where the wind would enter at the top of the ridge, moan down the entire length of the crack, then whisper out at the bottom, making the sound of some language he did not understand. But a sound that continued to call to him nonetheless.
Planting his foot for that first step, he immediately slid back down. Clawing with his hands, he managed to hold on for the most part, but as he made a little ground, he always seemed to slide back, losing more than half of what he had gained. Eventually he found that if he kept himself low, digging in with his toes and crabbing up on his knees, he didn’t lose so much. The sun was beginning to warm the air, and he had begun to sweat inside the blanket coat by the time he reached the bottom of the narrow fissure. There on a ledge less than six inches wide he set a knee, dug in the heel of the other moccasin, and balanced himself as he turned slightly, slowly slipping his arms free of the rope loops.
For a long, long time he cradled the body against him and let the tears flow as the sobs wracked his body with spasms. As the sun emerged from hiding, he eventually blinked to clear his eyes and turned to peer over his shoulder at the coming sun. The very top of that bright, glowing orb was spraying the horizon with a luminous, orange iridescence. Scratch turned back, pivoting on that one knee, and raised the bundle toward the crack in the rocks.
Turning the tiny body sideways, he managed to get the infant back more than a foot, as deep as his elbow. When it would go no farther, he quit nudging and pulled the arm out of the fissure. As his left hand clutched a fingerhold in a nearby seam, Titus leaned over and grabbed hold of the first of the loose rocks around him, one no bigger than his own hand. He stuffed it into the fissure. Then another. Again and again he shoved loose rocks in after the burlap shroud, pounding each one in with the succeeding rock so they wouldn’t easily come loose with freezing and thawing, freezing and thawing across untold seasons. Finally he had all the rocks the fissure could hold.
He had buried his son within the folds of the earth, here in these free mountains.
Sweating with the heat of the rising sun, Bass pulled one arm, then the other, free of the coat, and flung it down the slope. It made him too damn hot and, besides, he might trip himself on its long tails as he slowly inched his way back down the treacherous slope of loose talus.
Sighing, he turned and closed his eyes, letting himself feel the warmth of the sun as it pressed its light against his face. A feeling came over him as the wind moved through his hair. But he regretted that he didn’t have a whistle. Not a whistle carved from the wingbone of an eagle and wrapped with colorful porcupine quillwork the likes of the one he had taken off that dead Blackfoot warrior, then hung around the neck of the dead man’s younger brother. No matter, he thought.
Wetting his parched lips with his tongue, Scratch began to whistle—doing his best to imitate the shrill cry of a diving hawk on the wing. Then making his best rendition of a sound he had heard ten thousand times in these mountains: the harsh call of the golden eagle. A war cry. A high, sliding screech that he laid upon the wind as his offering for this stillborn child. Nothing more than his lips, and his prayers.
That’s all he could offer the boy now. Prayers for a child who would never learn to crawl or toddle, for a boy who would never learn to run and ride, for the man who would never hunt or fight enemies alongside his old man. This child who would never become a warrior, protecting his woman and their children …
And that made him sob all the harder, making it nearly impossible for him to raise that whistle as an offering to the wind.
Then he swallowed down the pain, shoving it as far into his belly as he could so he could whistle loudly as the sun baked him and the insects began to whir in the brush below at the base of the slope. Each time he raised the shrill cry, he felt a little better … until he fell silent and dried his eyes.
Titus turned and faced the fissure once more, kissed his fingertips, then laid his hand on those rocks he had hammered in upon the tiny body. That last good-bye said, the father began to slide down the slope, yard by yard, reaching the blanket capote and dragging it with him as he descended to the brush and dry grass. Rolling up the coat as he stepped over to the pony, Scratch tied it behind his saddle, stuffed a foot in the stirrup, and swung up for the ride back to the gutted, half-burned ruins of Fort Bridger and his wife.
She would likely be about as empty as Gabe’s plundered post. Waits needed him. He needed her. Together they would have to sort through the why of this.
What to do now, and where to go … and how would he convince Waits to go on?
She was waiting for him when he came out of the trees at the edge of the far meadow. His wife was sitting against a section of the corral wall the Mormons hadn’t burned down. He knew it was her, the way Jackrabbit sat on one side of his mother, little Crane in her mother’s lap. And standing guard over them all was his eldest son, Flea. The tall, sinewy young man waited with his shoulders back, his pony’s reins in one hand, Scratch’s long flintlock in the other—watching his father approach from the southwest across the open ground.
The summer wind moved through Flea’s unbound hair, whipping it across his face, as the youth turned to the side and his mouth moved. Titus could not hear the words at this distance, but in a moment Bridger appeared at the sundered gate. Behind him came Shadrach and their families. With them the last of Bridger’s ferry workers came to stand. They all waited in silence as Flea and Gabe helped Waits-by-the-Water to her feet. No one moved as Scratch drew near, reined back, and let his eyes touch each face.
Gazing down at his wife, he said, “It’s done.”
Bridger said, “I’m goin’ to Laramie, Scratch.”
His eyes moved to Gabe’s face. “What you decided on doin’?”
“Maybeso them soldiers will help,” Jim sighed.
“Help you do what?”
“Go after them Saints in the Salt Lake Valley.”
Titus wagged his head. “I told you I’d ride with you, Gabe. But them soldiers ain’t gonna be wuth a red piss to us.”
“What you think I ought’n do?”
“Do what folks in these mountains allays done,” Titus said as he slid from the saddle. “You gather round you them what you can count on—then go to right the wrong what’s been done to you.”
For a moment, it appeared Bridger didn’t understand, but he eventually said, “You figger I ought’n find Washakie?”
“Yep. He can put his warriors on the trail behind us, fightin’ men what them Marmons can’t never stop.”
But Bridger stared at the ground for some time before he looked up at Bass again and said, “That means I’d be startin’ a Injun war, Scratch.”
“No, the way I see it, them Marmons started the war on you,” he snarled. “You’d just be finishin’ what they was goddamned fools enough to start by takin’ ever’thing from you but your life an’ your family.”
Gray-faced, Bridger finally said, “I’ll go on over to Laramie. Give them soldiers a chance to help me, or turn me down.”
“An’ when they turn you down,” Titus asked, “what then?”
“We come down to playin’ our hand,” Jim said, then paused. “You an’ me gonna see about makin’ Brigham Young pay for what his Saints done to us an’ our families.”
THIRTY
It was a damned shame, he brooded as an icy snow swirled round them like tiny lance points.
Time was a man knew what he could count on, who to count on. But from those final days at the end of the fur trade when white man first turned on white, things got real murky. Tragedy of it was, the more white men out here, the muddier the water, and the muddier the water, the harder it was for a man to see his way through his troubles. Used to be a man knew the straight way on through to making right of any trouble that came his way. Used to be … hell, Titus thought, everything about his own self was used to be, so it seemed.
A used-to-be man who only belonged in a used-to-be country. But—even that was shrinking smaller and smaller with every season. Folks what didn’t give a damn about things like honor and decency, folks what trampled on the rights of others, folks what claimed they was the chosen ones had come to kill and steal all in the name of
