“Madame Fleming is so proud of her condition that she has told everyone. Even Mary and the children know.”
“You’re jesting.” He shook his head in amazement. “I can’t believe she would speak of it so freely. How horrible it must be for you. Yet here you are, so calm and understanding…” Something in his tone made me think Diane had not reacted quite as well.
“You must send her away, Henri, at least until after the baby is born. She will only cause you embarrassment- not to mention the scandal she visits on Mary and the Guises.”
He stared out the window as he considered this. “Mary will not allow it,” he said at last. “She loves Madame Fleming.”
“Mary is a child,” I countered, “and must trust you to do what is best.”
He thought for a moment, then gave a slow, reluctant nod. “I will see Madame Fleming sent to the country for her confinement. Of course, I will see that her child is well cared for.”
“Of course. Thank you.”
“I do not deserve such a patient wife. I cannot-” He broke off, suddenly very near tears encouraged by pain and wine.
“Is all well between you and Diane?” I asked softly.
“Since I gave up Janet Fleming,” he answered, “I have been faithful to you alone, Catherine.”
Hope, an emotion long buried, stirred within me. “Did Diane cast you from her bed because of the affair?”
His cheeks grew scarlet, the way they had when we’d first met, when he was a shy, tongue-tied boy.
“Long before it, actually. Almost a year before. She…” He struggled silently as words and emotions warred. “Somehow, I lost her heart. She is so cold sometimes, so distant. I have given her property, and gold, and honors, everything she ever wanted, and more… Yet she turns me away. She tells me we are no longer children, that we no longer need indulge in even the smallest gestures of affection. I find myself begging for a smile.”
I understood his hurt too well. “You have been ill-used for years.”
“I can’t believe that,” he said. “I know that she honestly cared for me. Perhaps she still does. But she is older now, and tired, and I too impatient, so I responded to Madame Fleming’s advances. Like a fool, I convinced myself that this beautiful creature was attracted to me, not to the crown I wear. But she is nothing more than an agent of the Guises, determined to enslave me further to their cause.”
He shook his head in self-disgust. “As much as I despised my father for his faithlessness, here I am an adulterer, played for a fool by women. I should have sought love in the one place where it has always been constant and patient. Do not think I am blind to your suffering, Catherine. Do not think I am not desperately grateful for you.”
He was still seated; I put a hand upon his shoulder and kissed the top of his head. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pressed his face to my bosom. I thought that was the end of our encounter, that he would go, as he always had, and leave me to my empty bed until our child was born. Instead he rose and kissed me tenderly.
“I said once that I could easily love you, Catherine,” he whispered. “And I see now that I do.”
I drew him to the inner chamber, to my bed. There was a poignant sweetness to our lovemaking, that we should have faltered so many times before finding each other.
In the days that followed, I said nothing to anyone, though surely Madame Gondi suspected that things had changed between Henri and me. My pregnancy had been announced, yet my husband still came almost nightly to my room. For the first time, Henri noticed the pearl that hung above my breasts and reached for it-but I drew his hand away and distracted him with kisses.
Although Diane de Poitiers no longer possessed the King’s heart, she continued to possess enormous political power, and my husband lacked the will to cast off her yoke. In public, we played out a great farce: Honors were still paid to the King’s mistress, and I was treated as second to her-when, in fact, my husband and I had become lovers. In private, Henri and I discussed Diane’s pervasive control of the government and how he might reclaim it, but he lacked the will and the heart to upset her. He did, however, resist giving her any more riches and honors.
Diane’s response was to draw closer to the Guises. Unfortunately, during the Fleming affair, Henri had agreed to appoint the golden-haired Francois of Guise to be his Grand Chamberlain. The Chamberlain oversaw the running of the King’s apartments and was always in possession of the keys; in addition, his signature was required on certain royal documents. It was a position more of status than of power, but if anyone could use it to seize more of the latter, it was Guise.
Henri did not tell me of the appointment until it was a fait accompli. He rightly surmised that I would object and chose to wait until we were in bed together after an evening of gentle lovemaking. He kissed my belly and spoke sweetly to the child inside me. I was thoroughly charmed and smiling-until he abruptly confessed to Guise’s appointment. The news brought me out of the bed and onto my feet.
Henri waited until I had vented my displeasure, then argued that a move against Diane and Francois of Guise would upset the delicate balance at Court and throw the government into confusion. That was true, so I calmed and discussed with him what was best for France. Unfortunately, he did not agree that Diane’s and the Guises’ conservative Catholicism presented the greatest danger; he agreed with them that Protestantism should not be tolerated at all, which frightened me.
From that time on, I grew fearful of the conflict that would come if the Guises’ desire to persecute the Protestants was indulged, but I let myself be mollified during my pregnancy by Henri’s doting caresses and pushed away all thought of impending political catastrophe.
When our new son was born, Henri was present, laughing and squeezing my hand. Edouard-Alexandre was healthier than my other children, and Henri and I freely lavished affection upon him. Edouard was by far the most handsome, and his presence always reminded me of the loveliest days of my life. Henri and I spent much time together in the nursery, and Henri spent an hour every evening discussing affairs of state with me.
Such an idyll could not last long. When Edouard was only a few months old, my world was again shaken.
For years, my husband had exchanged insults with Emperor Charles, who had held the child Henri and his brother prisoner. A rational man, Henri resisted going to war for slight cause; however, in 1552, the year after Edouard was born, my husband yielded to pleas for help from German princes who hoped to oust the Emperor from their country. They were Lutherans, outraged by the Catholic Emperor’s attempts to suppress their religion.
To my astonishment, Henri cooperated with them, agreeing to weaken the Emperor by fighting him on France’s northeastern border with an eye to reclaiming the towns of Cambrai and Metz, among others. If Diane saw any irony in the King’s rush to aid Protestants in order to defeat a good Catholic, she said nothing. Henri decided that French soldiers would go to war.
And he intended to join them. This terrified me, for it meant that he would leave behind the safe haven created by the onyx talisman hidden beneath Diane’s bed.
My anxiety was not helped when I received a letter from the venerable Luca Guorico in Rome. Ser Luca was greatly respected for his work in judicial astrology, the branch that studied the influence of the stars on the fates of individuals. When my great-uncle Giovanni de’ Medici was only fourteen years old, Luca Guorico had predicted that he would become Pope-and indeed, Uncle Giovanni became Pope Leo X. Guorico had also predicted Alessandro Farnese’s ascension to Pope, and his death, with uncanny accuracy.
When Madame Gondi placed an envelope from Rome into my hands, I broke the wax seal with trepidation. Inside was a letter to me and a second sealed letter, folded into thirds, addressed to my husband.
The temptation to break the seal on the second letter and read it was nearly overwhelming, but I set the letter aside and waited until Henri came to my chambers to discuss the affairs of the day.
