Wind Walker

insistent crackle as the icy snow slapped against the fur of his coat and cap. And the snorts of the horses. His had even started to fight the reins.

“Hol’ up there.”

Sweete said nothing, head slung between his shoulders, half conscious, likely half dead, as Bass stiffly lunged to the ground and felt his way up the horse’s neck to its muzzle. Ice was building up, crusting around its nostrils. Poor beast couldn’t breathe, what with the wind slinging that sleety snow at them nearly dead-on. Hammering his blanket mitten against his thigh, Scratch next used the mitten to rub over the animal’s nostrils, then its eyes. Turning in the dark as the snow whipped around them, he did the same to Shad’s mount, then the packhorse. Layers of warm, misty gauze haloed about him as the horses in turn bobbed their heads and whickered in gratitude.

Of a sudden the wind died—he turned on his heel. The hair rose at the back of his neck as the faint sound crept beneath the scarf and the fur cap, snaking its way into his senses. It was a voice. No, something like a voice. As he stood there, rooted to the spot, the wind came up again and he was instantly unsure if he had really heard what he thought he had heard. Maybe words … but he wouldn’t swear to having heard what could be called words. At least not any language he knew of or had ever heard with his own ears.

Bass turned and peered up at Sweete. The way Shad had come awake, his face was raised, turned into the wind—Titus knew he had been listening too. But that wasn’t Shell Woman, he told himself. What had made that sound wasn’t someone who spoke Cheyenne. Scratch had been listening to enough of that tongue from the lips of both his old friend and Shell Woman too that he could recognize what that wind-borne sound wasn’t. He might not know for certain what that noise was that made the hair stand on his arms … but he was for sure what it wasn’t.

“You hear it too?” Shadrach asked.

“Thought it was the wind,” he said guardedly.

“Foller it,” Sweete declared weakly, his head sagging. “It’ll get me to Shell Woman.”

“It’s coming from the wrong direction, Shad. We go off that way, we won’t never—”

“Foller it, Titus Bass,” he gasped in desperation. “If I never ask ’nother thing of you, just foller the voice tonight.”

Stopping right beneath the big man and looking up at Sweete’s shadowy form, Bass argued with himself a moment, unsure if Shad had gone soft-headed from loss of blood. Titus said, “A voice? Sound I heard wasn’t no voice.”

“I ain’t got no strength to fight you,” Shad admitted as his head sagged. “An’ I wouldn’t know the goddamned difference if you took me off somewheres else to die. But, I’m asking this one and only thing of you. Take me to Shell Woman. I know that’s her calling to me in this storm.”

Taking a step closer so that he stood right at Sweete’s knee, Titus reassuringly patted the buffalo robe he had wrapped around the wounded man’s legs to protect Shad from the driving force of the snowstorm. “I ain’t gonna fight you neither, Shadrach. My best sense tells me that sound come from—”

“It was the voice.”

“Awright, the voice … it come from the wrong direction,” Scratch continued. “But, at the same time my good sense tells me to keep pointing our noses off in the direction I had us going, down in my bones something says to trust you on this.”

“Shell Woman’s calling me.”

“Awright, Shad. I’m taking you to her.”

When he settled into the saddle and wrapped that ice-coated half-robe around his legs once more, Bass took his bearings from that eerie call come on the wind, then reined the horses sharply to the left. The wind didn’t feel right against them. The air itself didn’t go down well when he sucked it through the warmth of that blanket muffler. And the horses? They fought him for a while, even though they were no longer nosing right into the storm. Eventually, his horse grew weary of fighting, dropped its head, and plodded on in the direction Scratch took them.

And every time the wind died, he strained to listen—making out the faintest drift of sound. Not no voice, like Shadrach claimed it was. Leastways, no sound he could call human, speaking a language he could put a name to. From time to time as the minutes, then hours, trickled past in an agonizingly slow procession, Scratch made a small adjustment in their direction. Each time the wind itself seemed to take a breath and that eerie sound came out of the dizzying black of that stormy night, he eased over a little more to the right or turned off a little more to the left. And every step of the way the deepening cold came to suck at what reserves he had always thought he possessed. But, that had been when he was a younger man.

So cold it had grown, Bass was sure his mind had started to numb. Having to remind himself to keep his eyes open in narrow slits—watching ahead for the edge of a coulee or an escarpment of boulders they might plunge over. Someone had to keep an eye open, and his ears alert. If they were being beckoned into hell by the devil hisself, at least it would be a damn sight warmer in those diggin’s. Breath by breath, step by rocking, slippery step, they inched into the night, right into the growing fury of the storm … then right when Titus thought he had finally fallen asleep, all his senses so dulled by the cold and the chaotic frenzy of the wind—that wind up and died.

For some reason a small part of him had remained alert—expecting the unrepentant wind to keep on howling around them, whip at their robes and mufflers, bluster at the horses’ manes, hurling icy snow at their eyes again after that momentary pause, but … the wind never rose above a whisper. A quiet, haunting whisper. It was as if Scratch came awake slowly, not with a start, but groggily, eventually becoming aware that all sound had died except for the crunch of each hoof as it plunged forward, the grunting heave of the played-out animals beneath them, the groaning creak of the ice-rimed saddle leather. Scratch had been in blizzards before. Times past when he had tucked his head down and gritted his teeth, riding on through the storm’s battering to safety … but, he could never remember riding himself right on out of one.

This leaving the storm behind, this earth-shaking silence—it was damn sure enough to give a man the shakes, if he hadn’t been shaking with the bone-numbing cold as it was already.

Scratch tucked his head to the side and turned about with slight, leaden movements to look behind them. Back there the snow swirled, the wind still whipping it into a froth. But here the howl was no more than a whimper, a mere shadow of its former bluster. He straightened in the saddle and glanced over at his half-conscious friend. Then he peered ahead once more, his eyes growing wide when he heard that faintest of whispers brought across the icy heave of the land.

Shuddering, he sensed the not knowing give way to those first slight twinges of fear. Ignorance did that to a man, he chided himself. But his scolding served no purpose. He didn’t know what was happening to them, and the not knowing would do everything it could to make him afraid. As the whisper grew inexorably louder, Titus didn’t know if it was really a sound from out there in the black of the storm … or if he was hearing something born of his own imagination, something bred to echo within his own mind. Between his ears, rather than coming to his ears from beyond—

Then it struck him brutally. With that thought of the Beyond, a molten, fluid fear slammed him hard, squarely against the middle of his breastbone with breath-robbing force. Suspicious, he twisted about again to look behind them at that dark bulk of the storm, the immense curtains of billowing ground blizzard—at that spot from which they had just emerged from the torment of its frenzy into this netherworld of near silence.

His eyes opened wide, transfixed on the horizon.

Was that a crack in the dark storm clouds, a crack in the heaving vapors of snow? Had they somehow blundered through that crack in the sky Ol’ Bill Williams had instructed him about so many seasons before? Time was he had thought the superstitious Solitaire was just given to things a mite ghosty. But over time, especially in these years since the bottom fell out of the beaver trade, and those hardy few who had remained in the mountains had been retreating farther and farther from contact with civilized and genteel white society, Titus had encountered one small incident after another—no one of which was enough to make him a believer in Solitaire’s mystical realm —but taken together now they were more than enough for even the most thorny skeptic to believe he was in the presence of the great unexplainable.

In the silence of that heart-stopping moment—overwhelmed with the crystal clarity of pinprick stars exploding against the utter black of the sky and the gaping endlessness of a snow-covered monotony of heaving land—something told him he had not only been lured up to the very precipice of, but sucked right on through, that