Touche, Captain. Yes, I am a major. But a doctor first. If it's confidentiality you're worried about-
That doesn't concern me.
I see?Why do you keep frowning? What are you feeling at this moment!
Nothing.
Tell me. Let it out, for your own good? Come on, Captain.
You're not
I'm not what!
You're not helping me.
And why is that!
I need advice, not smiles and nods.
Orders from your superiors!
Now you're mocking me.
Not at all, Captain. Not at all. Normally, my job isn't to give advice, but perhaps in this case I can make an exception.
(The shuffling of papers.)
You're an excellent soldier, an excellent officer for one so young. Your psychological profile reveals high intelligence, idealism, courage, but a strong need for structure-an exter-nally imposed structure. So my guess is that you'll stay in the military, or engage in some military-like occupation.
I've always wanted to be a lawyer.
Hmm.
You don't think I'll make it?
What you do is up to you, Captain. I'm no soothsayer
The advice, Doctor. I'm waiting for it.
Oh, yes. The advice. Nothing profound, Captain Sharavi, just this: No matter what field you enter, failures are inevitable. The higher you rise, the more severe the failure. Try to remem-ber that you and the assignment are not the same thing. You're a person doing a job, no more, no less.
That's it?
That's it. According to my schedule, this will be our last session. Unless, of course, you have further need to talk to me.
I'm fine, Doctor. Good-bye.
He'd hated that psychologist; years later, found him prophetic.
The job wasn't him. He wasn't the job.
Easy to say, hard to live.
He resolved to retrieve his humanity, be better to his loved ones, and still get the job done.
The job. The simple ones solved themselves. The others you attacked with guesswork masquerading as professionalism.
Doctors. His mind kept returning to them, but there were authority figures besides doctors, others who inspired obedience, submission.
Professors, scientists. Teachers, like Sender Malkovsky- the man looked just like a rabbi. A man of God.
Men of God. Thousands of them. Rabbis and sheikhs, imams, mullahs, monsignors and monks-the city abounded in those who claimed privileged knowledge of sacred truths. Spires and steeples. Fatma had sought refuge among their shadows.
She'd been a good Muslim girl, knew the kind of sympathy she could expect from a mullah, and had run straight to the Christians, straight to Joseph Roselli. Was it far-fetched to imagine Christian Juliet doing the same?
But Daoud's surveillance had revealed no new facts about the American monk. Roselli took walks at night; he turned back after a few minutes, returned to Saint Saviour's. Strange, but nothing murderous. And phone calls to Seattle had turned up nothing more ominous than a couple of arrests for civil disobedience-demonstrations against the Vietnam War during Roselli's social-worker days.
Ben David had raised the issue of politics and murder, but if there was some connection there, Daniel couldn't see it.
During the daylight hours Roselli stayed within the confines of the monastery, and Daniel alternated with the Chinaman and a couple of patrol officers in looking out for him. It freed the Arab detective for other assignments, the latest of which had nearly ended in disaster.
Daoud had been circulating in the Gaza marketplace, asking questions about Aljuni, the wife-stabber, when a friend of the suspect had recognized him, pointing a finger and shouting 'Police! Traitor!' for all to hear. Despite the unshaven face, the kaffiyah and grimy robe, the crook remembered him as 'that green-eyed devil' who had busted him the year before on a drug charge. Gaza was rife with assassins; Daniel feared for his man's life. Aljuni had never been a strong possibility anyway, and according to Daoud, he stayed at home, screaming at his wife, never venturing out for night games. Daniel arranged for the army to keep a loose watch on Aljuni, requested notification if he traveled. Daoud said nothing about being pulled off the assignment, but his face told it all. Daniel assured him that he hadn't screwed up. that it happened to everyone; told him to reinterview local villagers regarding both victims, and save his energies for Roselli.
