaked, drops of cold mud smacking the back of his neck as he scooped the refried beans, what he had come to call Mexican strawberries, from the earthen bowl with the crude iron spoon. Across from Jonah sat the Indian, smearing a load of the refritos into a swab of tortilla that Two Sleep stuffed into the side of his mouth. The Shoshone called fewer teeth his own nowadays than he had four and a half years before, beside the red desert country where the two had first met. In their time together he had been forced to let Jonah pull three of them from one side alone. Two yanked from the other. It was crude, hard work with the small field pliers Hook packed along for gun repair: messy, bloody work, and damned painful too. But after a day or so of walking around with a small swab of his shirttail stuffed down in the bloody hole, the Shoshone had never failed to smile again, poking his tongue through the new gap, the glaze of pain finally gone from his eyes, that singular ache of a rotting tooth now nothing but a dimming memory.

Some three years wandering among the Mex had taught Hook what he needed of their simple language, absorbing enough of a smattering of verbs and nouns and idioms that allowed him to learn even more as the seasons turned, ever turned.

Most every day it never failed to amaze him that these dirt-poor people had stayed in this unforgiving country, nailed down in this land of sunburned offerings, blessed with little shade and even less sweet water.

Water—that was the one thing worth more than gold in this country. Most of what the two horsemen and their stock had been forced to drink across the slow whirl of the seasons had been squeezed from the drying, death-laced water holes and muddy seeps they ran across on their travels. And whenever the pair found themselves in a mud-and-wattle settlement like this very one, Jonah had come to count himself fortunate that the milky water proved thin enough to drink. His prayer had been answered long ago: the earth-colored fluid so predominate in this land no longer troubled his bowels the way it had when first they had begun their sojourn into this land of the sun long, long ago.

A long time back he had tried the Mexicans’ beer—thick as syrup but shy on flavor. So still he drank the tequila, the Mexicans’ pulque, as much as he hated it. And here in this cantina, as in practically every jacal where they had stopped across the years, there was little but that fermented juice of the agave to drink, its sour and ropy taste barely softened by the warm, earth-rich water a man used to chase the cactus juice, to mellow the racy sting of the green chiles set before him at every meal, hot as a spoonful of red ants.

The hanging lamps cast a light the color of a dull tropical orange over everything, especially the deep-brown hide stretched over the back of Jonah’s hands busy above his bowl. From the corner table arose a quick spate of muffled laughter as men gambled with a greasy deck of flare-red pasteboards. Smoke from their cigarillos hung in wispy spiders’ veils just below the lamplight.

His nostrils came alive, flaring slightly as Jonah smelled her—even before he actually heard her, before he felt her arm rope loosely over his shoulder. The peculiar odor of these cantina women, ripe with the fragrance of pomegranate and penole meant to mask the stench of unwashed flesh, bean wind, and the previous customer, had long ago become as recognizable as the smell of his own horse. Back came the memory of that first of these dark-skinned whores he had taken in a squalid little settlement they reached in New Mexico, he grown so anxious for her that there in the dark corner of that low-roofed hovel, out of the firelight, Jonah had let her unbutton his canvas britches and tantalize him, stroking his hot and swollen flesh until he exploded in her hand. Like