Tomorrow, he’d go through TV Guide s. Any decent-size library would have them. He’d find one near the hospital.
He locked his desk, tried to free his mind of the Worry. Bad margins on the tumor. Lymph nodes full of cancer.
When he was with her, he was Mr. Positive. She’d let him know right away that’s the way she wanted it.
We’ve got to keep everything normal for their sake, honey.
The children came first. He agreed with that-family was everything, but what kind of family would there be tomorrow?
Mommy’s going to the hospital for a little checkup, guys. Just a couple days, everything’s fine.
She hadn’t shed a tear, spent every day since the problem began the exact same way: car-pooling, cooking, church auxiliary. Even lovemaking. Stu’d been reluctant, but she’d insisted and he hadn’t wanted her to feel damaged.
Nineteen years ago, she’d been homecoming queen at Hoover High, Miss Glendale the following year, then a sorority sweetheart at Occidental, a 4.0 history major.
Just one tumor, Drizak assured him, relatively small. The family history wasn’t terrible: Kathy’s mom was healthy, but an aunt had died of breast cancer.
All in all, a decent prognosis, Drizak claimed. But Stu was a doctor’s son, knew how imprecise medicine could be.
Bad surprises, Father had told him more than once, are part of a surgeon’s life. That’s why we all have to trust in the Lord.
Stu ached to trust, and for the past few days he’d been praying with the conspicuous fervor of a missionary. Inside, he was hollow as an atheist.
All those Please, Gods; Dear Jesuses. What right did he have to petition?
For the sake of the children. Always the children.
A hand on his shoulder made him jump.
“Sorry,” said Petra.
“Thought I’d shove off.”
Her hand remained there. “Look, if there’s anything I can do.. ”
“Thanks, but we’re fine, Petra. I’m sure it’ll all go smoothly.”
“What time’s the surgery?”
“Six A.M. ”
“Don’t rush back,” she said. “Wil and I will handle everything.”
“Okay,” he said, wondering if she’d try to hug him again. He hoped not. Not here, in front of all the others.
“What are your plans?” he asked.
“Thought I’d mosey over to Ramsey’s place, talk to security, see if there’s any other way out of RanchHaven.”
“Good idea,” he said. Petra had pointed out that they’d neglected to question the night guard immediately, and he’d been appalled… What would he do without Kathy?
He told Petra she was doing a great job and left.
Walk steady; one foot in front of the other. But his knees were weak, and it felt as if someone were shoving him.
CHAPTER
48
El Salvador time was an hour later than L.A., and Petra doubted Estrella Flores’s son would still be in his law office. She tried anyway, got no answer, connected with an international operator, found three more listings for Javier Floreses, and lucked out on number two.
“I’m worried about my mother,” said the attorney in heavily accented but sound English. “Your city is dangerous. My mother doesn’t drive. Where would she go? I phoned Ramsey, but he didn’t call back. My mother told me he lives out in the country. How could she just walk out of there? She didn’t drive. Where would she go? This isn’t right!”
Flores talked like an interrogator. Articulate, educated. So what was his mother doing cleaning houses?
As if he was used to the question, he said, “I’ve been after her to come back and live with us, but she’s very independent. But still, she didn’t drive. Where would she go? It can’t be related to Mrs. Ramsey-is it?”
“Your mother told you about Mrs. Ramsey?”
“No, the last time I spoke to her was Sunday, the day before it happened. I read about it in the papers, I read American papers. What are you doing to find her, Detective?”
“I’ve contacted every missing persons bureau, sir. I called you to make sure there was no place your mother could have gone. A relative, a-”
“No, no one,” said Flores. “She knows no one. So you don’t think it had anything to do with Mrs. Ramsey?”
“We have no evidence of that, sir-”
“Please!” Flores exploded. “I’m not stupid! Could she have learned something that put her in danger?”
“I honestly don’t know, Mr. Flores. So far, there’s no evidence of that. Did your mother ever say anything about the Ramseys that could be relevant? Especially last Sunday?”
“No, they didn’t come up. She asked how her bank account was doing, that’s all. She wires me her money, I deposit it. She’s saving up for her own house.”
“All her money goes to El Salvador?”
“Except what’s taken out for American taxes.”
“What about past conversations?” said Petra. “What was her opinion of the Ramseys?”
“She said the wife was young, nice, not too picky.”
“Was Mr. Ramsey picky?”
“A little-he had these cars he wanted polished all the time. But it was a good job, better than the one she worked before. Very picky people, they always criticized.”
“Do you remember their names?”
“People in another part of town-Bel-Air. Hooper. Mr. and Mrs. Hooper. The man always ran his finger along the furniture, looking for dust. The woman drank too much, and they didn’t pay her well.”
“First names?”
“I don’t-wait, the address is here in my book, unless I threw it out when she… no, here it is, Hooper-here’s the number.”
Petra copied it down. “I’ll call them, Mr. Flores.”
“I’ll call them too,” he said. “But I don’t think my mother would have returned to them.”
“Anything more you can tell me about the Ramseys?”
“The one she didn’t like was the business manager-he was in charge of paying her, was always late with the check. Finally she complained to Mrs. Ramsey, and that helped.”
“Mr. Balch?”
“She never mentioned his name, said he was a… snob. Out to show he was important. Him, she didn’t like.”
“What about Mr. Ramsey?”
“She didn’t talk about him much. Do you think he killed the wife?”
“Mr. Flores, at this point, I-”
“Okay, okay, all I care about is my mother.”
“I’ll do everything I can to find her, sir. So as far as you know, there were no conflicts with Mr. Ramsey? No
