Bad Love

'Where's that, doctor?'

'Just off Beverly Glen.'

'South of Sunset, or north?'

'A mile and a half north.'

'How odd… well, thank heavens for good samaritans. It's so nice to have one's faith in human nature restored.'

'How did you find me, Mrs. Braithwaite?'

'From Mae Josephs at Frenchie Rescue- we were in Palm Desert and didn't get her message until today.'

The door opened and Robin came in, carrying a bag and holding the dog by the leash.

'Barry!' said Mrs. Braithwaite. She got off the chair. The dog trotted straight to her and licked her hand.

'Barry, Barry, little Barry. You've had quite an adventure, haven't you!'

She petted him.

He licked her some more, then turned around, stared at me, and cocked his head.

'You look wonderful, Barry,' said Mrs. Braithwaite. To us: 'He looks wonderful, thank you so much.'

'Our pleasure,' said Robin. 'He's a great little guy.'

'Yes, he is- aren't you, Barrymore? Such a sweet boy, even with your snoring- did he snore?'

'Loud and clear,' said Robin. Smiling, but her eyes had that pretears look I knew so well. I took her hand. She squeezed mine and began emptying the bag. Ebony bridge blanks.

The dog padded back over to us and propped his forelegs on Robin's thigh. She rubbed him under the chin. He pressed his little head to her leg.

'Mother loved that. The snoring. Barry was actually Mother's- she kept English bulldogs and Frenchies for over fifty years. Did quite a bit of breeding and showing in her day. And obedience training.'

'Did she perimeter train him?' I said. 'To avoid water?'

'Oh, of course. She trained all her dogs. She had lily ponds and a big pool, and the poor things sink like stones. Then her back started to go and the English were too heavy for her to carry, so she kept only Frenchies. Then she got too weak even for the Frenchies. Barry was her last little boy. She imported him three years ago. Flew him all the way from Holland.'

A linen hankie came out of the handbag. She took off her glasses and dabbed at her eyes.

'Mother passed away three weeks ago. She'd been ill for a while and Barry was her faithful companion- weren't you, sweetie?'

She reached out her hand. The dog settled on all fours but remained next to Robin.

Mrs. Braithwaite dabbed some more. 'He stayed in bed with her, barked for the nurse when she started to- I do believe he was the reason she kept going as long as she did. But of course, in- when she- the last time we had to call the paramedics, such terror and commotion. Barry must have slipped out. I didn't realize it until later…'

'Where did your mother live?' I said.

'Little Holmby. Just off Comstock, south of the boulevard.'

Two miles from my house.

She said, 'He managed to cross Sunset- all that traffic.' Dab. 'Poor little boy, if anything had happened to you!'

'Well,' said Robin, 'thank God he made it.'

'Yes. I see that- you've made a nice little home for him, haven't you?'

'We tried.'

'Yes, yes, I can see that… yes… would you like to have him?'

Robin's mouth dropped open. She looked at me.

I said, 'You don't want him?'

'It's not a matter of that, doctor. I adore animals, but my husband doesn't. Or rather, they don't like him. Allergies. Severe ones. Dogs, cats, horses- anything with fur sets him off and he swells up like a balloon. As is, I'm going to have to take a bubble bath the moment I get home, or Monty will be wheezing the moment he sees me.'

She pulled something else out of the purse and gave it to me.

An AKC pedigree sheet for 'Van Der Legyh's Lionel Barrymore On Stage.' A family tree that put mine to shame.

Mrs. Braithwaite said, 'Isn't that noble?'

'Very.'

Robin said, 'We'd love to take him.'

'Good. I was hoping you were nice people.'

Smiling, but she took another dubious look around the shop. 'He likes his liver snaps and his sausage sticks. Cheese, as well, of course. Though he doesn't seem to have any affection for Edam – isn't that odd, his being Dutch?'

Robin said, 'We'll support him in the lifestyle to which he's become accustomed.'

'Ye-ess…' She glanced furtively around the shop. 'I'm sure he'll love your new home- will it be in the same location?'

'Absolutely,' I said, scooping up the dog and rubbing his tummy. 'We've been happy there.'

35

It came in a plain white envelope.

Pressed into my hand as I walked out the shop's side door, Spike heeling.

I looked up to see Ruthanne Wallace's kid sister, Bonnie. Tight jeans tucked into cowboy boots, white blouse, no bra, nipples assertive.

She winked at me, tickled my palm with her finger, and ran to the curb. A dark blue Chevy Caprice with chrome wheels and black windows was idling there, blowing smoke. She jumped in, slammed the door, and the car sped off.

No postmark on the envelope, no lettering. Too thin to have anything in it but paper.

I slit it open with my fingernail.

A piece of notebook paper, torn evenly in half.

A note on the first:

Dear doctor.

I am fine. I am happy. Thank you for try to help us. Jesus loves you.

Tiffani.

A drawing on the second. Blue skies, golden sun, green grass, red flowers.

A girl sitting in what looked like an aboveground swimming pool. Fat droplets of water scattering, the girl's face a perfect circle bisected by a crescent-shaped smile.

A signature in the lower right corner: Chondra W.

A title next to the sun:

HAVING FUN.

'Sounds like a good idea,' I said to Spike.

Snort, snort.

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